m33t my buddy!!

at first i thought that today i "should be" stay at home whole day,
but at noon, my mum said she wanted to go indah for the medical appointment~
then i faster sent a text message and asked my buddy wither she was free or not to have a drink..
well, she can make it =)
then, i followed my mum went to QQ ice to have a drink..
suprisingly to meet kathy there, i din't ever knew that she also came back sandakan~ haha..

well, my buddy keep blaming me for choosing a place without air-cond and also BLACK-OUT!! T.T
how pity are me~
but once i get the chance, i also shooted her back~ so love this kind of friendly shooting~ xD

after that we went to eat egg-tart at one restaurant that i never been before,
okay, i admit that i'm not really familiar with the place at sandakan, but, this isn't my fault mar~
this proved that i really rarely go out.. @@

then, after two rounds of drinking, we went to mill's home chit chat and also grab some of her movie xD
after i backed to home, i just busy chasing the CSI LVPD S09 only hehe~

nice day

last night, feel a bit moody for certain reason, then i asked my mum for a coffee time at equator after made my call to the uncle for cancelling 1 badminton court appointment, my mum and me went to take our coffee.

look nice, taste not bad too xD

this mornig, can said to be the day i woke up earliest in this holiday, 0445 @@
just to follow my parent went to jetty, feel excited last night, till can't really sleep well :$

i don't know what this called, but i'm interest in it at my first sign~

not bluffing, it got 21 kg

when my dad done his thing, that's around 0630, time really passed very fast..
my dad busy separate the type and the size of those fishes but i busy capturing picture there xD

after reached home, i started to feel sleepy but don't feel wanted to sleep back, i knew once i slept that time, i really not sured that what time will i wake up!! lolx~
so, i watched a taiwanese idol drama "black & white" that i started to download last night. this drama really not bad, i quite love it.

around 0930, went for breakfast together with my mother @ pizza hut =)
spent my last rm20++ for the breakfast and now i just left rm8 with me only..
hahaha~ really just can stay at home from now on..

noon, as usual, badminton meeting with my gang of friends~ kinda fun~
also kinda tired!! lolx... plus, my leg started to feel pain again during the game..
just so hate about it, just like cant recover fully =(

forget about the pain, let's talk about my favourite, FOOD again~
my mum prepared steamboat as our dinner tonight
ate around 1 hour, felt so damn full @@ cant have this too often!!
if not just wasted all the excercised i had made ><

m33ting D@y

yesterday noon, received a text message from SY, said that mz, her and miki gonna take breakfast together and ask me to join.
well, actually i'm ok with it, just that i need to get the permit from my mum =(
but but, it's hard for me!!
just because i promised my mum that will try my best to stay at home on monday >.<

before dinner, i'm waiting for a chance, that's my mum had her good mood with,

then i asked her for the permit bravely.. lolx~ i'm not bluffing!!

really scare that she will just scold me that time..

suprisingly, she let.. lolx~ but that she warmed me that this will be the last time she allowed!! pity me..

the breakfast was at 9:30am this morning.. this was just kinda hard for a person who always wake up late wake up before 0930 T.T

i had set two alarms for two different time last night just in case i will be late for the meeting,

but then, i totally ignored the first alarm and continue my nice dream.. haha..

anyway, i'm still the earliest who arrived the restaurant although i went out a bit late.. xD

miss the time to chit chatting when we were together today.. though not really enough time..

in four hours, we went to servay, watson and one-stop just hanging around..

then, we went to "糖朝" for a rest..

we also met baby milo and vy there.. lolx~

after reached home, i really thought of taking a nice nap since my dad had on the air-cond in his room, but!! i need to settle the stupid MUET application thing.. when i finish settle it, my sleepy feel GONE!! wth!! T.T

whatever it is, now also not the timing for sleeping time.. just can wait for my dinner tonight.. CRAB!! haha.. i'm loving it =)

31st M@Y

today can consider as a great day for me since from early in the morning =)
suprisingly, my dad suggested that we went to KFC took our breakfast
(should be something wrong with him~ if not the probability that he will do this at normal day is equal to ZERO!! )



actually thought that today won't got the chance to watch movie~
but thanks god that "mummy" is free today and can come fetch me and daddy out!! ^^
thanks ya joanna~ =)
we had watched Angels and demon, and we were late for around 15minutes after the movie showing, i think this was my fault for din't telling the showing time more specific~
anyway, this movie, quite attracting for me, especially the last part!!
after that we went to mile 4 took an afternoon tea, thanks ya daddy for spending~ haha..
mummy, i'm waiting for the photo we had taken this noon~ hahaha.. faster sent to me! xD








at night? nothing to do as usual ~
online, chatting, playing game, downloading~
just got a delicious dinner from my mum ^^ it's really yummy!!




baby milo, you won't be lonely la~
cause you still get many friends around you ^^

my new honey,
haha~ you get headache now, MUST drink more water since the weather lately just too HOT

thanks my friends~

thanks,
i'm glad to have you all as my friend in my life ~

buddy,
thanks for giving me advise and also concern about me after read my blog
wishing you here that you and your friends can pass the exam this time =)

sister,
i do agree with what you said in the message,
no one can understand what we experienced now if they din't go through this
maybe your sister me just a coward, i not dare to chase for something that won't happen again
wish to meet with you soon ^^

joseph_lun,
well, although we just know each other lately,
thanks for always show your care to me at msn
i do appreciate it, just that there are some problem must been solved by myself bravely
so i choose to not telling you what's going on..

my cute "frog",
lolx~ last night chat with you really let me feel a bit relax
i also like the new nick name i gave to you ^^

alvin,
our conversation yesterday really made me think a lot..
thanks for those kindly advice~

cicak,
i sure that our view for "Sakai" this name is different!!
i don't want to become orang hutan la!!!
sobs sobs

Snoopy,
you get a car faster la!!!

"daddy",
read about your post about starting point,
maybe i'm wrong from the beginning,
that's why i'm suffering now..
anyway, i never regret with what i decide now..
actually, life is endless,
don't said that you already lose at the starting point,
your starting point should judge by yourself but not depends on others~

to someone,
honestly, you are the one i need to say thanks to you most,
you let me learn many thing,
let me know that the fact is always different than what i had dreamed..
last week that message, you said that you already can put it down 100%
but i know you still can't do it, at least for now..
never mind, no need try again, cause i'm the one who retreat from this friendship "war"..

矛盾

人往往就是这样
在还没得到想要的东西前
总是想尽办法得到
但得到后
却不知所措
也许
我们真的是在失去之后
才会懂得珍惜

现在这份友情
说实在的
的确是一份意外的惊喜
毕竟
我曾经多么努力的想要挽回
在我决定彻底放下的时候
你却捎来一封久违的短信
真的
当我读着那封关于友情的信息时
我是感动的
因为
我的坚持终于有了收获

但为何
我却在欢喜中感到一丝恐惧
你就像刺猬
永远都有一层保护层
我怕了
怕又被你身上的刺
刺得遍体鳞伤
心里的伤还未完全痊愈
我真的没有把握
可以再次承受另一次的冲击
毕竟
我不是你想象中那般勇敢

水失去了鱼儿的陪伴，就算是孤单的，它还是水；
鱼儿失去了水的扶持，就算是快乐的，它却不是水中自由自在的鱼..

我，仍是我；
而你，却不是最初的那个你。。

无论如何，
我还是很珍惜这份难得的“友情”

相信？

相信的心，会变成力量？

曾经，我真的相信..
如今，我已选择放弃..

为什么？
一直以为是我的错，
造就今天这种局面..
然而，
到今天我才发现，
原来早在我无意伤害你之前，
你已经选择放弃..

现在的我
有些迷惘，有些彷徨，
这一路来想要给你的补偿，
对你给我的伤害欣然接受，
仿佛正回头嘲笑我的无知..

算了吧，
就算是上天的愚弄？命运的嘲弄？
现在也应该结束了，
我也应该正式的跟这过去式的友情说声“再见”了..

“有记忆我们才能活，但是有时遗忘也是存活的方式”

Happy Y3@rly R3uniOn 2009

3rr, this post should be posted few days ago~
because of certain reasons,
i delay my blogging mood till now~
@@

Date: 16th may 2009
Venue: The restaurant at TYING GARDEN HOTEL

That's quite a lot of my ex-classmate who joinned this dinner~
If i was not mistaken, there was around 17 persons that night ^^
As a yearly reunion, also as a farewell dinner for florrence..
She went to kl yesterday, for her future study,
wish her all the best here~

Ok,
let's talk about the dinner we having that night,
it's called steamboat buffet, but then, for me,
i think i will change the name to "dim sum" buffet~
lolx~
cause i ate those dim sum there more
and, i did tried some weird favour of nasi lemak..
anyway, the taste not really bad.. haha~



this was the nasi lemak i DIY lolx~



here is the "dim sum" buffet i'm talking at the beginning ^^

the dinner took us around one and half hour time,
after that we all busy having our chit chat time and also
time for photographing ^^



long time no edit picture already,
if this picture edit till not nice~
sorry my friend~ lolx~



this is my funny friend, chee loong, he had said something that's really funny that night and he keep change my other friends' name around.. lolx~ he was hugging it all the time when we are wait for the car~



hmm~ tall boy, what you trying to do behind ccl?

end here, i will like to say, take care, all my lovely friends.. lolx~

开始变质的感情（友情）

跟你之间
好像距离越来越远了
是因为距离的关系吧？
不知道，
虽然现在的我们还是有说有笑
但是我好像越来越难懂你了

以前的我们
好像没什么秘密
但现在
最常听到你说的是“不..."
你也许不知道
我讨厌你说不的感觉
好像我们是陌生人一样

希望是我自己太敏感了吧
无论如何
我还是很珍惜这份友情 ^^