十二月尾声

很久.....没记述
其实....写了很多诗词
不过....太悲 太苦

好不适合 太过适合

懂 没懂 不重要

选择 很难
决定 很难

却 不得 不取舍

有舍 才有得
但
什么该舍 什么应得

转角处的答案 应不应该揭穿

那
希望 失望
也许 只是另一个
开始的渴望

=）

2009 的总结  没有总结
这毕竟不是人生的终点

2010 的期待 没有期待
这毕竟不是期待的起点

始  终
有序 散乱
日子 还是得继续 

recover lu ^^

yeah~
i think i will recover soon
hate this 3 in 1
make me like a dead fish..
zzZzz
i don't want sick anymore!!!!
virus, go away frm me!!!!

气到~

气 气 气
你们这些人
拍好了就请自动闪一边好吗？
不是只有你们要拍
麻烦你们顾顾别人的感受
不会拍就回家好好练
真的是一把火！！！
晕~

十二月的故事

十二月的故事太悲惨
概括整年的感伤
结局已演变得太凄惨
总结得太过忧伤

丑小鸭变不了天鹅
一切只是童话的幻觉
癞蛤蟆变不了王子
公主仍沉睡在梦深川

忧伤成全颓废的灵魂
侵吞所有空洞的眼神
逝去的爱已找不回要不来
没人理会的爱在乎得无奈

爱过原来是你的意外
痛过只有我独自缅怀
沉重的回忆早已失去色彩
回不去的过往只剩下黑白

十二月的冬季
暴雪下得太狠
回忆覆盖得完整
看不出痛的伤痕

无聊

wah......
i just got a question hereeeeeee
打呼的人不会听到自己的打呼声吗？
these few days i keep thinking about it..

今天没事这么早起床做么都不知道，
只听过早起的鸟儿有虫吃，
那早起的人呢？特别容易肚子饿是真的..

担心？算了，geh liao~
就，加油咯..... =)

OMG....
我无聊到都不知道要做什么！！

我不要当保姆

我真的真的
真的真的不要当保姆！！
尤其还是当两个魔童的保姆
简直比叫我读HUMAN PHYSIO 还惨 T.T
骂又不是，打又不行
我如果教训他们，回头就变成我老妈教训我！！
='(
被小鬼气到半条命
乖的时候有太乖，淘气的时候，真的是no eye to see!!
我的威严不适合十岁以下的孩童～

肚子还在痛啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
在诗巫的最后一个星期，
我竟然要跟马桶度过！！！
可怜到～T,T

古晋之行

其实，没什么好写啦~
第一天抵达后，晚上就去喝喜酒
第二天，就一直不停的逛，逛到我脚疼！！
逛？对呀，是逛，只不过是用眼睛逛，没钱  =（
第三天，做一整天的车回诗巫，途中还去了马印边界~

就是这样咯
最爽的是在回程的时候
跟表姐伸手出窗外拍照

阿姨食物中毒了
我现在也是五十步笑百步
自己也食物中毒！！
他妈妈的~
=(

kuching, here i come~

wow..
thought that can't go kuching anymore this year
but mum told me a suprise~!!
thanks uncle-in-law~ =)
once get to know can go to kuching,
i started to be busy
busy packing, charge both my phone, camera battery and also my ipod nano!!
i'm excited!!
hahahaha......
kevin, i help you go to kuching cari makan first~
i know you miss kuching's food very much!! xD

new specs~

wuhoo..
i change 1 new spec's frame~
white, just RM120
then i made 1 new sunglasses, RM160 oni~
make spec in sibu really nice,
once they heard that you are student,
they cut half of the frame's price~
so, now i have 3 specs, 2 sunglasses xD

my real holiday

it's my HOLIDAY now~
100% holiday!!
no need to worry about my result anymore
lols the feel just damn NICE!!
haha.. i don't care about how bad is my result
i just care that i pass or not~!!

yea..
i'm lucky~
i appreciate my luck!!

anyway,
this time, really too scary
cannot so slack anymore
next sem must study hard already (try to)
old people cant afford such cik gek's thing~
will get heart attack very easy one~

haha.. this noon, when waiting for result to be released
i on facebook and check up my luck after few months~ 51%
then play viwawa big 2.5 while the time passing~!!
keep win~ haha.. a good sign~ =p

i kept refresh my imu mail box since 3pm..
really super nervous when i click on the message!!!!
OMG!!!
once i saw 'your end of sem 3 result: pass'
i really jumped and shouted!!!!!!!!
I PASS I PASS!!!
haha...
and i made my grandma damn shocked there
she thought i something wrong already xD
i was just tooooooo happy!!!!!
but hor, that ms santha so cacat lo..
why wrote there sem3 lea?
make me worry for another 1 hour until adam confirm with me once again!!
damn~ kanasai!!

whatever la....
my holiday mood is totally turn on now~ !!
yea yea yea!!

i'm appreciate for my luck now..
i still pass for my genetic although i went for the exam without any preparation..
thanks!!!!!

anyway, good luck for those friends who need to resit~
for statisitic!! lolx.. another subjects that i scare i can't pass!!

NERVOUS

tomorrow is the day
hope that tomorrow won't be a doomsday for me!!
i want PRAY and PREY for a PASS now~
tomorrow 3pm!!
aiks..
sudenly feel that the time pass super slow now~ 0.o
PLEASE~ IMU, i beg u.... let me pass!!!!!

super busy day

today (1st dec) is sister's wedding day~
woke up super early then just wondering around..
0.o sien dao...
luckily i found something to do, be the camera gal =)
after that i just busy snapping photos around..

took a short nap at noon
then go to wash hair, temporary straighten my hair, and buy a pair of high heels~ 0.o
mou liu dao..
why wear dress then must also do all those stuff? zzZzz
and hor..
last night, all my aunty were so so so suprised after knew that i bought that dress~

conclusion for the day, MONEY REALLY HARD TO EARN!!

sister's wedding dinner..
i also don't know why i was so busy ~
busier than the bride..
and why all my relative want to take picture with me
just because i wear dress today!! =.=

I'M HUNGRY NOW!!
gosh~ just now i really no ate much!! damn sien....
i need some food =(

HOT~~!!!!!!!

H.O.T

VERY H.O.T

SUPER H.O.T

KANASAI H.O.T

SI BEH H.O.T

S.I.B.U VERY H.O.T!!!!!

I WANT R.A.I.N

I NEED R.A.I.N

T.T

and i super boring over here aaa!!!
not enough car to use~
i wan RENT a BUS!!!!
T.T
why i so kesian alwaz kena left out 1..

3dited

hiking

aww... last night i posted a status at facebook,
that my grandma not that really believe i can wake up at 0530 this morning..
and, clement, jasmine and zhi hao seem not so believe also.. =.=
some more zhi hao said he 'might' can see the sun rise from west~ zzZzz...

well well, i cross my heart that i can wake up this morning,
and i did it!! xD although i still quite sleepy that time.. who care, i wake up then can already..

0600.. on the way..

sun rise~

deng~
once reach the place, i just knew that i'm not go for normal jogging today,
but is HIKING... and my aunt told me that we need to climb 12 mountains~ T.T
please,,,,,, i'm wearing my new nike sport shoes leaaaaaa~!!!!!
why don't told me early ='(
my nike looked super beautiful now.. i should take a picture later..

aiyo very not fun lo today..
i wanna took many nice picture but cannnot...
sien dao~
cause aunt said tat's not good to let her boss and her friends wait for me..
tau kan, wanna snap a really nice picture sure need some times marr.. =(
i want ask daddy come again..
who dare to urge me again this time then i sure kick him/her down the mountain!!
^^

after 1 and half hour, finally we ended this tiring activity~
and i ask aunt let me drive!! kakax.. so syok~
but then i very smart forgot to bring my licence out,
she asked me let her drive back when drove to the main road  T,T
nevermind, i still have plenty chance here~ =P

then then, went for brunch and did some shopping..
well, seriously i felt hungry now again~ 0.o although just now i ate quite a lot..
sei fo.. keep eating..
exercise how often also useless already~

cha ju mian

... untitle?

DAY 2  at sibu~
today slept at 2am and woke up around 8am
0.o

i also don't know why i so stupid woke up so early~
fyi said something that's quite true,
sleepy really can make someone feel moody~ LOLX......

accompany sista went to try her wedding dress..
and i was busy taking picture with dong dong~ haha..
actually no help much there. xD

she is just too boring~ haha...

laksa!!

err.. what i want to say is the weather at sibu is EXTREMELY HOT!!!
T.T
i sweating like hell today..
and, i slept anywhere if i can find the chance :$

went to cut and wash hair at saloon this afternoon..
err.. i felt kinda weird with this new look..
but aunty them said i look nicer =.=
so, duno??

gombia~

just stay at home today, accompany my grandparent~

=)

i enjoy the time..

with my grandpa~

my seniors all get their results today,
felt happy for those who passed their exam,
and for those who didn't, don't give up k~
i can't help much, but then still wish you all the best...

OMG~
my turn to worry about my results already~
somemore i super smart lo..
already know that i don't remember my password for the student e-mail,
but i still so so so so so 'free' go to replace the ACTUAL password that i saved in my lappie~
deng~ really lucky dao.....
the problem now is i can't remember my password back T.T
&^%^&%^8 really ka na sai lo...

S.I.B.U

SIBU!!!
here i am~

wakaka!!!!!

today left vista at 8am
took teksi went to the sri petaling station
because lazy to carry luggage

the KLIA transit delayed for half hour~ sien dao..

luckily i still can reach in time..

sibu sibu!!
haha.. i made 1 new fren during the flight
a gal from sarikei that study at johor~
nice to meet you!! =)

once reach,
aunty fetch me go eat kampua lu..
yummy~!!!!!!
now wait sista reaching here.. then go eat again ^^

haha.. like this xD

kampua~

eat lea..
don't care so much..
diet after i leave here la.. xD

zhou lai hun ang

pasar malam

wow~
i went to pasar malam at sri petaling last night!!
haha.. not bad..

very first time i went there,
memang lucky lo...
go and back also stuck in jam~
the taxi bill very 'cheap' lo.....
hahaha...
ok.. next time we WALK there~
i'm not DA XIAO JIE please...
xD

bump into sindee and kok rong there~
haha..
many food can buy there lea.. kakax..
i very 'smart' forgot that sindee got car already,
if not boleh tumpang balik lo.. lolx..

went to the swimming pool play water after finished my meal,
syok dao~
and also chat with ah lun for hour more till 12.34am haha..

sien dao~~!!

T.T 妈妈的孩子~
人家是熬夜K书
我是熬夜收拾屋子

同人  si beh 不同命咯 =（

我累趴了！！

没事不要再叫我收拾屋子了！！
我会砍人！！ 0.O

抹地等于叫我MATI嘛~
什么东东。。
我跟那个MOP有仇！！

还好客厅的地板是大理石的
我还可以选择性的抹过~ 哈哈
不过，我觉得我有抹等于没抹EH~
aiks.. 算了啦。。
至少我“曾经”抹过。。

应该没有落下东西没带吧？
明天我可没有车可以回来拿咯~

显到爆~  >.<

HOLIDAY!!

YAY!! finally, it's my turn to shout it loud!!
H.O.L.I.D.A.Y!!!!!

arrr.... don't wanna to think how's my exam~
i just want to enjoy my HOLIDAY before i get my result~
really don't wish to resit~
i admit that i was quite lucky in this exam,
hopefully this good luck will follow me until the day the result released

NAH!! don't care so much lea~
i just wanna get my REAL sleeping time now
try to cure my pimples on my face before i been k.o by my dad!! lolx...

崩溃

此刻的我 崩溃到了极点 失落到了极点

我真是没用
明知道你不能听到比较负面的消息
刚才跟你通电 我还是没用的崩溃了
我真的忍了很辛苦
对不起 让你担心了
对不起 恐怕要让你失望了

我真得很想要坚强
但这次我真的做不到

我鄙视自己的懦弱！！！
我痛恨自己的懒散！！！

真的，我发誓，
这关过了，我会自我改过！！
我负荷不了这像过山车般的心情起伏~
我真的不想在任何人面前展现我的脆弱

考试 感

最近的我
该怎么形容
无昼夜之分的啃书
总不言累的的熬夜
有多少进脑
真的有点怀疑

我没有自信
但却不能放弃
没到最后
我都没有放弃的权利
尤其是
你相信我能做到
我不能认输
就算感到压力
也只因为我怕你失望

那掩饰的嬉笑
真希望能带给自己一点安慰
你赠与的外套
多希望能够带给我些许温暖

最近
特别感觉到
有你在身边是件幸福的事
唠叨也只是另一种关心

还剩三天就开始了
尽力吧 加油吧
再怎么累 也不差这一个星期了
努力吧 用功吧
尽过力了 也算对你有个交代了

考试期
又是一个忧郁的期间
很快 我真的又要开始自闭了

从何时 我们变成读书的机器
从何日 我们变成考试的傀儡

争夺排名 彰显天分
充其量只是考试的附属品
我不征求名利
也不卖弄天分
为何我却不能从这无聊的游戏中逃脱？

BirThDaY

yala yala
turn into 20 years old already
no more 10++ anymore
err... still meaningless for me..

WHY SHOULD WE CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY??
lolx.. i wonder.. 0.o
this question bother me.. hahaha!!!
i'm weirdo, really don't like to celebrate it..

my sister asking me few days did i celebrate my birthday or not~
sien dao~

what if i really remove my birthday date at facebook or friendster,
how many friends still will remember when is my birthday?
hehe.. i feel like want to try this at 2010 xD

anyway, still thanks for all those birthday wishes..
thanks cat, call me at 12am sang me a birthday song
thanks jc, xiu qi, shan, and snoopy grandpa for the early suprise haha..
thanks buddy for the movie..

funny birthday greeting message from ah yong.. lolx~ don't call me ying jie..
i just older than you 2 days only please xD

and ah lun, call me and we talk more than 30 minutes!!
some more i made him sing a birthday song for me hahaha~
and my cow mummy,
she asked me not to question so much and just need to say 'thank you' to her  0.o

haha.. Brains Buddies~
finally i get all the trophy on my birthday..
yea, its hard to get 2500 score without any mistake,
although my highest score is 4500++ now~

N.E.R.D

N.E.R.D, in my dictionary
a.k.a Never Ending Reading Day
=(

had been study for almost 1 week, but i still haven't done with one subject!!!
omg!! my progress super slow la!!!
how am i going to finish do all the revision???!!

aiks~
i'm still not motivated yet ='(

start from today, really need to turn into nerd mood
must try to complete my revision before i really k.o by this EOS
no retake no retake..
i must believe that i can do it!!!

MUET day

day after my birthday, i still need to go to SMK seafield take my MUET =(
early in the morning, need to reach there before 7.30am!!!
well, just like the speaking test, i didn't prepare at all..
0.o this is my very first time take this test..

slept at 2.30am that morning..
nearly overslept if grandpa no wake me up
phew~ luckily..
then before i left house, i open my pencil case to take my pens..
and well well, i FOUND my MUET regustration slip
which i been looking for it few days in my house
ZHA DAO~ haha....

taking a small piece of roti telur really not enough for me...
i felt super hungry after the first test but still have 2 papers are waiting for me..
really fishing during the reading test lea..
luckily i still can grab 30 minutes to take a short nap 0.o

last listening paper,
suppose to finish it in 30 minutes,
but, due to the technical problom, we took one and half hour to complete it!!
their system really "good" enough~
i had never face this kind of situation when taking my IELTS

uncomfortable chair and uncomfortable table
make me feel worst only.. sigh~
luckily i had done it..

after the test, i went to orange to take my brunch
once go back to my lovely home, immediately take my nap again~
err... from 3-8pm =(

and at the night, we went fusion haven to take our dinner
from sunway go to sri petaling~ lolx..
siao wan hahaha......
but i enjoy my dinner there =)
2 of us eat rm55.55 tonight.. kakax..

ok.. had enough rest for today, should become nerd now..

cacat slip

Arrrhhhhh!!!!
STUPID MUET REGISTRATION SLIP
can you just appear asap?!?!?!?!?! T.T
damn..

how am i going to sit for the exam without you???

yerr
want me call my mum let her shoot me huh?
DON'T WANT!!!

eee...
i should call her tomorrow..
guess that she won't scold me tomorrow gua?
0.o

i wonder,
is that 'penyataan pendaftaran calon persendirian'
same as the registration slip??

whatever,
if i can't find you,
i will MAKE one for myself!!

choi dak ngo jiok aaaaaa!!!
bluekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

生日? 谢谢 =）

隔了两年没庆祝生日 昨天我破例了
本来想就这样默默的滚回SUNWAY的窝
把FACEBOOK的生日月份改了
静静的度过我的生日
看来是破功了

想想其实我是个怪咖
我习惯也喜欢帮朋友庆生
但却不喜欢为自己庆生
也许是因为我的生日总恰巧是在假期期间吧
久而久之我没有了想庆生的习惯
最多也只是跟家人吃个饭而已
生日 的定义 对我 没差
就代表我几月几号出生 跟老一岁罢了

第一次朋友帮我庆生
那曾是一场惊喜 一份喜悦 一份感动
却也是一份遗憾 一份我难以言喻的落寞
回忆总是甜的 但事实却是不可磨灭的痛
我怕 朋友的定义 有时 太脆弱了

我其实不惨
我拥有的 已经很多了
庆生与否 只是一种形式
有朋友的祝福 已经足够了

昨天
谢谢你们
那又是另一次的喜悦与感动
我是个怪咖
不善于表达我的感受
只有透过文字
婉转记述我的悸动
希望你们见谅

真挚的友谊不需常挂嘴边
而是将这份友情放在心里
耐心呵护 细心收藏
暂且不理相识日子有多长
但相信它不会被岁月吞噬
反而 慢慢酝酿  成长

姑且不理是否耐到岁月尽头
至少我能确保这片刻的永恒

雨夜

寂静的夜晚被雨覆盖
雨滴犹如悦耳的交响乐般
为这宁静的夜带来另一番情景

从繁重的课业中腾出一刻安宁
来为这雨夜添上雨的诗篇
也抚慰片刻我的伤感

心情起伏着 思绪飘荡着
莫名的落寞 莫名的感怀
是否停留在 回不去那年

想走向前 却看不到縂点
要向后退 却回不到原点

只好进退两难的待着 
徘徊 游荡
在孤单的雨夜

起伏

十一月的天
雨季来的太突出

最喜欢的季节
最喜欢的阴天
我的心却仍在纠结

还逃离不了那阴影
还径自停格在那年
忘了该怎么大步走向前

明明学会放弃失眠
明明开始享受晴天
赫然发现只是自我欺骗

我本应该调节自我
我本应该催眠一切
到头来却选择自我伤害

最熟悉的旋律
最熟悉的画面
只可能在梦里出现

一切只是昙花一现
一切只是过眼云烟
我只好待回文字的世界

p/s：
别问我好不好，
我已不能分辨，
好与不好的差别~

FOOD!!

BOSTON
i found this restaurant just opposite sunway pyramid~
nice situation..
nice mushroom soup..
free wifi..
free mobile phone charging..
and the workers quite polite..
xD

One2Eat
and this two days,
grandpa and me visited this restaurant twice..
there were few new stall there~
and what had we try were super yummy 1~!!!
wakaka..
can i change back my study break location to sunway?
no need to worry about what am i going to have as brunch or dinner xD
and my sunway college!!
inside there got good food too~
why IMU and SYUC so big different one? ='(

MAMAK!!
i love this mamak very much
24 hours operate one..
it's a great place for me to settle my supper lolx~

arrhhh~
i think i better move back vista la~
if not i think 100% i will become sei fei po here 0.o

but but, sri petaling there~
got NEW LUCKY, FUSION, OUG curry mee~
err...
actually not very big different~
i think i still will eat a lot..
lolx..

PIG's day~

lolx..
officially today is the first day of my study break~
but but, what did i do?
errr..
i slept whole day~!!!
T.T
not my fault ok~
is because of this stupid weather la..........
HATE raining day during study break
raining day = sleeping day
how am i going to study huh??!!

actually, 31oct09, i just stay awake for 6 hours and 30 minutes only~
grandpa count it for me~
nah~
omg omg!!!
cannot continue like this already~
now i feel very guilty T.T

it's november now (3:56am 1st nov 09)
haha.. can make a wish already~
=)

First day stay at vista~

29.10.2009

my parent went back to sandakan
finally, i stay here alone..
err not to say being alone, i still have grandpa and brother here
but, just got a bit weird feeling..
think back, this time is the very first time my parent leaving me for 1 month,
no sister accompany me~
i get the FREEDOM that i wanted long time ago, but, i got unexplained feeling~
@@

that day, we study for maths~
yea, my BELOVED maths..
study untill 11pm, we went to li lin house celebrate jamie's birthday~ =)
at 2am 30.10.2009, we started to feel hungry again~ 0.o
wanted to order McD delivery, but we just found out that it's just available from 10am-10pm daily
T.T what a sad case~
luckily we still get clement!!!
haha.. he went back vista C and took those maggi cup come~
our supper, maggi instant noodle xD not bad wan~ ^^
during the break, we look back our orientation photo~
lots of nice memory has been recorded!!!
especially my coursemate photo~ wakaka..
*devil laugh* xD

done my last class test before study break
and get to know my result for math class test 1, human physio and POC result~
must be prepare for the EOS exam
haiz haiz haiz~ STRESS!!
and according to my mentor, ms kavitha, i should go temple more..
she asked me not to doubt for it, it works!! should i? lolx~

a nice day with my beloved one =)

hehe.. my sister finally come practical at SUNWAY MEDICAL CENTER!!
i've been quite a long time just get to hear this news~
and what's amazing is, we live at the SAME place!!
lolx.. i was so so so suprised when i heard that she stayed at lagoon perdana also!!
xD  we really facted to become sister one~
even her mum also said so.. =)

so, at first we said want to reach sunway at 10am..
but then i stick with my laptop and keep facebooking 0.o
haha..

once reached pyramid, i went to find her and met her friends,
7 of us went to sushi king took our brunch then walk around..
long time no met my pretty sista.. haha..
enjoy bullying each other yesterday xD

since we stay at the same place..
mean that we will have plenty of time to chit chat together.. =)
and go mamak together.. kakax...

ICE SKATING!! 24.10.09

wait for a month?
finally i can skate AGAIN!!
omg~
and i just had enough exercise 2 days continuously before that
this week is obviously an exercise week..
but i don't think that it's work~
i still getting fatter and fatter.. T.T

10am, reach pyramid..
then straight away went to pyramid ice!! lolx..

skate untill 12pm something~
i felt super hungry already.. craving for McD..
at first i thought i can't go out..
thanks danny, haha.. let me go out eat a while =)

after lunch, back to skating rink.. met kok rong after a while..
and also a new pretty friend, angel.. haha..
she said i look like 18years old.. huhu ^^
had enough fun with that mad guy!! he still so pro in skating!!
skate until 5pm, dad came!!! my banker~ xD
but he forgot to brought my badminton racket!! gik sei..
made him bought me a shirt yesterday.. hehe..
then we went canton-bay for dinner..

i MET my crabby dear at pyramid!!

when i'm on the way go to jusco find my parent~ hehe..
oops.. i forgot to take a picture with her tim!! arr.. stupid me

then, with my sis's parent-in-law,
we walk around pyramid till 9pm~
arrhh~ TIRED!! =(

bee's birthday 23.10.09

today is bee's birthday~
well, also my siao-est OO Vivian chin's birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both of u~ =)

today went to university early in the morning
not went for class, but went for badminton xD
me, li lin, mei yen, adam and mee teck~
5 of us play badminton for 2 hours again..

after that, we went to fusion for lunch!!
lolx.. finally i found where is it already~
the foods there, YUMMY!!!
haha.. i know where i'm going to gao dim meals during study break already ^^
daddy must gimme more $$ !!!

as usual,
we ss-ing, make noise, and bla bla bla~ haha..
sang 2 birthday songs for birthday girl
the cake is nice too..

just within 3 hours, i ate again with my mum at gasoline pyramid that day~ 0.o
aiks~ sorry aa stomach, i had tortured you long time already =(
i want to KEEP FIT!!

3nG Presentation!!!

huhuhu...
SO LAME, is my group..
group member: SOik yee, LAu yee ying, MEe teck

well, our king of lame come the idea that how should we introduce 3 of us later during the presentation..
"yo yo yo!!!
 wo are SO LAME without the C,
 C is BM but not MB!!"

haha.. for your information, C is clement!! BM is biomed and MB is medbiotech

xD

we chose NATURE AND ENVIRONMENT this topic and we mainly focus on GLOBAL WARMING!!

my part: definition of GW, melting of ice caps, prevention (catalytic converter and reforestation)

haha.. we found few funny pictures~
and here came a lame joke from me...

look at the picture below...

ask you a question: what song will this polar bear sing after it successfully reached the opposite ice caps?

da da la~

it will sing~~

OOPS, I DID IT AGAIN!!

hahahaha............. xD

should i ask this question during the presentation?
lolx............

well.. the presentation done..
and i didn't really try this lame joke just now lolx..
we supposed do our presentation for 10-15minutes,
but our dear lecturer wanted to finish all the group by today..
so, we didn't really present all..
whatever, it's over..
damn.. how come there is another FINAL TEST for english??!!!
kacau betul!!! =.=

a day with my buddy~

today woke up early at 9am T.T
but i slept again all the way went to 'bantin' (i'm not so sure i spell correct or not)
that's nearby klang..
my mum went to the temple there 'bai bai' and i just like a noob stay there..
after that, we went klang ate bah kut teh before go back sunway..

meet buddy at starbucks, order 1 caramel frappucino 0.o
after 38-ing for a while, we went to gasoline and continue 38-ing lolx..
then, we started our window shopping...
she wanted to do the "real" shopping, but too bad!!!! she don't have enough "cash" to spend.. xD
walked till a lil sleepy, we went to eat and sit again o.0
haha.. at last we stopped at J-co and chat until 7.30pm~
huhu....
she SAID she LOVES me!!!

BUT!!

just when we MEET only ='(

so bad one..

heart-broken!!!!

T.T

she bought this!! haha.. looks cool.. but cannot wear this in audi~

MILDRED!!

don't forget my birthday present!!!

sing for me!!!!

wakaka~ xD

saturday 17/10/09

well well,
today supposed to go uni at 10 (according to the cow)
but, she just come fetch me at 11++am..
because she enjoyed to play with the baby~ =.=

after fetching grandpa, 3 of us wanna went to carrefour took our brunch~
it suppose be a 5 minutes way from our uni~

but the smartest cow,
after answering her phone call,
she did this~

and when i asked her why she wanted to turn to right at the junction,
she answered this to me:" i also don't know oo.. i saw those car in front me turn to that side, i just follow lo.."
DENG~ smart one..

so, we spent more than 15 minutes to reach carrefour that day~

after our brunch, we went to student lounge,
play pool for a while~
haha.. SS-ing, but i think i got talent one~ xD

ok, back to work..
our english presentation..
from 2pm to 8pm..
lolx.. but still haven't done yet.. xD

柚子

近七年的锻炼 造就今日的独立不凡
虽无亲人在旁 却能够支撑各种困境
那段变性叛逆 只是成长期的小分叉
别介怀  经过转折的人生才更有意义

哭，
或许是种懦弱的表现，
却也是人感性的一面，
别忘了人生下来后先学会哭，
所以别隐藏人最原始的情感。

家人，
虽无法随时陪在身旁，
但其实"家"就在心里，
只要往心里头去窥探，
就可感受到家的温暖。

虽说不得不表现坚强，
但当你感觉累的时候，
暂且放下那沉重负担，
停下脚步来好好歇息，
这才能面对漫漫长路。

我们不是圣人，
不能达到上善若水的境界，
我们只是凡人，
有着尽情哭闹嬉笑的权利。

所以就尽量享受人生咯 =）

zzZ.. last night edited till very fun~

but i didn't know that blogspot not support gif* image..

&^%*&%* za dou~

anyway, hope you like it..

i know i know~ my edit skill~

haha.. 有待加强.. lolx..

悲赋

突感无助

心痛得想哭

拼的那么辛苦

却换来空无一物

别来慰问我的伤处

只想一个人独处

躲进自闭国度

在痛里倾诉

自我领悟

OH STATISTIC!!

oh statistics, can you please love me for few hours?
i'm not greedy one, you can stop loving me anytime after tomorrow's test!!
i'm trying my best to understand you super well now~

"i'm not saying i love you, but STAT i adore you, and if you want to,
we can get to know one another, for ONE NIGHT!!"

you really torturing us,
you make clement, the human physio mad skipped his class today just to study you;
make us need to burn midnight oil just to know you well!!!

but, seniors and lecturer all said that no need prepare for it~ can we?

Dr. Chen :" aiyo, i never study for statistic test one.. what you all need to do is understand it.. HAHAHA..."
=.= can you help me sit for the test? lolx..

seniors:" aiya.. we also didn't prepare much.. but last time lecturer got gave tips to us"
grr!!! where is our TIPS???? damn it!!

the funniest thing that i remember was,
a gal ask the lecturer (i forgot his name already): " sir, what is 't'? "
lecturer: "what 't'?
the gal: "that 't' (point at the slide show)"
lecturer: "oh, that t... T is an ALPHABET!!"

i was sitting next to him that time..
super gik lo.. i wan laugh also need tahan it.. until he walked away, i laugh like mad~
p/s: classmate, he is the one who teach us chi square!! xD

kevin and me

Kevin Ysl他的永不止息 爱得谁都喘不过气

Yee Ying 背得入心入肺 读得谁都满头白发

Kevin Ysl你的滚瓜烂熟 背得谁都充满憎恨

Yee Ying恨到不能自拔 却还是得面对现实

Kevin Ysl你的没完没了 看得谁都头晕目眩

Yee Ying我的无尽无穷 只为了瞬间的满足

KevinYsl你的疯狂指数 吓得谁都屁滚尿流

Yee Ying你的机灵巧答 让我能够随机应变

Kevin Ysl你的随机应变 搞得谁都甘拜下风

Yee Ying你这善意赞许 搞得我快无地自容

Kevin Ysl我的虚情假意 骗得谁都翩翩起舞

Yee Ying你的自我遐想 令人感到昏昏欲睡 xD

Kevin Ysl你的流连忘返 答得谁都兴高采烈

Yee Ying我的绵连不绝 只因还未答到词穷

Kevin Ysl我的诚心诚意 换得谁的安慰祈祷
               *cross fingers for u to be 词穷*

Yee Ying我的真情真意 会有谁能全盘接收
               too bad.. haven't 词穷yt~ hahahaha

Kevin Ysl你的蠢蠢欲动 招得你的浓浓睡意

Yee Ying我的能言善辩 就快惹来你的反感 =(

Kevin Ysl你的语重心长 惹来谁的花言巧语

Yee Ying我的苦口婆心 只望有人虚心接受

Kevin Ysl你的颠三倒四 粘来谁的欲火焚身

Yee Ying我的天真单纯 招来谁的面目可憎

Kevin Ysl你的词不达意 引来谁的不耻下问

Yee Ying我的点到即止 只为训练你的思考

lil LuckY day =)

this morning having my POC practical 4
thanks to Dr.Lee
we managed to finish it =)
you help us a lot!!!

i took a picture with her before i left~
sobs sobs~ last practical for POC just ended like that!!
today had TOO much fun with those molecular set 0.o

haha.. Dr. Yap, you really geng~
finally i found someone can be more lame than my grandpa already!!
you rock lo!!

oh well, english test~
aiks.. whatever la.. but this time those questions are easier than the first class test..
i just wish that i can pass it~ i'm not greedy one..

and.. hehehe~ 

fuyoh!!
finally found the super nice korea song by V.O.E =)
cut the song into ringtone already..
watched haeundae tsunami today,
not bad, touching and funny..

finally,
STATISTIC~
i'm trying my best to understand you well..
hope you cooperate with me too~ thank you very much!!

untitle

夜深
陪伴我的只有无尽的寂寞
独自狂欢着属于我的伤悲

泪水不自禁的流出那浅浅的眼眶

犹如我对你不曾减退的深切思念

晨光缓缓的照射在漆黑的大地

淡黄的光线温暖我冰冷的心窝

干枯的泪痕跟哭后浮肿的双眼

提醒着我这已不能改变的过去

当第一道晨光照映在脸上的时候

突然感觉到自卑的可笑

为何总辛苦沉沦在这痛苦的深渊

而忽略眼前崭新的光明

高与矮的差别

非常非常明显咯

尤其是拍着两张照片的时候

183cm 跟 160cm

差不多相同的角度，

结果却这么不同！！！　

我要长高啦！！！T.T

无奈

若不是爱情的牵绊，是什么将我们紧紧套牢？
若我对你没有一丝情感，为何总挥不去你的身影？
若我们只是泛泛之交，为何你总对我付出超友谊的温柔？

现在的我们，只能远远互相凝望
关心与祝福，只能暗自收藏心底

没有你的世界，我已失去了生存的依靠
夜里独自沉沦，承受那无比言语的煎熬

友情考验

一场美丽的意外
我们相遇相知相识
从陌生到熟悉
从熟悉到相知

谢谢你对我无私的付出及包容
这殷切种的呵护令我感动万分
我们之间微妙的情谊
在不知觉间建筑在我心里

现在的你虽身处在他乡
但我希望你对我的关怀
不会因为远距离而转淡

虽然有着无法成为恋人的遗憾
但保有一份比爱情更真实的友谊
即使无法达到情人间甜蜜的感觉
却没有任何的束缚

我向往这种自在的友情链接
我们彼此间能更加坦然的面对对方

现在的我们虽不像以前那么频密的互动
可是我们的友情不会因为时间的流逝而淡忘
我深信，也希望你能感同身受，好吗？

for eva jasmine =)
finally done with my 'assignment' already!! xD

一篇令我感动不已的文章

初 中，他们同校，她。是个不良少女，他。是个胆小不被注意的平凡小男孩， 　　　　　　　
高中。他们同班，她。是与世无争的黑色精灵，沉浸在颓废的文章和高雅艺术之中。独自沦落。。。 　　　　　　　
他。脱去幼稚。成为德才兼备的佼佼者。身边的倾慕者越来越多 　　　　　　　
高三他们相爱了。他说，是她那双淡紫的眼睛里的神秘吸引了他，她无言。 　　　　　　　
她逃课和他去看电影。他被感动了。 　　　　　　　
“如果有一天我死了……你会不会嫁给别人？把我忘记？” 　　　　　　　
“不会！你死~`我死~！” 　　　　　　　
他激动的把她拥在怀里。他太小，不理解这样的诺言。 　　　　　　　
而她清楚的知道~这诺言的含义…… 　　　　　　　
“如果~你没有死~我却成为一个有残缺的人呢？” 　　　　　　　
“别胡说，你会有什么样的残缺？” 　　　　　　　
“比如……比如……我的眼睛要是瞎了，你会不会不要我？~” 　　　　　　　
“不会~我会做你一辈子的眼睛……” 　　　　　　　
她的泪打湿了他的肩。她知道这只是冲动时的话，不会成为现实。她依旧被感动了。 　　　　　　　
大学，他们同校不同系。 　　　　　　　
他很忙。忙的没有时间去陪她。校园里，她像一枝怪异的植物吸引了很多陌生的目光。 　　　　　　　
她的心却长在他的身上，流星雨那天。是他第一次骗她。她约他去看流星，他说要查寝。 　　　　　　　
她失望的放下了电话，在江边，烟火在空中放亮，她看到了他，和他身边的漂亮女孩…… 　　　　　　　
她看到了最亮的流星~划过~很美，她的笑颜在流星划过绽放出最美的光彩~她没有和他说话。离开了江边。 　　　　　　　
第二天她和他通了电话 　　　　　　　
“昨天是我的星座流星雨~” 　　　　　　　
“……对不起……我……”他内疚了 　　　　　　　
“没关系的……我们下次一起看啊~” 　　　　　　　
"三十三年啊~！人生有多少个三十三年啊？……”他好后悔 　　　　　　　
“没关系的，别难过，有你，多少个三十三年我都可以等……” 　　　　　　　
他无言。她泪流满面。 　　　　　　　
一个月过去了。他忙着考试。忽略了她。 　　　　　　　
她寝室的伙伴们都在忙。忙着自己的生日。 　　　　　　　
这时她才发现，原来她的脑海里只有一个人的生日。他的，他的生日。
她用打工赚来的钱为他准备了一份特别的礼物。
一个用翡翠做的鱼骨，这是独一无二的，她设 计的，她在他的寝室楼下等他~四个小时过去了~教学楼的灯已经熄了。 　　　　　　　
雨越下越大。她没有伞。也没有可以避雨的地方，她已经没有了温度。 　　　　　　　
他回来了，在那个漂亮女孩的伞下……他喝了好多的酒……看到她了~ 　　　　　　　
"你怎么来了？……这么晚你还在这干什么？”他没有预想的那么高兴。 　　　　　　　
“……生日快乐~~``~……”她把那件翡翠递给他。 　　　　　　　
他触到她冰冷的手和温的翡翠。 　　　　　　　
“……石头都被我感动了……”看到他的差异她开玩笑的说。 　　　　　　　
“你……” 　　　　　　　
“……晚安……我回去了！” 　　　　　　　
“等一下！……”他脱下衣服要披在她的肩上。 　　　　　　　
她拒绝了。他看到她眼中没有怨恨的绝望。她消失在他视线中。他忽然觉得失落。 　　　　　　　
一个月，她拒绝一切和他有关的东西。 　　　　　　　
当她站在校园歌手选拔赛的唱台上，坐在评委台上的他讶异了。 　　　　　　　
她忧郁的眼睛里没有的任何的色彩。 　　　　　　　
“今天我站在这里是临时决定的，我在今天以前还没有勇气站在台上，现在我想把愚人码头送给我深爱的人~”。 　　　　　　　
当愚人码头结束，她知道他们已经结束了，看到他脖子上的翡翠是她最大的安慰。 　　　　　　　
“也许彻底的伤心才会彻底的绝望。我已经再无余力爱你了……
在你生日我转身的时候已经泪流满面，彻底绝望了……我们分手吧！…… 我~……放你走~`”。 　　　　　　　
她把麦克给了别人，没有看他一眼离开了他的视线，他拒绝了漂亮女孩。虽然他知道已经没有意义。 　　　　　　　
她的腿折了。她看到漂亮女孩眼睛里的幽怨。她不怨她，受伤的日子只有妹妹可以接近她，她拒绝他的所有。甚至吝啬到拒绝和他说话。 　　　　　　　
他发现，她的亲人好象只有她的妹妹。 　　　　　　　
大学四年结束，他带着对她的愧疚过了四年。 　　　　　　　
他留言给她：四年，四年的时间我们已经荒废。你吝啬到不给我一句话。
当你走下唱台我发现失去你，我的生命便不会再有任何的色彩，我不求你回到我身边，只求 你原谅我。
你的腿是我今生最大的痛，虽然它已经痊愈，可在我心里，那是我欠你的……我即将离开，如果你愿意原谅我，就到车站来送我……’。 　　　　　　　
火车站里，他等到最后。她没有出现他失望的离开了。在上车的最后他发现了自己脸上的泪，而她在角落里一直注视着他~流泪到火车流出她的视线…… 　　　　　　　
四年。她没有放过他。可她又何尝放过自己？…… 　　　　　　　
三年。心刑期满。他回来了。在家里人的安排下与一个拥有明亮眼睛的女孩结了婚。
他已经不在年轻。错过的始终是错过了。珍惜眼前人。何况这个拥有阳光。拥有 明亮眼睛的女孩要和他走过好长的一段路呢。 　　　　　　　
听说她已经硕士毕业，即将离开这个城市，进入外企。 　　　　　　　
他的婚礼，他和他的小妻子收 到了整整一大筐的漫天星，
当他签字的时候，他发现了一行小字：“我把所有的流星和希望留在了相逢的日子，等到的却是白色的婚纱穿在别人的身上……” 　　　　　　　
他震惊了。她在等他。他知道了，却是在这样的场合。他们都无法后退。本已淡忘的所有都涌了出来。他已经没有再拥有她的资格。只能完成这个婚礼…… 　　　　　　　
婚后，他成为一个顾家的好男人。沉浸在婚后的快乐时光。暂时 忘记了她的音容笑貌。 　　　　　　　
一次意外打碎了他的幸福……他失去了光明……医生说只要找到眼角膜的捐献者他就有复员的机会。
他和他的小妻子充满希望的等待。知道一切的希望在时间的消磨 中待尽。 　　　　　　　
他的小妻子开始厌倦这样的生活，在一次争吵中她大声的喊出：我不要和一个瞎子过一辈子！他心寒了，“我们……离婚！……”
他决心已下，痛苦的说。 　　　　　　　
他完美的婚姻在 他签字的时候划下了句号。他的妻子决然而去。没有回头。 　　　　　　　
他沮丧到了极点。甚至没有勇气面对这黑暗的一切。可脑中总回旋着她的话“你死！我死！~”，那是何等的神圣，需要何等的勇气？ 　　　　　　　
“他……瞎了……”妹妹边削苹果边告诉病床上的她。 　　　　　　　
“……我，想把眼睛给他~……”她说 　　　　　　　
“不行！……你马上就要动手术了……” 　　　　　　　
“我存活的几率是多少？……我想在死前看到他幸福……” 　　　　　　　
她没有进入外企，而是游山玩水的过了一年。一年前她的心脏诊断有问题，存活的机会根本不大。手术的几率是7%。
也就是说她的生命将走到最后了……如果说她 有什么后悔的，那就是那年的火车站，她没有出现，让他失望的离开了…… 　　　　　　　
他曾经说过，如果她瞎了，他做她一辈子的眼睛…… 　　　　　　　
“姐！你不会死！不会！”妹妹趴在她的身上泪流满面。 　　　　　　　
她拂着妹妹的头，向窗外看去……天原来是那么的蓝…… 　　　　　　　
医生说有适合的眼角膜给他了。他终于等到了……黑色的日子过去了…… 　　　　　　　
手术台上，她一便一便的看着他。她知道他快要重见光明了。她让医生为她保守秘密。为了守着那个诺言。
那个让她感动的诺言。她付出的何止是青春…… 　　　　　　　
一个月，他看见了。他又拥有了光明。他寻找过光明的来源。可是没有人告诉他。他最终还是放弃了。 　　　　　　　
他进了父亲创办的一家公司。开始新的生活。忘记过去。忘记她和那个和他有过一年婚姻的小妻子。可不知为什么。他的眼睛总是在想她的时候流泪…… 　　　　　　　
直到她的妹妹来找他。 　　　　　　　
“你得去看看我姐姐……她快死了……” 　　　　　　　
“……”他沉默“我不能去……我用了好长时间把过去的生活忘记……” 　　　　　　　
“我姐姐的手术失败了……她活不了多长时间了……”她眼圈里含着泪。 　　　　　　　
“对不起……”他没有见她的勇气。 　　　　　　　
“……啪……”他的脸上一片紫红。 　　　　　　　
“……放心，她已经看不见了，你没有什么不能面对她的……她昨天的手术失败了…”。 　　　　　　　
他明白了大半。她在默默的付出。默默的等待…… 　　　　　　　
医院里弥漫着消毒水的味道。 　　　　　　　
他坐在她身旁。看着她。很虚弱的样子。 　　　　　　　
往事历历在目。他们错过了整个恋爱的 季节。 　　　　　　　
“谁？……”她感觉到了。有人。陌生而又熟悉的气息……她知道她快熬不过去了。 　　　　　　　
“……”他心疼、感动、泪水迷蒙了眼睛、亏欠…… 　　　　　　　 “……是你？……是吗？”她问。 　　　　　　　
他没有说话，只是紧紧的握住了她的手。她感觉到了他的温度。 　　　　　　　
“记得我们年轻时候的诺言吗？……别难过……”她虚弱的声音扎在他的心上。 　　　　　　　
“……记得……”他的声音哽咽了。 　　　　　　　
“……你说过，如果我瞎了……你就当我一辈子的眼睛……”她知道她没有多少时间了。 　　　　　　　
“对！~我……说过~……”他有一种心痛的感觉。 　　　　　　　
“可不可以……帮我一个忙……？我想吃……芒果……你可不可以帮我买回来……？” 　　　　　　　
“我……这就去……你等我！~”他起身跑了出去。 　　　　　　　
她知道她不会等到他回来了~听着他的脚步声越去越远~她又一次的在心底哭泣…… 　　　　　　　
也许他们都是在漂泊的人。 　　　　　　　
等待了一千年才遇到，为了诺言又分开…… 　　　　　　　
他拥有了光明。事业。相信他的能力在不久的将来会拥有一个漂亮的妻子。幸福的家…… 　　　　　　　
她安心的闭上了眼睛…… 　　　　　　　
机器发出了刺耳的声音…… 　　　　　　　
他买完芒果着急的跑回医院…… 　　　　　　　
他见到的是蒙上白布的她。冰冷的她。曾经给他温暖。给他光明的她…… 　　　　　　　
他的世界崩塌了…… 　　　　　　　
芒果掉在地上…… 　　　　　　　
神圣的诺言、可贵的生命、无情的灾难、可悲的恋情……、错过…… 　　　　　　　
他的影子在医院的长廊里渐渐拉长。渐渐消失…… 　　　　　　　
他的心却遗失在那青春年华……有她的笑容。有她的泪水……

我甚少转载其他文章在我的部落格里，
但这篇文章，
触动我的情感，
我，被它感动了~

cacat e-learning

lolx..
super stupid one!!
this e-learning thing really pissed me off now~
why some lecturers don't want to post the complete notes in e-learning la?
then ask us to depend on e-learning portal for what??!!
duh~ don't know how to post is it??
i waste many times look for few lecture notes in i-drive online~
really kns one!!!!



what for having a nice homepage while the notes inside super messy?
sometimes hard to load in this e-learning portal also~ =.=
sien to the max lo....