Sunday, June 20, 2010

给我家的geh bo KING~!!!!!

xD
今天是你的大日子哦!!!
父!亲!节!快!乐!

哈哈,难得我起了大早,看看时间还早
就拨了通电话给爸爸,祝他父亲节快乐^^
YY还是很乖一下的~ :p

但是HOR,老爸却说,他‘吓’到!!
我这么早起,今天肯定会下大雨
>.< 老爸,很可爱一下咯
亏你还骗我说有买很多东西给我啊
我听到的咯,老妈在一旁猛说“没有咯”
等下回来你就知道~!!xD

好吧,照惯例~

那瘦弱的身影
总在四处奔波着
牺牲睡眠的夜
仍辛勤的苦干着

却无一丝埋怨

许多人生道理
您叙述着
用无数的包容
来牵引着

没放弃过迷途的我们

一句谢谢
带不出什么
一句抱歉
能弥补什么

所以没说出口

但是,
有一份永久的保证
看得到感受得到
儿永远是您的老来依靠
而且赋予一世的
还有那份“爱”与“孝”

父亲的爱 像月亮 很温和 平淡却很实在

有一个他,
总溺爱着我;
总有许多无厘头的笑料;
总爱跟我耍嘴皮;
我没找他的时候会很小心眼的耍性;xD
会叫我“大小姐”!!

这个他,
有时酷酷的;
有时傻傻的;
有时会很小气的;
有时又超可爱的~

想跟你说:
我是你的“大小姐”,你是我的“SUPER DAD”  :)

有些思念与爱,不会说出口,
可并不代表着,你不曾拥有,
有些爱表达不出来,却能用实际兑现爱

Friday, June 18, 2010

try your best

R.E.M.E.M.B.E.R!!!
J.U.S.T     T.R.Y     Y.O.U.R     B.E.S.T!!!
W.E   C.A.N.T    D.O    M.O.R.E    T.H.A.N    O.U.R    B.E.S.T!!!

quite meaningful,
from my mentor~ just want to share it out~ :)

sandakan with friends~

first of all, thank you ah lun be my driver and tour guide~!!
haha... and of course my besties here..
thx yong, man man, cvs, cmc, kwk and also 2 new frens, alex and xiang gua~
i appreciate all those precious moments that i had spent with you guys!!
this time coming back, and with you guys,
i got the chance to visit those historical places in sandakan that i never been before..
what a good experience, we photo shooting around and had lotsa fun during the days~
hope you guys like the photos i took and edited for you :)

sandakan memorial park
a day spent with alex, xiang gua and ah lun
very first outing with friends since i back to sandakan
that day is kinda HOT and i donated a lot of blood to those mosquitoes at the park;
also.. i was busy escape from the guys who want to take my photos~
LOLS~!!
haha this is nice tooo..
this alien is floating in the air~ 0.o
like vry cool gam~ haha

for second outing,
i went rain forest with ah lun, chiam, fmm, cmc and cvs~
this outing was another HIKING as well
we keep walking around in the forest
too bad it's raining that day.. still have 2 stations we didn't managed to visit it~!!!
never mind, it does mean that we will have another chance to visit it AGAIN next time right?? ^^
p/s: ah yong, DELETE those photos you took~!! TQVM woh~

huhu~ cool rite~ hehehe.. i love this... with the color :)
nice one, bt i 4gt to remove the bottle and umbrella :( sorryyyyyyy
nah, guess wat.. i'm sure that 6 of us wont forget hw does this happened!!!!
the first photo alwaz be the nicest one.. haha..

last outing,
because it's weekdays and the plan was carried out quite sudden,
just ah lun, chiam, fmm and kwk able to join~
but still, we have lotsa fun.. :)

very first place we met was at SMJK TIONG HUA~
it changed?? hmm... cant really see the changes, cause i didn't got the time walk around..
first time come back sandakan but didn't find my lovely teachers~!!!
aww i quite miss Mrs Farah :$ 
got the english cert succesfully without bringing my IC~ ^^
hey... cannot blame me looo... that's not my habit.. :(
i always don't bring my IC along.. how to expect that i will remember to bring it..
just like i will always forget my keys some where.. xD

it's a day for.. hmm... praying?? hahaha
we went quite a lot of temples, church yesterday.. and of course sabah hotel as well.. :p
we attend a wedding ceremony at the st.michael church~!!
at first i thought of wont be karaoke session, but thanks to you guys for making it happen!!
according to ah lun, since yesterday will be my last outing, of course will go any places i wanted to go..

at 紫瑞阁

posing skill still need to be improving~ xD

seriously u and that 林建辉 do look alike in this photo haha
nah~ who cant see u arrr, tat person sure BLIND de~ xD
sandakan hotel swimming pool part :)

tea garden
tea garden~ nice place to have tea time with friends or family :)
hahahaha ah lun, u really need to salute me edi!!! i made u turn taller!!! :p

next, st.Michael church
haha.. personally thk tat this is nice~ a gd shot xD
da church.. nice rite??
haha wat an innocent smile... was testing the camera setting tat time :)
zzZ ah yong arrr... y u alwazzzzzzzz sooooo x sensitive to camera deeee????
hehe sorry tat i crop u out, yong. xD cz this photo is nice, who ask u keep moving 0.o
i knw i knw i do look like an idiot in this photo hahahaha.. bt somehow it's nice... bluekk
hehe my ss-ing skill superb nice lea~ all also been captured~!! huhu~ ^^
ganas tu kmf alwaz bully ppl ard~ hahahhaa.. nah this is the evidence~!!!
hahaha... love this toooooooo~

last, 普济寺

fuyoh~ the owl is cat walking xD hahhaa
i wonder why the blue shirt guy wan to isolate himself?? 0.o
yea yea.. gt back to the track~ haha nice~!!!!

i wonder since when my house become a part of the schedule???
(just because i quite 'smart' that forgot to put in the memory card to my camera =.=)
they wanted to come my house to pay a VISIT!!
oops which mean i should get some entrance fee from them and i forgot???
hahahahaa..... but it's real..
friends who come to my house really errr.... less than 10?? haha...

ah miss chicken arr,
my friends here superb nice, wont throw egg to me although i sang superb cha..
xD

yong and kwok, both of you quite gay lo while singing the song~ HAHAHA!!
tak boleh tahan~!! xp

manman je, remember how to come my house or not next time??? lols......
 grandview has 2 PARTS de

hmmm.. just wanna to say thanks to all of you
accompany me this 3 days, and bring so much fun to me
i heart you guys very much~!!!!
without you guys i think my holiday will be superb DEAD~
thanks for making it soooooooo meaningful!! ^^

sorry that i can't join for the kundasang and kk trip with you guys~
i promise, i will make it happen next time k???? wont ffg u guys anymore :(

Saturday, June 12, 2010

很白话地说

先声说明,我也可以很白话!! :P
尤其是我真的很不爽的时候!!!!!!

山打根的old town kopitiam
真的是我去过最最最最烂的一间
妈的,服务烂,环境糟到...

好心啦~
店才开几个月而已,就苍蝇满地飞
那些员工更是,连哪杯茶打哪杯都分不清楚
拜托你就去多花点时间学好先啦~
迟钝到苍蝇都有大把时间去停在吸管上,
而且还瞎了眼,就这样端给客人喝 @.@
(我挺怀疑,那个男的回去有没有拉肚子)

来收点单的那个,更厉害,就那样拿走那张单
懒得跟我们确认那订单
结果嘞,父母的食物全都上桌了我的去搞失踪
非得让我破口大骂了才死下死下去跟进
先到先order的反而还比后来到的上食物上得慢~
顶~~~~~~!!

最最最可恶的就是
她们应该是哑了,连一句道歉都不会说
今时今日这种服务态度
我真怀疑那间店,可以开多久???

笨死的老板,要做就好好做
不要搞得乱糟糟
连投诉箱都不敢放出来
我担保,有投诉箱的存在
一定每天都是爆箱的!!

p/s:这店,去一次都嫌浪费钱~
要想我再踏进第二次,难咯~!!!

最近

消失匿迹了一个星期
做了啥?跟懒散做朋友
再在家里追着谈情说案跟蒲松龄
0.O
不是假的,真的懒惰到~
有天晚上有硬吵着要跟父母下码头
结果嘞,挨了几个小时
我就先去梦周公了,歹势到~ :$
还好还看到只挺不错看的鱼!!

其实,我不只是贪玩,每次回来
我都会闹着要陪他们下码头,这是一种感受
对父母辛劳的感受~
是个很不错的体验 :)

最近,家里平静了许多
是该感到庆幸了~
只希望,这份安宁可以维系得更久些

最后,就是自己了
还剩最后一个星期
不该在那么的放纵自我了
是该好好的努力冲刺
一个星期后的自由
就会属于我了
这次,应该没问题吧~
YY很像没那么笨的吧~
自我安慰也好,有着自信也罢
尽力而为吧,至少还对得起双亲~!!

有些关系,最近,亦最远
有些思念,最远,亦最近

Friday, June 4, 2010

父亲的叹息

一则令人心痛的故事 《续》

父亲:“xx啊,我也开始感到很失败,拼死拼活,忍气吞声了大半辈子,将子女培养成才,结果却不配拥有儿子那最起码的慰问....难道我养育了二十余载,还不及个初识不久的外人??”

听到这,女孩的眼睛红了,泪珠开始打滚了~

男孩这天又迟归了,回到家里,马上冲凉,然后就呆回他的电脑桌前
父亲在等着.....等着这所谓的儿子开口有什么交代.....
一刻.....两刻......三刻......男孩始终还是莫不出声
父亲终于感到失望了,这次,彻底的,完全的....

过后,女孩跟父亲结伴出去寻食,
一路上,父亲不断长叹,一直自怨着...

女孩知道,父亲其实心痛极了,因为在不久前的刚才
女孩看着一个瘦小的身影,依坐在女孩房间的桌沿边,静静地看着窗外
等着,子欲归来..那刹那,女孩真的很不忿,为什么男孩可以如此狠心
女孩不懂此番情景发生了几次,父亲的倔强,总在别人面前表现顽强

父亲:“还好我还有一点本事,不然,老了都不知道会否被送到养老院!!”

女孩很想告诉父亲,这不可能发生,就算没了男孩,
还是会有两个女儿守在两老身旁!!
但女孩没有,只有静静地看着父亲憔悴的脸庞,父亲真的老了,皱纹多了许多..

其实,父亲说得对,他的责任本来已经完了,
再过个几年,就可以退休跟老伴环游四周,羡煞旁人,过个老来悠闲的晚生...可如今,却还要为着子女操心,是他咎由自取吗??

女孩想问男孩,懂不懂‘树欲静而风不止,子欲养而亲不待’这道理??
是谁孕育我们?是谁培养我们?是谁守着我们?

男孩,女孩想说:

也许,我们不知道你在想着什么;
也许,我们在言语上有不经意得罪的地方;
也许,我们因为分隔两地而少了联络;
也许,你总觉得被压抑着你的抱负;
也许,你享不到你想要的自由;

这种种的也许,也许都这是我们自顾自的假设,
你说我们不懂,奇怪,你可曾告诉过我们你的意愿??
不好意思,我们不是神,家里也没有人读过心理学
你总不能以为翘根手指头,我们就有着心电感应知道你要做啥
你不觉得,这太科幻??
是你自己放弃了,享受说‘不’的权利

没有人是完美的,我们都是凡人,谁都会有错的时候
而人兽之别,在于能善辩是非,知错能改..
难不成,你脑里的神经都阻塞了断了你思考的本性?

再且,“也许”你认为:

我们只懂嘴巴上的道理
我们在偏帮着父母而不顾及你的感受
我们在否定你为家里的付出

那我真的不懂,是不是我们长这么大,都只会些纸上谈兵的客套话?
而不懂得动脑筋去想,去思考?你觉不觉得你太低估了你的姐妹??

家,之称之为“家”,在与一家人
能怎么去维系,
能怎么一起去面对遇到的难关,
能怎么坦诚与对
能怎么学会“和”字的重要~

女孩以前觉得很庆幸,虽然有很多的争执,
但过了两三天,还是可以如常嬉闹,个个都懂得自家人没隔夜仇的道理
至少,这还...像个家的感觉

这篇文章,女孩从父亲的角度出发
男孩,别再说女孩偏帮谁了!!

你能看到我留在屏幕上的字,却看不到滴在键盘上的泪,眼泪的滋味好像苦水

没错,女孩泪流了,再也找不到借口去否定这不变的事实
男孩说他失望了,对这家在也爱不下了,他找不到立足之地

女孩想说:“最没有资格失望的是你,因为是你,让整家人失望的彻底,你怎么还有,说失望的权利??面子是人给的,而尊严,是自己在捍卫着,你宁愿抛弃尊严跟亲人撕破脸,又何必在那里控诉你的不平??”

这次,真的“也许”
你在外面,可以享受到以为你想要的一切
你可以自豪的炫耀你所拥有的一切
你可以高高在上的受到别人的推崇

请问,是谁栽培了,是谁教育了,才有现在的你,跟你的成就??
什么时候你脑里只能容纳别人的称赞??
真的认清了,所有的赞美都不是虚幻??

孝顺二字,不是只闷在心里而已,有时也需要些实际来
问自己,有多久了,
没有陪在父母身旁闲话家常?
没有在回家后对父母嘘寒问暖?
没有再陪父亲夜下码头?

也许,你答不出来吧?
因为,你也不记得,从什么时候,开始疏离~

父亲:“我一直在等,等你哥哥会去思考,知错能改”
妹妹:“我一直在等,等我哥哥会去明白,勒马回头”

p/s:我们不是在否定及干涉,正常的社交,我们赞成,但却不是到如此地步,为了外人,而弄得家无宁日,不值,太不值;也许我们还在痴痴的等,那是因为,我们是一家人

家,永远是最后的依靠,你知不知道~