对不起

对不起

我真的很没用

就连承认失败的勇气都没有

不想你失望

却把自己逼到更加无望

这条路

越来越走

怎么就找不到靠岸

我知道

这是我这辈子

送你们最糟糕的礼物

还让你为我担忧

我的无能

对不起

是我没用

久违了

最近
很想把部落格冷落了0.o
等把手上这两份REPORTS做完了
一定要来更新
这几个星期的点滴！！！

给我家的geh bo KING~!!!!!

xD
今天是你的大日子哦！！！
父！亲！节！快！乐！

哈哈，难得我起了大早，看看时间还早
就拨了通电话给爸爸，祝他父亲节快乐^^
YY还是很乖一下的~　:p

但是HOR，老爸却说，他‘吓’到！！
我这么早起，今天肯定会下大雨
>.< 老爸，很可爱一下咯
亏你还骗我说有买很多东西给我啊
我听到的咯，老妈在一旁猛说“没有咯”
等下回来你就知道~！！xD

好吧，照惯例~

那瘦弱的身影
总在四处奔波着
牺牲睡眠的夜
仍辛勤的苦干着

却无一丝埋怨

许多人生道理
您叙述着
用无数的包容
来牵引着

没放弃过迷途的我们

一句谢谢
带不出什么
一句抱歉
能弥补什么

所以没说出口

但是，
有一份永久的保证
看得到感受得到
儿永远是您的老来依靠
而且赋予一世的
还有那份“爱”与“孝”

父亲的爱 像月亮 很温和 平淡却很实在

有一个他，
总溺爱着我；
总有许多无厘头的笑料；
总爱跟我耍嘴皮；
我没找他的时候会很小心眼的耍性；xD
会叫我“大小姐”！！

这个他，
有时酷酷的；
有时傻傻的；
有时会很小气的；
有时又超可爱的~

想跟你说：
我是你的“大小姐”，你是我的“SUPER DAD”  :)

有些思念与爱，不会说出口，
可并不代表着，你不曾拥有，
有些爱表达不出来，却能用实际兑现爱

try your best

R.E.M.E.M.B.E.R!!!
J.U.S.T     T.R.Y     Y.O.U.R     B.E.S.T!!!
W.E   C.A.N.T    D.O    M.O.R.E    T.H.A.N    O.U.R    B.E.S.T!!!

quite meaningful,
from my mentor~ just want to share it out~ :)

sandakan with friends~

first of all, thank you ah lun be my driver and tour guide~!!
haha... and of course my besties here..
thx yong, man man, cvs, cmc, kwk and also 2 new frens, alex and xiang gua~
i appreciate all those precious moments that i had spent with you guys!!
this time coming back, and with you guys,
i got the chance to visit those historical places in sandakan that i never been before..
what a good experience, we photo shooting around and had lotsa fun during the days~
hope you guys like the photos i took and edited for you :)

sandakan memorial park
a day spent with alex, xiang gua and ah lun
very first outing with friends since i back to sandakan
that day is kinda HOT and i donated a lot of blood to those mosquitoes at the park;
also.. i was busy escape from the guys who want to take my photos~
LOLS~!!

haha this is nice tooo..

this alien is floating in the air~ 0.o

like vry cool gam~ haha

for second outing,
i went rain forest with ah lun, chiam, fmm, cmc and cvs~
this outing was another HIKING as well
we keep walking around in the forest
too bad it's raining that day.. still have 2 stations we didn't managed to visit it~!!!
never mind, it does mean that we will have another chance to visit it AGAIN next time right?? ^^
p/s: ah yong, DELETE those photos you took~!! TQVM woh~

huhu~ cool rite~ hehehe.. i love this... with the color :)

nice one, bt i 4gt to remove the bottle and umbrella :( sorryyyyyyy

nah, guess wat.. i'm sure that 6 of us wont forget hw does this happened!!!!

the first photo alwaz be the nicest one.. haha..

last outing,
because it's weekdays and the plan was carried out quite sudden,
just ah lun, chiam, fmm and kwk able to join~
but still, we have lotsa fun.. :)

very first place we met was at SMJK TIONG HUA~
it changed?? hmm... cant really see the changes, cause i didn't got the time walk around..
first time come back sandakan but didn't find my lovely teachers~!!!
aww i quite miss Mrs Farah :$ 
got the english cert succesfully without bringing my IC~ ^^
hey... cannot blame me looo... that's not my habit.. :(
i always don't bring my IC along.. how to expect that i will remember to bring it..
just like i will always forget my keys some where.. xD

it's a day for.. hmm... praying?? hahaha
we went quite a lot of temples, church yesterday.. and of course sabah hotel as well.. :p
we attend a wedding ceremony at the st.michael church~!!
at first i thought of wont be karaoke session, but thanks to you guys for making it happen!!
according to ah lun, since yesterday will be my last outing, of course will go any places i wanted to go..

at 紫瑞阁

posing skill still need to be improving~ xD

seriously u and that 林建辉 do look alike in this photo haha

nah~ who cant see u arrr, tat person sure BLIND de~ xD

sandakan hotel swimming pool part :)

tea garden

tea garden~ nice place to have tea time with friends or family :)

hahahaha ah lun, u really need to salute me edi!!! i made u turn taller!!! :p

next, st.Michael church

haha.. personally thk tat this is nice~ a gd shot xD

da church.. nice rite??

haha wat an innocent smile... was testing the camera setting tat time :)

zzZ ah yong arrr... y u alwazzzzzzzz sooooo x sensitive to camera deeee????

hehe sorry tat i crop u out, yong. xD cz this photo is nice, who ask u keep moving 0.o

i knw i knw i do look like an idiot in this photo hahahaha.. bt somehow it's nice... bluekk

hehe my ss-ing skill superb nice lea~ all also been captured~!! huhu~ ^^

ganas tu kmf alwaz bully ppl ard~ hahahhaa.. nah this is the evidence~!!!

hahaha... love this toooooooo~

last, 普济寺

fuyoh~ the owl is cat walking xD hahhaa

i wonder why the blue shirt guy wan to isolate himself?? 0.o

yea yea.. gt back to the track~ haha nice~!!!!

i wonder since when my house become a part of the schedule???
(just because i quite 'smart' that forgot to put in the memory card to my camera =.=)
they wanted to come my house to pay a VISIT!!
oops which mean i should get some entrance fee from them and i forgot???
hahahahaa..... but it's real..
friends who come to my house really errr.... less than 10?? haha...

ah miss chicken arr,
my friends here superb nice, wont throw egg to me although i sang superb cha..
xD

yong and kwok, both of you quite gay lo while singing the song~ HAHAHA!!
tak boleh tahan~!! xp

manman je, remember how to come my house or not next time??? lols......
 grandview has 2 PARTS de

hmmm.. just wanna to say thanks to all of you
accompany me this 3 days, and bring so much fun to me
i heart you guys very much~!!!!
without you guys i think my holiday will be superb DEAD~
thanks for making it soooooooo meaningful!! ^^

sorry that i can't join for the kundasang and kk trip with you guys~
i promise, i will make it happen next time k???? wont ffg u guys anymore :(

很白话地说

先声说明，我也可以很白话！！ :P
尤其是我真的很不爽的时候！！！！！！

山打根的old town kopitiam
真的是我去过最最最最烂的一间
妈的，服务烂，环境糟到...

好心啦~
店才开几个月而已，就苍蝇满地飞
那些员工更是，连哪杯茶打哪杯都分不清楚
拜托你就去多花点时间学好先啦~
迟钝到苍蝇都有大把时间去停在吸管上，
而且还瞎了眼，就这样端给客人喝 @.@
（我挺怀疑，那个男的回去有没有拉肚子）

来收点单的那个，更厉害，就那样拿走那张单
懒得跟我们确认那订单
结果嘞，父母的食物全都上桌了我的去搞失踪
非得让我破口大骂了才死下死下去跟进
先到先order的反而还比后来到的上食物上得慢~
顶~~~~~~！！

最最最可恶的就是
她们应该是哑了，连一句道歉都不会说
今时今日这种服务态度
我真怀疑那间店，可以开多久？？？

笨死的老板，要做就好好做
不要搞得乱糟糟
连投诉箱都不敢放出来
我担保，有投诉箱的存在
一定每天都是爆箱的！！

p/s：这店，去一次都嫌浪费钱~
要想我再踏进第二次，难咯~！！！

最近

消失匿迹了一个星期
做了啥？跟懒散做朋友
再在家里追着谈情说案跟蒲松龄
0.O
不是假的，真的懒惰到~
有天晚上有硬吵着要跟父母下码头
结果嘞，挨了几个小时
我就先去梦周公了，歹势到~ :$
还好还看到只挺不错看的鱼！！

其实，我不只是贪玩，每次回来
我都会闹着要陪他们下码头，这是一种感受
对父母辛劳的感受~
是个很不错的体验 :)

最近，家里平静了许多
是该感到庆幸了~
只希望，这份安宁可以维系得更久些

最后，就是自己了
还剩最后一个星期
不该在那么的放纵自我了
是该好好的努力冲刺
一个星期后的自由
就会属于我了
这次，应该没问题吧~
YY很像没那么笨的吧~
自我安慰也好，有着自信也罢
尽力而为吧，至少还对得起双亲~！！

有些关系，最近，亦最远
有些思念，最远，亦最近