Monday, October 26, 2009

a nice day with my beloved one =)

hehe.. my sister finally come practical at SUNWAY MEDICAL CENTER!!
i've been quite a long time just get to hear this news~
and what's amazing is, we live at the SAME place!!
lolx.. i was so so so suprised when i heard that she stayed at lagoon perdana also!!
xD  we really facted to become sister one~
even her mum also said so.. =)

so, at first we said want to reach sunway at 10am..
but then i stick with my laptop and keep facebooking 0.o
haha..

once reached pyramid, i went to find her and met her friends,
7 of us went to sushi king took our brunch then walk around..
long time no met my pretty sista.. haha..
enjoy bullying each other yesterday xD

since we stay at the same place..
mean that we will have plenty of time to chit chat together.. =)
and go mamak together.. kakax...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

ICE SKATING!! 24.10.09

wait for a month?
finally i can skate AGAIN!!
omg~
and i just had enough exercise 2 days continuously before that
this week is obviously an exercise week..
but i don't think that it's work~
i still getting fatter and fatter.. T.T

10am, reach pyramid..
then straight away went to pyramid ice!! lolx..

skate untill 12pm something~
i felt super hungry already.. craving for McD..
at first i thought i can't go out..
thanks danny, haha.. let me go out eat a while =)

after lunch, back to skating rink.. met kok rong after a while..
and also a new pretty friend, angel.. haha..
she said i look like 18years old.. huhu ^^
had enough fun with that mad guy!! he still so pro in skating!!
skate until 5pm, dad came!!! my banker~ xD
but he forgot to brought my badminton racket!! gik sei..
made him bought me a shirt yesterday.. hehe..
then we went canton-bay for dinner..

i MET my crabby dear at pyramid!!

when i'm on the way go to jusco find my parent~ hehe..
oops.. i forgot to take a picture with her tim!! arr.. stupid me

then, with my sis's parent-in-law,
we walk around pyramid till 9pm~
arrhh~ TIRED!! =(

bee's birthday 23.10.09

today is bee's birthday~
well, also my siao-est OO Vivian chin's birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to both of u~ =)

today went to university early in the morning
not went for class, but went for badminton xD
me, li lin, mei yen, adam and mee teck~
5 of us play badminton for 2 hours again..

after that, we went to fusion for lunch!!
lolx.. finally i found where is it already~
the foods there, YUMMY!!!
haha.. i know where i'm going to gao dim meals during study break already ^^
daddy must gimme more $$ !!!

as usual,
we ss-ing, make noise, and bla bla bla~ haha..
sang 2 birthday songs for birthday girl
the cake is nice too..

just within 3 hours, i ate again with my mum at gasoline pyramid that day~ 0.o
aiks~ sorry aa stomach, i had tortured you long time already =(
i want to KEEP FIT!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

3nG Presentation!!!

huhuhu...
SO LAME, is my group..
group member: SOik yee, LAu yee ying, MEe teck

well, our king of lame come the idea that how should we introduce 3 of us later during the presentation..
"yo yo yo!!!
 wo are SO LAME without the C,
 C is BM but not MB!!"

haha.. for your information, C is clement!! BM is biomed and MB is medbiotech

xD

we chose NATURE AND ENVIRONMENT this topic and we mainly focus on GLOBAL WARMING!!

my part: definition of GW, melting of ice caps, prevention (catalytic converter and reforestation)

haha.. we found few funny pictures~
and here came a lame joke from me...

look at the picture below...



ask you a question: what song will this polar bear sing after it successfully reached the opposite ice caps?



da da la~
it will sing~~

OOPS, I DID IT AGAIN!!



hahahaha............. xD

should i ask this question during the presentation?
lolx............

well.. the presentation done..
and i didn't really try this lame joke just now lolx..
we supposed do our presentation for 10-15minutes,
but our dear lecturer wanted to finish all the group by today..
so, we didn't really present all..
whatever, it's over..
damn.. how come there is another FINAL TEST for english??!!!
kacau betul!!! =.=

Monday, October 19, 2009

a day with my buddy~

today woke up early at 9am T.T
but i slept again all the way went to 'bantin' (i'm not so sure i spell correct or not)
that's nearby klang..
my mum went to the temple there 'bai bai' and i just like a noob stay there..
after that, we went klang ate bah kut teh before go back sunway..

meet buddy at starbucks, order 1 caramel frappucino 0.o
after 38-ing for a while, we went to gasoline and continue 38-ing lolx..
then, we started our window shopping...
she wanted to do the "real" shopping, but too bad!!!! she don't have enough "cash" to spend.. xD
walked till a lil sleepy, we went to eat and sit again o.0
haha.. at last we stopped at J-co and chat until 7.30pm~
huhu....
she SAID she LOVES me!!!

BUT!!

just when we MEET only ='(

so bad one..

heart-broken!!!!

T.T


she bought this!! haha.. looks cool.. but cannot wear this in audi~





MILDRED!!
don't forget my birthday present!!!
sing for me!!!!
wakaka~ xD

saturday 17/10/09

well well,
today supposed to go uni at 10 (according to the cow)
but, she just come fetch me at 11++am..
because she enjoyed to play with the baby~ =.=

after fetching grandpa, 3 of us wanna went to carrefour took our brunch~
it suppose be a 5 minutes way from our uni~


but the smartest cow,
after answering her phone call,
she did this~

and when i asked her why she wanted to turn to right at the junction,
she answered this to me:" i also don't know oo.. i saw those car in front me turn to that side, i just follow lo.."
DENG~ smart one..

so, we spent more than 15 minutes to reach carrefour that day~

after our brunch, we went to student lounge,
play pool for a while~
haha.. SS-ing, but i think i got talent one~ xD

ok, back to work..
our english presentation..
from 2pm to 8pm..
lolx.. but still haven't done yet.. xD

柚子

近七年的锻炼 造就今日的独立不凡
虽无亲人在旁 却能够支撑各种困境
那段变性叛逆 只是成长期的小分叉
别介怀  经过转折的人生才更有意义

哭,
或许是种懦弱的表现,
却也是人感性的一面,
别忘了人生下来后先学会哭,
所以别隐藏人最原始的情感。

家人,
虽无法随时陪在身旁,
但其实"家"就在心里,
只要往心里头去窥探,
就可感受到家的温暖。

虽说不得不表现坚强,
但当你感觉累的时候,
暂且放下那沉重负担,
停下脚步来好好歇息,
这才能面对漫漫长路。

我们不是圣人,
不能达到上善若水的境界,
我们只是凡人,
有着尽情哭闹嬉笑的权利。

所以就尽量享受人生咯 =)



zzZ.. last night edited till very fun~
but i didn't know that blogspot not support gif* image..
&^%*&%* za dou~
anyway, hope you like it..
i know i know~ my edit skill~
haha.. 有待加强.. lolx..

Thursday, October 15, 2009

悲赋


突感无助
心痛得想哭
拼的那么辛苦
却换来空无一物
别来慰问我的伤处
只想一个人独处
躲进自闭国度
在痛里倾诉
自我领悟


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

OH STATISTIC!!

oh statistics, can you please love me for few hours?
i'm not greedy one, you can stop loving me anytime after tomorrow's test!!
i'm trying my best to understand you super well now~

"i'm not saying i love you, but STAT i adore you, and if you want to,
we can get to know one another, for ONE NIGHT!!"

you really torturing us,
you make clement, the human physio mad skipped his class today just to study you;
make us need to burn midnight oil just to know you well!!!

but, seniors and lecturer all said that no need prepare for it~ can we?

Dr. Chen :" aiyo, i never study for statistic test one.. what you all need to do is understand it.. HAHAHA..."
=.= can you help me sit for the test? lolx..

seniors:" aiya.. we also didn't prepare much.. but last time lecturer got gave tips to us"
grr!!! where is our TIPS???? damn it!!

the funniest thing that i remember was,
a gal ask the lecturer (i forgot his name already): " sir, what is 't'? "
lecturer: "what 't'?
the gal: "that 't' (point at the slide show)"
lecturer: "oh, that t... T is an ALPHABET!!"

i was sitting next to him that time..
super gik lo.. i wan laugh also need tahan it.. until he walked away, i laugh like mad~
p/s: classmate, he is the one who teach us chi square!! xD

kevin and me

Kevin Ysl他的永不止息 爱得谁都喘不过气

Yee Ying 背得入心入肺 读得谁都满头白发

Kevin Ysl你的滚瓜烂熟 背得谁都充满憎恨

Yee Ying恨到不能自拔 却还是得面对现实

Kevin Ysl你的没完没了 看得谁都头晕目眩

Yee Ying我的无尽无穷 只为了瞬间的满足

KevinYsl你的疯狂指数 吓得谁都屁滚尿流

Yee Ying你的机灵巧答 让我能够随机应变

Kevin Ysl你的随机应变 搞得谁都甘拜下风

Yee Ying你这善意赞许 搞得我快无地自容

Kevin Ysl我的虚情假意 骗得谁都翩翩起舞

Yee Ying你的自我遐想 令人感到昏昏欲睡 xD

Kevin Ysl你的流连忘返 答得谁都兴高采烈

Yee Ying我的绵连不绝 只因还未答到词穷

Kevin Ysl我的诚心诚意 换得谁的安慰祈祷
               *cross fingers for u to be 词穷*

Yee Ying我的真情真意 会有谁能全盘接收
               too bad.. haven't 词穷yt~ hahahaha

Kevin Ysl你的蠢蠢欲动 招得你的浓浓睡意

Yee Ying我的能言善辩 就快惹来你的反感 =(

Kevin Ysl你的语重心长 惹来谁的花言巧语

Yee Ying我的苦口婆心 只望有人虚心接受

Kevin Ysl你的颠三倒四 粘来谁的欲火焚身

Yee Ying我的天真单纯 招来谁的面目可憎

Kevin Ysl你的词不达意 引来谁的不耻下问

Yee Ying我的点到即止 只为训练你的思考

lil LuckY day =)

this morning having my POC practical 4
thanks to Dr.Lee
we managed to finish it =)
you help us a lot!!!

i took a picture with her before i left~
sobs sobs~ last practical for POC just ended like that!!
today had TOO much fun with those molecular set 0.o

haha.. Dr. Yap, you really geng~
finally i found someone can be more lame than my grandpa already!!
you rock lo!!

oh well, english test~
aiks.. whatever la.. but this time those questions are easier than the first class test..
i just wish that i can pass it~ i'm not greedy one..

and.. hehehe~ 

fuyoh!!
finally found the super nice korea song by V.O.E =)
cut the song into ringtone already..
watched haeundae tsunami today,
not bad, touching and funny..

finally,
STATISTIC~
i'm trying my best to understand you well..
hope you cooperate with me too~ thank you very much!!

Monday, October 12, 2009

untitle

夜深
陪伴我的只有无尽的寂寞
独自狂欢着属于我的伤悲
泪水不自禁的流出那浅浅的眼眶
犹如我对你不曾减退的深切思念

晨光缓缓的照射在漆黑的大地
淡黄的光线温暖我冰冷的心窝
干枯的泪痕跟哭后浮肿的双眼
提醒着我这已不能改变的过去

当第一道晨光照映在脸上的时候
突然感觉到自卑的可笑
为何总辛苦沉沦在这痛苦的深渊
而忽略眼前崭新的光明

高与矮的差别

非常非常明显咯
尤其是拍着两张照片的时候
183cm 跟 160cm
差不多相同的角度,
结果却这么不同!!! 

我要长高啦!!!T.T






无奈

若不是爱情的牵绊,是什么将我们紧紧套牢?
若我对你没有一丝情感,为何总挥不去你的身影?
若我们只是泛泛之交,为何你总对我付出超友谊的温柔?

现在的我们,只能远远互相凝望
关心与祝福,只能暗自收藏心底

没有你的世界,我已失去了生存的依靠
夜里独自沉沦,承受那无比言语的煎熬

友情考验

一场美丽的意外
我们相遇相知相识
从陌生到熟悉
从熟悉到相知

谢谢你对我无私的付出及包容
这殷切种的呵护令我感动万分
我们之间微妙的情谊
在不知觉间建筑在我心里

现在的你虽身处在他乡
但我希望你对我的关怀
不会因为远距离而转淡

虽然有着无法成为恋人的遗憾
但保有一份比爱情更真实的友谊
即使无法达到情人间甜蜜的感觉
却没有任何的束缚

我向往这种自在的友情链接
我们彼此间能更加坦然的面对对方

现在的我们虽不像以前那么频密的互动
可是我们的友情不会因为时间的流逝而淡忘
我深信,也希望你能感同身受,好吗?

for eva jasmine =)
finally done with my 'assignment' already!! xD

Sunday, October 11, 2009

一篇令我感动不已的文章

初 中,他们同校,她。是个不良少女,他。是个胆小不被注意的平凡小男孩,        
高中。他们同班,她。是与世无争的黑色精灵,沉浸在颓废的文章和高雅艺术之中。独自沦落。。。        
他。脱去幼稚。成为德才兼备的佼佼者。身边的倾慕者越来越多        
高三他们相爱了。他说,是她那双淡紫的眼睛里的神秘吸引了他,她无言。        
她逃课和他去看电影。他被感动了。        
“如果有一天我死了……你会不会嫁给别人?把我忘记?”        
“不会!你死~`我死~!”        
他激动的把她拥在怀里。他太小,不理解这样的诺言。        
而她清楚的知道~这诺言的含义……        
“如果~你没有死~我却成为一个有残缺的人呢?”        
“别胡说,你会有什么样的残缺?”        
“比如……比如……我的眼睛要是瞎了,你会不会不要我?~”        
“不会~我会做你一辈子的眼睛……”        
她的泪打湿了他的肩。她知道这只是冲动时的话,不会成为现实。她依旧被感动了。        
大学,他们同校不同系。        
他很忙。忙的没有时间去陪她。校园里,她像一枝怪异的植物吸引了很多陌生的目光。        
她的心却长在他的身上,流星雨那天。是他第一次骗她。她约他去看流星,他说要查寝。        
她失望的放下了电话,在江边,烟火在空中放亮,她看到了他,和他身边的漂亮女孩……        
她看到了最亮的流星~划过~很美,她的笑颜在流星划过绽放出最美的光彩~她没有和他说话。离开了江边。        
第二天她和他通了电话        
“昨天是我的星座流星雨~”        
“……对不起……我……”他内疚了        
“没关系的……我们下次一起看啊~”        
"三十三年啊~!人生有多少个三十三年啊?……”他好后悔        
“没关系的,别难过,有你,多少个三十三年我都可以等……”        
他无言。她泪流满面。        
一个月过去了。他忙着考试。忽略了她。        
她寝室的伙伴们都在忙。忙着自己的生日。        
这时她才发现,原来她的脑海里只有一个人的生日。他的,他的生日。
她用打工赚来的钱为他准备了一份特别的礼物。
一个用翡翠做的鱼骨,这是独一无二的,她设 计的,她在他的寝室楼下等他~四个小时过去了~教学楼的灯已经熄了。        
雨越下越大。她没有伞。也没有可以避雨的地方,她已经没有了温度。        
他回来了,在那个漂亮女孩的伞下……他喝了好多的酒……看到她了~        
"你怎么来了?……这么晚你还在这干什么?”他没有预想的那么高兴。        
“……生日快乐~~``~……”她把那件翡翠递给他。        
他触到她冰冷的手和温的翡翠。        
“……石头都被我感动了……”看到他的差异她开玩笑的说。        
“你……”        
“……晚安……我回去了!”        
“等一下!……”他脱下衣服要披在她的肩上。        
她拒绝了。他看到她眼中没有怨恨的绝望。她消失在他视线中。他忽然觉得失落。        
一个月,她拒绝一切和他有关的东西。        
当她站在校园歌手选拔赛的唱台上,坐在评委台上的他讶异了。        
她忧郁的眼睛里没有的任何的色彩。        
“今天我站在这里是临时决定的,我在今天以前还没有勇气站在台上,现在我想把愚人码头送给我深爱的人~”。        
当愚人码头结束,她知道他们已经结束了,看到他脖子上的翡翠是她最大的安慰。        
“也许彻底的伤心才会彻底的绝望。我已经再无余力爱你了……
在你生日我转身的时候已经泪流满面,彻底绝望了……我们分手吧!…… 我~……放你走~`”。        
她把麦克给了别人,没有看他一眼离开了他的视线,他拒绝了漂亮女孩。虽然他知道已经没有意义。        
她的腿折了。她看到漂亮女孩眼睛里的幽怨。她不怨她,受伤的日子只有妹妹可以接近她,她拒绝他的所有。甚至吝啬到拒绝和他说话。        
他发现,她的亲人好象只有她的妹妹。        
大学四年结束,他带着对她的愧疚过了四年。        
他留言给她:四年,四年的时间我们已经荒废。你吝啬到不给我一句话。
当你走下唱台我发现失去你,我的生命便不会再有任何的色彩,我不求你回到我身边,只求 你原谅我。
你的腿是我今生最大的痛,虽然它已经痊愈,可在我心里,那是我欠你的……我即将离开,如果你愿意原谅我,就到车站来送我……’。        
火车站里,他等到最后。她没有出现他失望的离开了。在上车的最后他发现了自己脸上的泪,而她在角落里一直注视着他~流泪到火车流出她的视线……        
四年。她没有放过他。可她又何尝放过自己?……        
三年。心刑期满。他回来了。在家里人的安排下与一个拥有明亮眼睛的女孩结了婚。
他已经不在年轻。错过的始终是错过了。珍惜眼前人。何况这个拥有阳光。拥有 明亮眼睛的女孩要和他走过好长的一段路呢。        
听说她已经硕士毕业,即将离开这个城市,进入外企。        
他的婚礼,他和他的小妻子收 到了整整一大筐的漫天星,
当他签字的时候,他发现了一行小字:“我把所有的流星和希望留在了相逢的日子,等到的却是白色的婚纱穿在别人的身上……”        
他震惊了。她在等他。他知道了,却是在这样的场合。他们都无法后退。本已淡忘的所有都涌了出来。他已经没有再拥有她的资格。只能完成这个婚礼……        
婚后,他成为一个顾家的好男人。沉浸在婚后的快乐时光。暂时 忘记了她的音容笑貌。        
一次意外打碎了他的幸福……他失去了光明……医生说只要找到眼角膜的捐献者他就有复员的机会。
他和他的小妻子充满希望的等待。知道一切的希望在时间的消磨 中待尽。        
他的小妻子开始厌倦这样的生活,在一次争吵中她大声的喊出:我不要和一个瞎子过一辈子!他心寒了,“我们……离婚!……”
他决心已下,痛苦的说。        
他完美的婚姻在 他签字的时候划下了句号。他的妻子决然而去。没有回头。        
他沮丧到了极点。甚至没有勇气面对这黑暗的一切。可脑中总回旋着她的话“你死!我死!~”,那是何等的神圣,需要何等的勇气?        
“他……瞎了……”妹妹边削苹果边告诉病床上的她。        
“……我,想把眼睛给他~……”她说        
“不行!……你马上就要动手术了……”        
“我存活的几率是多少?……我想在死前看到他幸福……”        
她没有进入外企,而是游山玩水的过了一年。一年前她的心脏诊断有问题,存活的机会根本不大。手术的几率是7%。
也就是说她的生命将走到最后了……如果说她 有什么后悔的,那就是那年的火车站,她没有出现,让他失望的离开了……        
他曾经说过,如果她瞎了,他做她一辈子的眼睛……        
“姐!你不会死!不会!”妹妹趴在她的身上泪流满面。        
她拂着妹妹的头,向窗外看去……天原来是那么的蓝……        
医生说有适合的眼角膜给他了。他终于等到了……黑色的日子过去了……        
手术台上,她一便一便的看着他。她知道他快要重见光明了。她让医生为她保守秘密。为了守着那个诺言。
那个让她感动的诺言。她付出的何止是青春……        
一个月,他看见了。他又拥有了光明。他寻找过光明的来源。可是没有人告诉他。他最终还是放弃了。        
他进了父亲创办的一家公司。开始新的生活。忘记过去。忘记她和那个和他有过一年婚姻的小妻子。可不知为什么。他的眼睛总是在想她的时候流泪……        
直到她的妹妹来找他。        
“你得去看看我姐姐……她快死了……”        
“……”他沉默“我不能去……我用了好长时间把过去的生活忘记……”        
“我姐姐的手术失败了……她活不了多长时间了……”她眼圈里含着泪。        
“对不起……”他没有见她的勇气。        
“……啪……”他的脸上一片紫红。        
“……放心,她已经看不见了,你没有什么不能面对她的……她昨天的手术失败了…”。        
他明白了大半。她在默默的付出。默默的等待……        
医院里弥漫着消毒水的味道。        
他坐在她身旁。看着她。很虚弱的样子。        
往事历历在目。他们错过了整个恋爱的 季节。        
“谁?……”她感觉到了。有人。陌生而又熟悉的气息……她知道她快熬不过去了。        
“……”他心疼、感动、泪水迷蒙了眼睛、亏欠……         “……是你?……是吗?”她问。        
他没有说话,只是紧紧的握住了她的手。她感觉到了他的温度。        
“记得我们年轻时候的诺言吗?……别难过……”她虚弱的声音扎在他的心上。        
“……记得……”他的声音哽咽了。        
“……你说过,如果我瞎了……你就当我一辈子的眼睛……”她知道她没有多少时间了。        
“对!~我……说过~……”他有一种心痛的感觉。        
“可不可以……帮我一个忙……?我想吃……芒果……你可不可以帮我买回来……?”        
“我……这就去……你等我!~”他起身跑了出去。        
她知道她不会等到他回来了~听着他的脚步声越去越远~她又一次的在心底哭泣……        
也许他们都是在漂泊的人。        
等待了一千年才遇到,为了诺言又分开……        
他拥有了光明。事业。相信他的能力在不久的将来会拥有一个漂亮的妻子。幸福的家……        
她安心的闭上了眼睛……        
机器发出了刺耳的声音……        
他买完芒果着急的跑回医院……        
他见到的是蒙上白布的她。冰冷的她。曾经给他温暖。给他光明的她……        
他的世界崩塌了……        
芒果掉在地上……        
神圣的诺言、可贵的生命、无情的灾难、可悲的恋情……、错过……        
他的影子在医院的长廊里渐渐拉长。渐渐消失……        
他的心却遗失在那青春年华……有她的笑容。有她的泪水……

我甚少转载其他文章在我的部落格里,
但这篇文章,
触动我的情感,
我,被它感动了~

cacat e-learning

lolx..
super stupid one!!
this e-learning thing really pissed me off now~
why some lecturers don't want to post the complete notes in e-learning la?
then ask us to depend on e-learning portal for what??!!
duh~ don't know how to post is it??
i waste many times look for few lecture notes in i-drive online~
really kns one!!!!



what for having a nice homepage while the notes inside super messy?
sometimes hard to load in this e-learning portal also~ =.=
sien to the max lo....

panda @@

i'm officially turn into a panda
thanks to class test~
and i'm gaining weight now too!!
lolx..



(=@__@=)
这黑眼圈大到~



i like this picture..
i look super skinny!!
thanks to soya NG SOIK YEE..
hahaha... nice angle!! good job!! huhu~ xD

restaurant city =.=

not kidding one..
we must remember our restaurant name and our level for
RESTAURANT CITY this game..
if not this will be what you get~0.o

Saturday, October 10, 2009

BRAIN BUDDIES!!

lolx~
i'm addicted in this game!!!
and ADAM LIM, you super bad lo~
keep pulling me down from being top 1!!!!
Grrrr~ you wait aa~
i will get back my top 1 sooner!!



haha..
yeye also addicted in this game now~
influenced by me xD



damn!!

damn damn damn!!!
i FORGOT to bring back my laptop charger aaaaaa~
how could it be!!!!!!
really let frog say till i stupid already, so NOOB la me!!
i just can get it back on monday~
SIEN SIEN SIEN TO THE MAX!!!

i should full use this 1 hour 40 minutes now~ T.T

G900, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NOW!!!!!!

S.P.O.R.T.S!!

9.10.09
my mum dump me at uni super early today
cause she wanted to go klang buy sis's things~
luckily i still get yeye adopt me for few hours before li lin came back..
and we took many ss's picture again ;)



here it is!!
BADMINTON!!!
hurray, quite a long time we didn't play badminton already..
my skill a bit out.. =(
arrgg!! must make sure don't forget to bring my hair band next time
look like a ghost when play badminton =.=

hahaha...
we dance 'i like to move it move it' when we got 1 point..
super funny!!
i should cut and edit the video and post it to facebook and here!! xD
yeye's way to play badminton funny too~

10.10.09
day for pool~
haha.. lately quite interest in playing pool already~
especially when there is a pro can give you free lesson.. haha..
today play 2 hours pool.. so damn tired!! omg~
then go collect the 'glasses' with yeye~

oouu.. today met the special frog
眼力好到(踩+踢)到路障的青蛙~
wakaka~

finish HP test luuuuu~

7.10.09
MUET speaking test~
lolx..
went for it without any prepare~
and my brain totally blank during the test..
duh~ whatever la... this stupid test not so important also..

8.10.09
Human Physio Class Test!!!
OMG!! they know me better than i know them~
deng~~
how come??!!!
guess that i key in too many data in my "hard drive" in my brain..
not enough time to gorek them out in 1 hour time for 40 mcq~
after the test, i change one song's lyric.. haha

我左看右看上看下看
怎么每个答案都差不多
我想了又想我猜了又猜
要选ABCD还是E呢?
哎呀呀哎呀哎呀哎呀哎呀哎呀哎呀
我的头脑就快要爆炸了

then, went to klcc met piggy yong before he back sandakan on friday..
4 pandas include me, went all the way just to eat spaghetty!! lolx.. siao one haha..
haha... piggy, thanks lo for the dark mocha frappucino!!

ops.. i forget to take a picture with u~ paiseh sia~
i will go back sandakan next year to get my present from you one!! =)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

N3V3r GiV3 UP!!

aiks~
HUMAN PHYSIOLOGY aa!!
really make me ki siao soon~

seriously i think that my internal memory space in my brain fully used now
i need some external "brain" to help me store the thing i try to memorise now aa!!
can i? who can help me ? T.T

so damn many things need to read~
study 14 chapters just for 40 mcq questions tomorrow..
duh~ siao one!!

guess i need to try DR. YOU LI LING's way huh?
burn my notes, add some water, mix well then drink it??
oops* additional tips from Dr. YOU,
we MUST filter the carbon out first before we drink~

feels like giving up!!
what i study this moment, i will forget after i finish revision for next chapter
DAMN IT!!

but, i can't give up..
ah ye lecture me gao gao just now 0.o

"thing always happen as wat youu think of, so why not believe that you can ?
live in a world tat you believe miracle will happen is better than you live in a world that full of sorrow"

aww~ nice one.. i like this two sentences~ =)

anyway,
i WON'T give up!!!

I WILL KEEP HOLDING ON
CAUSE I KNOW WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH
BY STAY TOUGH!!!

i will try my best to BELIEVE that i can REMEMBER those i memorise now

oki3, 5 minutes break is over,
go back to my human biology's world
i found that what i'm revising now quite interest~
hehe.. hope that i can make it~
NEVER GIVE UP

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

肖邦,你输了!!

肖邦啊肖邦
任凭你有多高的音乐天分
任凭你能写出多少首动人的曲子
夜曲,幻想曲,变奏曲,摇篮曲
这些曲子虽令人听出耳油
却抵不上大学教授授课的五分钟

他们真是厉害到~
催眠的功力一流!!
保证你喝 double espresso 都于事无补
是磁场差异太大了?
还是教授的音道频率跟我们学生有太大出路了? 

真的要相信我
我“真的”有试着认真上课的!!
只是... 敌不过魔音穿脑~
我上得太痛苦了~!

0.o

被遗忘的天使

我是个被你遗忘的天使
提着那为爱折翼的翅膀
无目地的游荡在人海中
搜寻你日渐消逝的身影
想与你重温曾经的点滴
虽知这只是愚昧的空想
我却身陷其中无法自拔

EOS exam

aww~
just got the timetable today~

17th nov - gen chem
18th nov - genetics AND bio sci
19th nov - POC
20th nov - human physiology

arrrhh~
siao siao siao~
REALLY KNS 1!!

should start count-down d~
='(

anyway,
i booked the ticket already, will go back sarawak at 30th nov
so i get 1 week holiday here~ ^^
where to go huh??
planning in my heart d~ oops*
xD

okla~
GAMBATEH LA~
for myself
and for all my beloved friends
=)

p/s: really don't hope to resit any subject!! must study hard!!

Sunday, October 4, 2009

go mad soon~ lolx

i should
STOP slacking around and
REALLY concentrate on my study

yesterday, mooncake festival,
but i have no mooncake,
just have 19 chapters human physiology notes

i spent my day with clement and mee teck at library 0.o
STUDY human physiology~
but end up with super slow progress T.T

how lea how lea???
some more biology is my weakest subject~
aiks..
NO EYE TO SEE already aa!!!

神啊救救我吧,一把年纪了,为何还是那么笨?

great!!
this wednesday i have MUET speaking test!!
FIRST SESSION some more~
arrrrrrrhhhhhhhh

go Mad go Mad!!

anyway, the only good thing for the day was i had a good dinner time with my family~
although it's not so complete without daddy and brother, i still get mummy by my side!!
i kissed her last night!! =)

ArrggHHHhhh

okla okla~
ALL MY FRIENDS FROM SANDAKAN
please don't ask me the same question again la~
='(

I'M NOT GOING BACK SANDAKAN THIS YEAR!!

wuuwuu...
especially cvs aaaa!!
stop gik me already~
i think i pity enough already lo...
haha.. i know you miss me so so so much la~

haha..
ah lun, thanks lea~
although can't celebrate my birthday together again this year~

arr~
piggy yong,
thursday you will see a panda in front of you~
what a nice memory before you go back sandakan on friday huh?

yea yea
i KNOW almost 90% of our gang will go back that month~
i KNOW you guys can keep go out yam cha that time
i KNOW you guys will go to play badminton, jogging and swimming together
i KNOW i CAN'T join la~

aiks~
pity me~
just can stay here dating with those stupid notes~

GIK HEI!!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

就让我"颓.废.到.底"

这一刻的我,
只想自我隔离;搞起自闭;
只想尽情颓废;不顾一切;

让自私的我,
没收那些虚伪的伪装;
尽情释放真实的自我;

跳进那颓废的无底洞;
终点会在哪儿?
而究竟那是终点,还是另一个起点?
真实的我在哪?
是在努力伪装时,还是卸下伪装后?

天空下起带有血丝的雨滴,
周遭吹起阵阵刺骨的狂风,
而我置身于风雨交加当下,
静下心抚慰那无助的灵魂。