HOT~~!!!!!!!

H.O.T

VERY H.O.T

SUPER H.O.T

KANASAI H.O.T

SI BEH H.O.T

S.I.B.U VERY H.O.T!!!!!

I WANT R.A.I.N

I NEED R.A.I.N

T.T

and i super boring over here aaa!!!
not enough car to use~
i wan RENT a BUS!!!!
T.T
why i so kesian alwaz kena left out 1..

3dited

hiking

aww... last night i posted a status at facebook,
that my grandma not that really believe i can wake up at 0530 this morning..
and, clement, jasmine and zhi hao seem not so believe also.. =.=
some more zhi hao said he 'might' can see the sun rise from west~ zzZzz...

well well, i cross my heart that i can wake up this morning,
and i did it!! xD although i still quite sleepy that time.. who care, i wake up then can already..

0600.. on the way..

sun rise~

deng~
once reach the place, i just knew that i'm not go for normal jogging today,
but is HIKING... and my aunt told me that we need to climb 12 mountains~ T.T
please,,,,,, i'm wearing my new nike sport shoes leaaaaaa~!!!!!
why don't told me early ='(
my nike looked super beautiful now.. i should take a picture later..

aiyo very not fun lo today..
i wanna took many nice picture but cannnot...
sien dao~
cause aunt said tat's not good to let her boss and her friends wait for me..
tau kan, wanna snap a really nice picture sure need some times marr.. =(
i want ask daddy come again..
who dare to urge me again this time then i sure kick him/her down the mountain!!
^^

after 1 and half hour, finally we ended this tiring activity~
and i ask aunt let me drive!! kakax.. so syok~
but then i very smart forgot to bring my licence out,
she asked me let her drive back when drove to the main road  T,T
nevermind, i still have plenty chance here~ =P

then then, went for brunch and did some shopping..
well, seriously i felt hungry now again~ 0.o although just now i ate quite a lot..
sei fo.. keep eating..
exercise how often also useless already~

cha ju mian

... untitle?

DAY 2  at sibu~
today slept at 2am and woke up around 8am
0.o

i also don't know why i so stupid woke up so early~
fyi said something that's quite true,
sleepy really can make someone feel moody~ LOLX......

accompany sista went to try her wedding dress..
and i was busy taking picture with dong dong~ haha..
actually no help much there. xD

she is just too boring~ haha...

laksa!!

err.. what i want to say is the weather at sibu is EXTREMELY HOT!!!
T.T
i sweating like hell today..
and, i slept anywhere if i can find the chance :$

went to cut and wash hair at saloon this afternoon..
err.. i felt kinda weird with this new look..
but aunty them said i look nicer =.=
so, duno??

gombia~

just stay at home today, accompany my grandparent~

=)

i enjoy the time..

with my grandpa~

my seniors all get their results today,
felt happy for those who passed their exam,
and for those who didn't, don't give up k~
i can't help much, but then still wish you all the best...

OMG~
my turn to worry about my results already~
somemore i super smart lo..
already know that i don't remember my password for the student e-mail,
but i still so so so so so 'free' go to replace the ACTUAL password that i saved in my lappie~
deng~ really lucky dao.....
the problem now is i can't remember my password back T.T
&^%^&%^8 really ka na sai lo...

S.I.B.U

SIBU!!!
here i am~

wakaka!!!!!

today left vista at 8am
took teksi went to the sri petaling station
because lazy to carry luggage

the KLIA transit delayed for half hour~ sien dao..

luckily i still can reach in time..

sibu sibu!!
haha.. i made 1 new fren during the flight
a gal from sarikei that study at johor~
nice to meet you!! =)

once reach,
aunty fetch me go eat kampua lu..
yummy~!!!!!!
now wait sista reaching here.. then go eat again ^^

haha.. like this xD

kampua~

eat lea..
don't care so much..
diet after i leave here la.. xD

zhou lai hun ang

pasar malam

wow~
i went to pasar malam at sri petaling last night!!
haha.. not bad..

very first time i went there,
memang lucky lo...
go and back also stuck in jam~
the taxi bill very 'cheap' lo.....
hahaha...
ok.. next time we WALK there~
i'm not DA XIAO JIE please...
xD

bump into sindee and kok rong there~
haha..
many food can buy there lea.. kakax..
i very 'smart' forgot that sindee got car already,
if not boleh tumpang balik lo.. lolx..

went to the swimming pool play water after finished my meal,
syok dao~
and also chat with ah lun for hour more till 12.34am haha..

sien dao~~!!

T.T 妈妈的孩子~
人家是熬夜K书
我是熬夜收拾屋子

同人  si beh 不同命咯 =（

我累趴了！！

没事不要再叫我收拾屋子了！！
我会砍人！！ 0.O

抹地等于叫我MATI嘛~
什么东东。。
我跟那个MOP有仇！！

还好客厅的地板是大理石的
我还可以选择性的抹过~ 哈哈
不过，我觉得我有抹等于没抹EH~
aiks.. 算了啦。。
至少我“曾经”抹过。。

应该没有落下东西没带吧？
明天我可没有车可以回来拿咯~

显到爆~  >.<

HOLIDAY!!

YAY!! finally, it's my turn to shout it loud!!
H.O.L.I.D.A.Y!!!!!

arrr.... don't wanna to think how's my exam~
i just want to enjoy my HOLIDAY before i get my result~
really don't wish to resit~
i admit that i was quite lucky in this exam,
hopefully this good luck will follow me until the day the result released

NAH!! don't care so much lea~
i just wanna get my REAL sleeping time now
try to cure my pimples on my face before i been k.o by my dad!! lolx...

崩溃

此刻的我 崩溃到了极点 失落到了极点

我真是没用
明知道你不能听到比较负面的消息
刚才跟你通电 我还是没用的崩溃了
我真的忍了很辛苦
对不起 让你担心了
对不起 恐怕要让你失望了

我真得很想要坚强
但这次我真的做不到

我鄙视自己的懦弱！！！
我痛恨自己的懒散！！！

真的，我发誓，
这关过了，我会自我改过！！
我负荷不了这像过山车般的心情起伏~
我真的不想在任何人面前展现我的脆弱

考试 感

最近的我
该怎么形容
无昼夜之分的啃书
总不言累的的熬夜
有多少进脑
真的有点怀疑

我没有自信
但却不能放弃
没到最后
我都没有放弃的权利
尤其是
你相信我能做到
我不能认输
就算感到压力
也只因为我怕你失望

那掩饰的嬉笑
真希望能带给自己一点安慰
你赠与的外套
多希望能够带给我些许温暖

最近
特别感觉到
有你在身边是件幸福的事
唠叨也只是另一种关心

还剩三天就开始了
尽力吧 加油吧
再怎么累 也不差这一个星期了
努力吧 用功吧
尽过力了 也算对你有个交代了

考试期
又是一个忧郁的期间
很快 我真的又要开始自闭了

从何时 我们变成读书的机器
从何日 我们变成考试的傀儡

争夺排名 彰显天分
充其量只是考试的附属品
我不征求名利
也不卖弄天分
为何我却不能从这无聊的游戏中逃脱？

BirThDaY

yala yala
turn into 20 years old already
no more 10++ anymore
err... still meaningless for me..

WHY SHOULD WE CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY??
lolx.. i wonder.. 0.o
this question bother me.. hahaha!!!
i'm weirdo, really don't like to celebrate it..

my sister asking me few days did i celebrate my birthday or not~
sien dao~

what if i really remove my birthday date at facebook or friendster,
how many friends still will remember when is my birthday?
hehe.. i feel like want to try this at 2010 xD

anyway, still thanks for all those birthday wishes..
thanks cat, call me at 12am sang me a birthday song
thanks jc, xiu qi, shan, and snoopy grandpa for the early suprise haha..
thanks buddy for the movie..

funny birthday greeting message from ah yong.. lolx~ don't call me ying jie..
i just older than you 2 days only please xD

and ah lun, call me and we talk more than 30 minutes!!
some more i made him sing a birthday song for me hahaha~
and my cow mummy,
she asked me not to question so much and just need to say 'thank you' to her  0.o

haha.. Brains Buddies~
finally i get all the trophy on my birthday..
yea, its hard to get 2500 score without any mistake,
although my highest score is 4500++ now~

N.E.R.D

N.E.R.D, in my dictionary
a.k.a Never Ending Reading Day
=(

had been study for almost 1 week, but i still haven't done with one subject!!!
omg!! my progress super slow la!!!
how am i going to finish do all the revision???!!

aiks~
i'm still not motivated yet ='(

start from today, really need to turn into nerd mood
must try to complete my revision before i really k.o by this EOS
no retake no retake..
i must believe that i can do it!!!

MUET day

day after my birthday, i still need to go to SMK seafield take my MUET =(
early in the morning, need to reach there before 7.30am!!!
well, just like the speaking test, i didn't prepare at all..
0.o this is my very first time take this test..

slept at 2.30am that morning..
nearly overslept if grandpa no wake me up
phew~ luckily..
then before i left house, i open my pencil case to take my pens..
and well well, i FOUND my MUET regustration slip
which i been looking for it few days in my house
ZHA DAO~ haha....

taking a small piece of roti telur really not enough for me...
i felt super hungry after the first test but still have 2 papers are waiting for me..
really fishing during the reading test lea..
luckily i still can grab 30 minutes to take a short nap 0.o

last listening paper,
suppose to finish it in 30 minutes,
but, due to the technical problom, we took one and half hour to complete it!!
their system really "good" enough~
i had never face this kind of situation when taking my IELTS

uncomfortable chair and uncomfortable table
make me feel worst only.. sigh~
luckily i had done it..

after the test, i went to orange to take my brunch
once go back to my lovely home, immediately take my nap again~
err... from 3-8pm =(

and at the night, we went fusion haven to take our dinner
from sunway go to sri petaling~ lolx..
siao wan hahaha......
but i enjoy my dinner there =)
2 of us eat rm55.55 tonight.. kakax..

ok.. had enough rest for today, should become nerd now..

cacat slip

Arrrhhhhh!!!!
STUPID MUET REGISTRATION SLIP
can you just appear asap?!?!?!?!?! T.T
damn..

how am i going to sit for the exam without you???

yerr
want me call my mum let her shoot me huh?
DON'T WANT!!!

eee...
i should call her tomorrow..
guess that she won't scold me tomorrow gua?
0.o

i wonder,
is that 'penyataan pendaftaran calon persendirian'
same as the registration slip??

whatever,
if i can't find you,
i will MAKE one for myself!!

choi dak ngo jiok aaaaaa!!!
bluekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

生日? 谢谢 =）

隔了两年没庆祝生日 昨天我破例了
本来想就这样默默的滚回SUNWAY的窝
把FACEBOOK的生日月份改了
静静的度过我的生日
看来是破功了

想想其实我是个怪咖
我习惯也喜欢帮朋友庆生
但却不喜欢为自己庆生
也许是因为我的生日总恰巧是在假期期间吧
久而久之我没有了想庆生的习惯
最多也只是跟家人吃个饭而已
生日 的定义 对我 没差
就代表我几月几号出生 跟老一岁罢了

第一次朋友帮我庆生
那曾是一场惊喜 一份喜悦 一份感动
却也是一份遗憾 一份我难以言喻的落寞
回忆总是甜的 但事实却是不可磨灭的痛
我怕 朋友的定义 有时 太脆弱了

我其实不惨
我拥有的 已经很多了
庆生与否 只是一种形式
有朋友的祝福 已经足够了

昨天
谢谢你们
那又是另一次的喜悦与感动
我是个怪咖
不善于表达我的感受
只有透过文字
婉转记述我的悸动
希望你们见谅

真挚的友谊不需常挂嘴边
而是将这份友情放在心里
耐心呵护 细心收藏
暂且不理相识日子有多长
但相信它不会被岁月吞噬
反而 慢慢酝酿  成长

姑且不理是否耐到岁月尽头
至少我能确保这片刻的永恒

雨夜

寂静的夜晚被雨覆盖
雨滴犹如悦耳的交响乐般
为这宁静的夜带来另一番情景

从繁重的课业中腾出一刻安宁
来为这雨夜添上雨的诗篇
也抚慰片刻我的伤感

心情起伏着 思绪飘荡着
莫名的落寞 莫名的感怀
是否停留在 回不去那年

想走向前 却看不到縂点
要向后退 却回不到原点

只好进退两难的待着 
徘徊 游荡
在孤单的雨夜

起伏

十一月的天
雨季来的太突出

最喜欢的季节
最喜欢的阴天
我的心却仍在纠结

还逃离不了那阴影
还径自停格在那年
忘了该怎么大步走向前

明明学会放弃失眠
明明开始享受晴天
赫然发现只是自我欺骗

我本应该调节自我
我本应该催眠一切
到头来却选择自我伤害

最熟悉的旋律
最熟悉的画面
只可能在梦里出现

一切只是昙花一现
一切只是过眼云烟
我只好待回文字的世界

p/s：
别问我好不好，
我已不能分辨，
好与不好的差别~

FOOD!!

BOSTON
i found this restaurant just opposite sunway pyramid~
nice situation..
nice mushroom soup..
free wifi..
free mobile phone charging..
and the workers quite polite..
xD

One2Eat
and this two days,
grandpa and me visited this restaurant twice..
there were few new stall there~
and what had we try were super yummy 1~!!!
wakaka..
can i change back my study break location to sunway?
no need to worry about what am i going to have as brunch or dinner xD
and my sunway college!!
inside there got good food too~
why IMU and SYUC so big different one? ='(

MAMAK!!
i love this mamak very much
24 hours operate one..
it's a great place for me to settle my supper lolx~

arrhhh~
i think i better move back vista la~
if not i think 100% i will become sei fei po here 0.o

but but, sri petaling there~
got NEW LUCKY, FUSION, OUG curry mee~
err...
actually not very big different~
i think i still will eat a lot..
lolx..

PIG's day~

lolx..
officially today is the first day of my study break~
but but, what did i do?
errr..
i slept whole day~!!!
T.T
not my fault ok~
is because of this stupid weather la..........
HATE raining day during study break
raining day = sleeping day
how am i going to study huh??!!

actually, 31oct09, i just stay awake for 6 hours and 30 minutes only~
grandpa count it for me~
nah~
omg omg!!!
cannot continue like this already~
now i feel very guilty T.T

it's november now (3:56am 1st nov 09)
haha.. can make a wish already~
=)

First day stay at vista~

29.10.2009

my parent went back to sandakan
finally, i stay here alone..
err not to say being alone, i still have grandpa and brother here
but, just got a bit weird feeling..
think back, this time is the very first time my parent leaving me for 1 month,
no sister accompany me~
i get the FREEDOM that i wanted long time ago, but, i got unexplained feeling~
@@

that day, we study for maths~
yea, my BELOVED maths..
study untill 11pm, we went to li lin house celebrate jamie's birthday~ =)
at 2am 30.10.2009, we started to feel hungry again~ 0.o
wanted to order McD delivery, but we just found out that it's just available from 10am-10pm daily
T.T what a sad case~
luckily we still get clement!!!
haha.. he went back vista C and took those maggi cup come~
our supper, maggi instant noodle xD not bad wan~ ^^
during the break, we look back our orientation photo~
lots of nice memory has been recorded!!!
especially my coursemate photo~ wakaka..
*devil laugh* xD

done my last class test before study break
and get to know my result for math class test 1, human physio and POC result~
must be prepare for the EOS exam
haiz haiz haiz~ STRESS!!
and according to my mentor, ms kavitha, i should go temple more..
she asked me not to doubt for it, it works!! should i? lolx~