Aiks~~

So hate~
again, this weird feel came back to me
same as what i had experienced two years ago
moody all the time,
even get anorexia now..
what again now?!!
i hate myself for being so useless,
not the first time i get such hurt from you
why i just can't let it go thoroughgoing?
maybe i should also dissapear for couple weeks? or a month?
just to let my mind cool down~
i wish that my "sister and buddy" can come back sandakan earlier..
miss you all le~~ @@
sobs sobs

so, who wanna find me,
i guess that's hard~
i will just silent my mobile phone all the time..
don't find me le..
and my digi that number also almost no credit already..
but, i think i will continue update my blog? perhaps i will~