歪歪's WorLd

i'm back!!

2011-08-09T08:45:00.000+08:00

it's been a LONG LONG time i abandon this blog!!
:D
for no reason, i quit it..
and now i regret..
some memories should keep daily..
especially those moments i spent with YOU..
<3
and now, i'm back!!
i should mark down some memories of us
before we totally apart..
tho i don't wish that day approach us..
tho i know i can't do anything to stop it..

*peace out*
stay tune~ :)

CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE 2011

2011-02-04T02:11:00.000+08:00

woke superb early this morning and went pasar with my family
it's been a long time i never woke at 6am!!
hahaha. but it's a nice experience!!
like usual. i made a lot of stupid yet funny things~
(pointing at the curry lead and said it's my favorite vegetable, cause they look alike a bit)
omg damn embarrassing!! haha i hide behind my aunt!!

dad bump into damn a lot of his friends, ex-colleague and so~
according to him, this is also a good timing to meet up with those who lost contact for long.
okay. for you, not for me, haha i hardly recognize people!! *especially my primary school-mates*

after that, we went for breakfast and going back!!
omg omg i had seen my NEPHEW today!! he is just so cute!! ADORABLE!!
but it's still feel old to know that i become 表姨 again ><"

and now, it's turn for young generations traditional!!
$$ ------- G.A.M.B.L.I.N.G -------- $$
well, this year i dint really play much haha!
money HARD TO EARN arrrr!!!

:D

around dinner time, 3 aunties-in-law were helping out,
and i was using my lappie at the dining table.
this 3 funny mature yet childish ladies damn funny
i had lotsa fun with them!! :))

and me, haha, busy taking the photos for the delicious food.

after dinner, i went for a 3 hours 'NAP' haha!
and once i open my eyes, im quite busy around
to collect my ANGPAU~!! H.U.A.T aaaa!! hahaha.
that's the main reason i like CNY most among all the festivals!!
nah!! i'm just kidding, of course spend time with relatives, and families is the main!!

around 11.30pm, it's time to play fireworks, all of us gather together and countdown for CNY!!
wheeee such a nice time, and we greet each other once past 12am!
the earliest wishes for ourselves.

GONG XI FA CAI everyone~!! :)
have a blessful bunny year
and do enjoy every single moments of our life.
tears or joy, live life!! <3 <3

2011 first sweet holiday!!

2011-01-31T09:02:00.000+08:00

It’s been a lovely weekend that I need not to wake up early in the morning by my continuously ringing alarms, rushing reports, ready for class or practical. How nice it is!! Time pass really fast, it was like starting class yesterday and now it’s chinese new year break!! Which mean that I had been having my class for one month already!! Omg omg omg!!

‘baby are you down down down down down~ down~ down~” heard about this song in my lovely dream and finally, I open my eye, well, not for other reason, because I knew that that’s the call from my beloved mum.

Finally woke and texted my cousin, the miss doi doi, which ffk me since early morning and lastly she brought me a disappointed news which there might be no outing today since her bf was busy. So, I decided to bring her out instead of waiting for her. :P (another main reason is I want to drive!!) and, I bring my DOMOKUN out today!! Hehe.

Roughly knew the address of her bf house, and depends on the old gold memory that in my poor brain, I went to pick her. Seriously, nearly bang a car when on the way, not my fault! That stupid driver was day dreaming. ==”

We went to Win Soon at Kuchai lama to have our brunch, the fish head mi hun, it is nice. Then, I brought my cousin went snowflakes since she haven’t been there before. Aww, my taro balls, it taste so nice!!

haha she is boring a bit while waiting for the dessert

me likey

she is wondering the use of the UFO :P

the taro balls!

yum yum

After that, out of random, we went sunway pyramid shopping. Been attracted by the tees at Brand’s Outlet and we stuck inside that shop for an hour and busy trying the shirts in the fitting room, of course not to forget to cam whore ^^ which Is a MUST. And we bought a lot.

i bought this set. and i m fat. :(

she bought both. i only bought one of it.

so CNY feels~

me and evelyn took a photo with the rabbit chai sheng

and this is the sweet it gave us!

Then, we went gasoline to take a drink and having some snacks.

she asked me put this as profile pic

my onion rings

her fries

before we left pyramid.

So now, it is dinner time around 9, I’m not kidding, we can really eat a lot. Hahaha. Drove from sunway all the way back to sri petaling, luckily there was no jam. Thanks to chinese new year break, everyone is back to hometown. Haha. At first we want to go to the Korean bbq restaurant for bbq buffet but it’s a bit late for us when we reached there. So we change to have our dinner at Fusion and met cousin’s bf. Well, luckily they still satisfied with what I recommended. Phew~

with my baby DOMO

like finally, he willing to take a photo!

ini orang ganas :D

my spicy chicken

oops domo you good boy stay there!!

doi doi's millan chicken

ko's meal

At night, I get to know the bad news that currently happening at my second hometown, Sandakan, there is food over there now which bring severe damages. Wonder how’s my friends, teachers and relatives stay over there. Hope the rain can stop soon and they can have a blessed CNY. *praying*

游子归家咯～

2011-01-31T01:52:00.000+08:00

今天七早八早就被吓醒，
不是盖的，我真的从床上跳起来！
因为手表上的时间已经是8点了！！
而我只剩下十五分钟来packing ><"
我还真是敢敢不收拾啊这次～T,T
都是某人咯，说我可以不用packing..

结果我整个行李箱里的行李都是用丢的
不到十五分钟就搞定～ :P
然后就去吃在点啦，在KUCHAI LAMA
还不赖的说，只不过那粥差了一点点

今天三生有幸在机上遇到一位很不错看的空姐
就差在没跟她拍个照留念 :(

微雨又侵袭我的故土
老实说有点小担心
因为看了太多巴士意外的新闻吧～
怕怕～:P

过了今天，我才知道～
世界上最惨的不是花整天的时间赶回家乡，
而是载舟车劳顿的时候突然人有小急；
最悲惨的莫过于在尽力憋尿的同时清醒，
而巴士司机把巴士当马来骑路途颠簸，
再来我妈闲来没事做特地播电来‘关心’我一下～
T.T 晕～

好不容易千里迢迢到了诗巫，
就去表姐妹们介绍的西餐厅用晚膳
enjoy cafe 的东西还不错～
吃白就去了外婆家
我家小肥最近减肥成功咯
不过少了颗门牙，现在笑起来跟可爱了哈哈！
明天再上她的照片～

搬新家咯～
家里空空如也
今晚打地铺
明天有床铺了！
我选的房间还没装冷气～ T,T

新年新年快点来！！ ^^

p/s：雨快停吧，我不想新年水灾哦！
住在山打根的朋友们，照顾好自己哦～

杯葛

2010-09-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

有一种感觉正在蔓延着
像闯进死胡同的孤独
无助地四处张望着
寻觅当初的悸动

是什么原因爱上
是什么让人牵挂
什么时候这都变成没什么

不想再盲目的揣测
那缥缈的爱
是否真的存在
因为幻想总让人感到挫败

你带我抽离
却无声入侵
待到最后只剩下拉扯

忽冷忽热是你的专属
若近若远我总在追逐
结果只能安慰自己是眼睛进沙而不是泪流

放手看似简单
稍微松手就可让爱自由
狗屁在胡扯谁却在那头随波逐流

撑到最后
那不舍的杯葛
却变成最实际的割舍
把心封闭封锁所谓的爱得自由

无题

2010-09-04T10:00:00.000+08:00

浮生如梦梦醒梦灭充其南柯一梦
傲然醒觉觉悟觉悔甚且后知后觉

对不起

2010-09-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

对不起

我真的很没用

就连承认失败的勇气都没有

不想你失望

却把自己逼到更加无望

这条路

越来越走

怎么就找不到靠岸

我知道

这是我这辈子

送你们最糟糕的礼物

还让你为我担忧

我的无能

对不起

是我没用

久违了

2010-07-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

最近
很想把部落格冷落了0.o
等把手上这两份REPORTS做完了
一定要来更新
这几个星期的点滴！！！

给我家的geh bo KING~!!!!!

2010-06-20T07:42:00.000+08:00

xD
今天是你的大日子哦！！！
父！亲！节！快！乐！

哈哈，难得我起了大早，看看时间还早
就拨了通电话给爸爸，祝他父亲节快乐^^
YY还是很乖一下的~　:p

但是HOR，老爸却说，他‘吓’到！！
我这么早起，今天肯定会下大雨
>.< 老爸，很可爱一下咯
亏你还骗我说有买很多东西给我啊
我听到的咯，老妈在一旁猛说“没有咯”
等下回来你就知道~！！xD

好吧，照惯例~

那瘦弱的身影
总在四处奔波着
牺牲睡眠的夜
仍辛勤的苦干着

却无一丝埋怨

许多人生道理
您叙述着
用无数的包容
来牵引着

没放弃过迷途的我们

一句谢谢
带不出什么
一句抱歉
能弥补什么

所以没说出口

但是，
有一份永久的保证
看得到感受得到
儿永远是您的老来依靠
而且赋予一世的
还有那份“爱”与“孝”

父亲的爱像月亮很温和平淡却很实在

有一个他，
总溺爱着我；
总有许多无厘头的笑料；
总爱跟我耍嘴皮；
我没找他的时候会很小心眼的耍性；xD
会叫我“大小姐”！！

这个他，
有时酷酷的；
有时傻傻的；
有时会很小气的；
有时又超可爱的~

想跟你说：
我是你的“大小姐”，你是我的“SUPER DAD” :)

有些思念与爱，不会说出口，
可并不代表着，你不曾拥有，
有些爱表达不出来，却能用实际兑现爱

try your best

2010-06-18T10:57:00.001+08:00

R.E.M.E.M.B.E.R!!!
J.U.S.T T.R.Y Y.O.U.R B.E.S.T!!!
W.E C.A.N.T D.O M.O.R.E T.H.A.N O.U.R B.E.S.T!!!

quite meaningful,
from my mentor~ just want to share it out~ :)

sandakan with friends~

2010-06-18T10:54:00.001+08:00

first of all, thank you ah lun be my driver and tour guide~!!
haha... and of course my besties here..
thx yong, man man, cvs, cmc, kwk and also 2 new frens, alex and xiang gua~
i appreciate all those precious moments that i had spent with you guys!!
this time coming back, and with you guys,
i got the chance to visit those historical places in sandakan that i never been before..
what a good experience, we photo shooting around and had lotsa fun during the days~
hope you guys like the photos i took and edited for you :)

sandakan memorial park
a day spent with alex, xiang gua and ah lun
very first outing with friends since i back to sandakan
that day is kinda HOT and i donated a lot of blood to those mosquitoes at the park;
also.. i was busy escape from the guys who want to take my photos~
LOLS~!!

haha this is nice tooo..

this alien is floating in the air~ 0.o

like vry cool gam~ haha

for second outing,
i went rain forest with ah lun, chiam, fmm, cmc and cvs~
this outing was another HIKING as well
we keep walking around in the forest
too bad it's raining that day.. still have 2 stations we didn't managed to visit it~!!!
never mind, it does mean that we will have another chance to visit it AGAIN next time right?? ^^
p/s: ah yong, DELETE those photos you took~!! TQVM woh~

huhu~ cool rite~ hehehe.. i love this... with the color :)

nice one, bt i 4gt to remove the bottle and umbrella :( sorryyyyyyy

nah, guess wat.. i'm sure that 6 of us wont forget hw does this happened!!!!

the first photo alwaz be the nicest one.. haha..

last outing,
because it's weekdays and the plan was carried out quite sudden,
just ah lun, chiam, fmm and kwk able to join~
but still, we have lotsa fun.. :)

very first place we met was at SMJK TIONG HUA~
it changed?? hmm... cant really see the changes, cause i didn't got the time walk around..
first time come back sandakan but didn't find my lovely teachers~!!!
aww i quite miss Mrs Farah :$
got the english cert succesfully without bringing my IC~ ^^
hey... cannot blame me looo... that's not my habit.. :(
i always don't bring my IC along.. how to expect that i will remember to bring it..
just like i will always forget my keys some where.. xD

it's a day for.. hmm... praying?? hahaha
we went quite a lot of temples, church yesterday.. and of course sabah hotel as well.. :p
we attend a wedding ceremony at the st.michael church~!!
at first i thought of wont be karaoke session, but thanks to you guys for making it happen!!
according to ah lun, since yesterday will be my last outing, of course will go any places i wanted to go..

at 紫瑞阁

posing skill still need to be improving~ xD

seriously u and that 林建辉 do look alike in this photo haha

nah~ who cant see u arrr, tat person sure BLIND de~ xD

sandakan hotel swimming pool part :)

tea garden

tea garden~ nice place to have tea time with friends or family :)

hahahaha ah lun, u really need to salute me edi!!! i made u turn taller!!! :p

next, st.Michael church

haha.. personally thk tat this is nice~ a gd shot xD

da church.. nice rite??

haha wat an innocent smile... was testing the camera setting tat time :)

zzZ ah yong arrr... y u alwazzzzzzzz sooooo x sensitive to camera deeee????

hehe sorry tat i crop u out, yong. xD cz this photo is nice, who ask u keep moving 0.o

i knw i knw i do look like an idiot in this photo hahahaha.. bt somehow it's nice... bluekk

hehe my ss-ing skill superb nice lea~ all also been captured~!! huhu~ ^^

ganas tu kmf alwaz bully ppl ard~ hahahhaa.. nah this is the evidence~!!!

hahaha... love this toooooooo~

last, 普济寺

fuyoh~ the owl is cat walking xD hahhaa

i wonder why the blue shirt guy wan to isolate himself?? 0.o

yea yea.. gt back to the track~ haha nice~!!!!

i wonder since when my house become a part of the schedule???
(just because i quite 'smart' that forgot to put in the memory card to my camera =.=)
they wanted to come my house to pay a VISIT!!
oops which mean i should get some entrance fee from them and i forgot???
hahahahaa..... but it's real..
friends who come to my house really errr.... less than 10?? haha...

ah miss chicken arr,
my friends here superb nice, wont throw egg to me although i sang superb cha..
xD

yong and kwok, both of you quite gay lo while singing the song~ HAHAHA!!
tak boleh tahan~!! xp

manman je, remember how to come my house or not next time??? lols......
grandview has 2 PARTS de

hmmm.. just wanna to say thanks to all of you
accompany me this 3 days, and bring so much fun to me
i heart you guys very much~!!!!
without you guys i think my holiday will be superb DEAD~
thanks for making it soooooooo meaningful!! ^^

sorry that i can't join for the kundasang and kk trip with you guys~
i promise, i will make it happen next time k???? wont ffg u guys anymore :(

很白话地说

2010-06-12T15:00:00.001+08:00

先声说明，我也可以很白话！！ :P
尤其是我真的很不爽的时候！！！！！！

山打根的old town kopitiam
真的是我去过最最最最烂的一间
妈的，服务烂，环境糟到...

好心啦~
店才开几个月而已，就苍蝇满地飞
那些员工更是，连哪杯茶打哪杯都分不清楚
拜托你就去多花点时间学好先啦~
迟钝到苍蝇都有大把时间去停在吸管上，
而且还瞎了眼，就这样端给客人喝 @.@
（我挺怀疑，那个男的回去有没有拉肚子）

来收点单的那个，更厉害，就那样拿走那张单
懒得跟我们确认那订单
结果嘞，父母的食物全都上桌了我的去搞失踪
非得让我破口大骂了才死下死下去跟进
先到先order的反而还比后来到的上食物上得慢~
顶~~~~~~！！

最最最可恶的就是
她们应该是哑了，连一句道歉都不会说
今时今日这种服务态度
我真怀疑那间店，可以开多久？？？

笨死的老板，要做就好好做
不要搞得乱糟糟
连投诉箱都不敢放出来
我担保，有投诉箱的存在
一定每天都是爆箱的！！

p/s：这店，去一次都嫌浪费钱~
要想我再踏进第二次，难咯~！！！

父亲的叹息

2010-06-04T22:40:00.005+08:00

一则令人心痛的故事《续》

父亲：“xx啊，我也开始感到很失败，拼死拼活，忍气吞声了大半辈子，将子女培养成才，结果却不配拥有儿子那最起码的慰问....难道我养育了二十余载，还不及个初识不久的外人？？”

听到这，女孩的眼睛红了，泪珠开始打滚了~

男孩这天又迟归了，回到家里，马上冲凉，然后就呆回他的电脑桌前
父亲在等着.....等着这所谓的儿子开口有什么交代.....
一刻.....两刻......三刻......男孩始终还是莫不出声
父亲终于感到失望了，这次，彻底的，完全的....

过后，女孩跟父亲结伴出去寻食，
一路上，父亲不断长叹，一直自怨着...

女孩知道，父亲其实心痛极了，因为在不久前的刚才
女孩看着一个瘦小的身影，依坐在女孩房间的桌沿边，静静地看着窗外
等着，子欲归来..那刹那，女孩真的很不忿，为什么男孩可以如此狠心
女孩不懂此番情景发生了几次，父亲的倔强，总在别人面前表现顽强

父亲：“还好我还有一点本事，不然，老了都不知道会否被送到养老院！！”

女孩很想告诉父亲，这不可能发生，就算没了男孩，
还是会有两个女儿守在两老身旁！！
但女孩没有，只有静静地看着父亲憔悴的脸庞，父亲真的老了，皱纹多了许多..

其实，父亲说得对，他的责任本来已经完了，
再过个几年，就可以退休跟老伴环游四周，羡煞旁人，过个老来悠闲的晚生...可如今，却还要为着子女操心，是他咎由自取吗？？

女孩想问男孩，懂不懂‘树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不待’这道理？？
是谁孕育我们？是谁培养我们？是谁守着我们？

男孩，女孩想说：

也许，我们不知道你在想着什么；
也许，我们在言语上有不经意得罪的地方；
也许，我们因为分隔两地而少了联络；
也许，你总觉得被压抑着你的抱负；
也许，你享不到你想要的自由；

这种种的也许，也许都这是我们自顾自的假设，
你说我们不懂，奇怪，你可曾告诉过我们你的意愿？？
不好意思，我们不是神，家里也没有人读过心理学
你总不能以为翘根手指头，我们就有着心电感应知道你要做啥
你不觉得，这太科幻？？
是你自己放弃了，享受说‘不’的权利

没有人是完美的，我们都是凡人，谁都会有错的时候
而人兽之别，在于能善辩是非，知错能改..
难不成，你脑里的神经都阻塞了断了你思考的本性？

再且，“也许”你认为：

我们只懂嘴巴上的道理
我们在偏帮着父母而不顾及你的感受
我们在否定你为家里的付出

那我真的不懂，是不是我们长这么大，都只会些纸上谈兵的客套话？
而不懂得动脑筋去想，去思考？你觉不觉得你太低估了你的姐妹？？

家，之称之为“家”，在与一家人
能怎么去维系，
能怎么一起去面对遇到的难关，
能怎么坦诚与对
能怎么学会“和”字的重要~

女孩以前觉得很庆幸，虽然有很多的争执，
但过了两三天，还是可以如常嬉闹，个个都懂得自家人没隔夜仇的道理
至少，这还...像个家的感觉

这篇文章，女孩从父亲的角度出发
男孩，别再说女孩偏帮谁了！！

你能看到我留在屏幕上的字，却看不到滴在键盘上的泪，眼泪的滋味好像苦水

没错，女孩泪流了，再也找不到借口去否定这不变的事实
男孩说他失望了，对这家在也爱不下了，他找不到立足之地

女孩想说：“最没有资格失望的是你，因为是你，让整家人失望的彻底，你怎么还有，说失望的权利？？面子是人给的，而尊严，是自己在捍卫着，你宁愿抛弃尊严跟亲人撕破脸，又何必在那里控诉你的不平？？”

这次，真的“也许”
你在外面，可以享受到以为你想要的一切
你可以自豪的炫耀你所拥有的一切
你可以高高在上的受到别人的推崇

请问，是谁栽培了，是谁教育了，才有现在的你，跟你的成就？？
什么时候你脑里只能容纳别人的称赞？？
真的认清了，所有的赞美都不是虚幻？？

孝顺二字，不是只闷在心里而已，有时也需要些实际来
问自己，有多久了，
没有陪在父母身旁闲话家常？
没有在回家后对父母嘘寒问暖？
没有再陪父亲夜下码头？

也许，你答不出来吧？
因为，你也不记得，从什么时候，开始疏离~

父亲：“我一直在等，等你哥哥会去思考，知错能改”
妹妹：“我一直在等，等我哥哥会去明白，勒马回头”

p/s：我们不是在否定及干涉，正常的社交，我们赞成，但却不是到如此地步，为了外人，而弄得家无宁日，不值，太不值；也许我们还在痴痴的等，那是因为，我们是一家人

家，永远是最后的依靠，你知不知道~

母亲的眼泪

2010-05-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

《一则让人痛心的故事》
这则故事该怎么说起？？

话说，之前有个男孩，
顾家，孝顺，从来都是别人眼中的乖小孩
长辈疼，父母爱，与姐妹都相处得和乐融融
做什么都是以父母为先，以家人为重

现在，为了什么，他变了
变得一塌糊涂，
以无数的谎言覆盖更多的欺骗
开始对父母不耐烦
开始对父母不谅解
总以阵阵嘶吼回应父母的提问
你告诉我，是为了什么？？

真的很心酸

你知不知道
一个女人晚上视力不佳
还要开着车，流着泪，
一边祈求神明，一边注意四周的车辆
在街上盲目的转
为的是什么你懂不懂？？

男孩的父亲
身体早就亮了红灯
本来经过休息已经好转
现在，却要为了男孩日夜操心
他以为的老来依靠，怎么变了样？
以前，男孩还会想着帮父母分担
而现在呢？
懒惰，累，已经成为家常便饭的借口

真的，很心疼，很心痛
男孩的妹妹，
真的真的很不想接受者事实
很希望有人来告诉她
一切只是推测出了差错
然而，当亲自面对的时候，轮不到她说不
真的，他的哥哥变了，
眼前的“哥哥”
只是空有一副貌似哥哥的躯壳
而原本哥哥的灵魂，不知道被勾到哪里了
这妹妹很想求求眼前的陌生人
麻烦他行行好，帮个忙，
把她的哥哥带回来好不好

也许，是我们偶尔忽略了你的感受
也许，是我们以为给予的就是你所要的
也许，拼死拼活为你的未来铺路，是父母的一厢情愿
也许，是我们给不了你所谓的“话题”

但是
请你问问自己
以前的你，曾经许诺过什么？
你说过，不会让母亲伤心，会扛起这个你所谓的“家”

现在呢？你做到了吗？
你做了什么？

让母亲以泪洗面
让父亲老是叹气
让姐妹为之担心

这是你的回报我们的关心

真的，向你敬敬礼说声谢谢，我们真的不需要这种回报

你知不知道，那是何其心痛
当你的母亲对你说：
“我真的很失败，我的儿子竟然跟我说，他跟我没有话题，
我有什么颜面，收下那张不堪的母亲节卡”

我真的无言，除了失败，还是失败
我真的希望，女孩的哥哥，在这家还没散之前，赶快回来

算我求求你好吗？？
你扪心自问，为了你所谓的“知己”，
而众叛亲离，值得吗？？

SaNdAkaN

2010-05-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

sandakan, the natural city
a place i been staying for 5 years
never thought that it can be that nice till this time i came back
wonder why i never realise another side of this city

last night reaching around 9pm..
3 hours flight, really exhausting..
and kinda full because of the pre-booking nasi lemak meal

at departure hall,
i saw mummy and grandma waiting outside..
daddy was there also, and brother also came!!
wow.. daddy said everyone came to welcome the celebrity last night haha!!

we went to the pasar malam for supper, and the ah moi said i look ROUND!!
gosh!! T.T make me not dare to eat many already.. :(

and today, grandpa ask all of us for dinner..
a small family meeting??
get to meet my relatives.. not bad also la..
wonder that are they change a lot..
or because i'm not here that often already??
kinda out of their world~ haaha...

anyway, enjoy the gathering with them..
and i should spend more time with my parent :)

p/s: sandakan's sky is amazing!!
super blue and cloudy.. and and, the sunset view~ omg!!!
saw a long and super beautiful rainbow just now..
must remember to bring my camera along next time!! :)

and, not forget to study :( sigh!!

n3w hAiR CuT

2010-05-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

T,T
SUPER ugly!!
going to antisocial for 3 weeks!!!!

took some photos..
BUT
wont upload it for sure!!!
not even one!!
sienz~

nice start of my revision holiday :(

失落

2010-05-27T17:18:00.000+08:00

世事往往就是这般无奈
以为难过关的，反而过了
没考虑过会死当的，
偏偏给我炸个五雷轰顶

别问我为什么，
这次，真的“不晓得”

怪罪？
是早上听到的失落沙洲？
还是无意脱口而出的话？
或是那过了头的自信心？

不！！

一切的一切
只能怪自己

这成绩
真的超“炫”
炫到我都觉得有点“悬”

对不起
让您失望
您的不责备
反而
令我更加惭愧

说了再见

2010-05-25T02:55:00.001+08:00

天亮了　雨下了　你走了
清楚了　我爱的　遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放　放不掉　泪在飘
你看看　你看看　看不到
我假装过去不重要　却发现自己办不到

说了再见　才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚　而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见　才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老　又狠往哪里走
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

“说了再见，才发现再也见不到”

难得，周董咬字如此清晰的一首歌
加上这么棒的曲风跟超赞的歌词
真的要竖起手指洗耳恭听了

说了再见
是可以再一次相见
还是再也见不到面？

那可否允许我
永远不要说出这声该死的“再见”

WoRkING DayS

2010-05-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

once back from cameron

i gonna start working at the next day

=.= really feel superb tired that time T.T

but then, my job was kinda easy
haha usually morning shift me and grandpa not much thing to do
we still get plenty of time to play bingo, drawing, and make rose and pig
xD sounds free right???

NOOOOO!!!
it doesn't that free when it comes to afternoon shift
i need to help my 'senior' for prize ceremony at the first 2 days..
busy find those swimmer which always hide here and there T.T
run like a cartoon when it comes to last half hour..

for last 2 days..
even 'free' =.=
senior went for vacation,
left me this newbie with two more newbie
i need teach them how to catch those swimmers
ding~ still can let them 'swim' around~
really gik dao sometime

so, last day, i decided to SHOUT!!
hahaha.. i realised that this way is working..
but then it made me having sorethroat now!! :(

thanks to aunties in the secretariat room~
treat me and grandpa nice!!
always got foods left for me ^^
gosh i'm gaining weight again~
aww i love the 'xiu ngap' kakax~

hmm~
guess that's all for my working thingy
quite enjoy
at least i know more swimmers
from hongkong, singapore, and also iran

just that it's a torture for me to wake up so early
how nice will it be if all the event start from 4pm everday
cancel out the morning heats xD
hahahaha!!

extra**

1) those swimmers from hk and iri, really loves milo so much!!

when the milo supply is here, 1 person can try to grab 4 cups!!!!

made me cant get any :(

but they are cute!! haha

2) if not mistaken, it's friday,

suddenly raining heavily before the events start

guess what does those swimmers doing that time??

ALMOST all take out their hp, camera busy RECORDING~

>.<

3) rainbow, haha.. this 1 also many swimmers love to take photos with~

err.. don't ask me why they so 'cute', cause i'm wondering too 0.o

CaM3RoN tRiP

2010-05-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

this trip..

combination of mb109 and bm109

3 cars went together

kinda nice right??

went to hot spring as our first station

Hmm~

this should be nice

but, accident still accident
i fall down and hurt my back..
ouch~ it still pain till today..
wonder when it just will fully recover
i can't go back with this stupid wound
and let my mum knew about it!!

at night, after dinner,

went around with daddy mummy and grandpa

=.= grandpa seriously you can drive a bit slower

although your skill is good..

anyway, enjoy the moment to spend with you all.. :)

just can't forget those moments we playing cards and uno at hotel and also at tea garden

damn funny!!! hahaha.. should we grab a time and play again?? ^^

2 places i love most

the smokehouse hotel and also boh estate

aww.. nice nice~

err.. my stamina, *shakes head*

really super weak already..

174m distance to the view point, it's tiring!!

the smoke house

love this~

must train myself when i back to sandakan!!

'Pre' HOLIDAY

2010-05-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

yea right~
there should be my damn nice holiday break
right after my last paper~
but.. still have too many uncertainty
i shouldn't call it as my HOLIDAY until get my result
and see a 'PASS' on it
*praying hard that i can pass my sem2*

after last paper,
went pyramid with yen, candle, jamie, bee, and carrie
finally i can walk around without taking any stupid notes!!
catch a nice movie, ice kacang puppy love
funny and touching~ but i didn't cry hehe..

thought of went for skating, but saw alan there
IMMEDIATELY cancel this thought~
he is just too annoying -,- sien

okie.. just forget bout ice skating..
quite enjoying the day..
although i got nothing to do haha..

the 3nd

2010-05-17T02:24:00.000+08:00

time fly..
so fast yet so slow
i'm going to finish my sem2 EOS exam real soon

i admit that
i did kinda bad in this exam
sorry to you, mum
i don't know what's wrong with me~
i tried, but still
i'm speechless..

later at 9am,
will be my last paper
diversity of life
hope that,
i can do it..

this time..
really need to BEG for a pass
yea.. just a 'pass'
i'm not greedy..
i just wish to get a pass..
for this sem~

i promise
will throw away my bad habit
and welcome those i suppose to have it
in coming sem~

wanna say bye to sem2..
and say hi to sem3!!

can 'you' hear me??

SumThg FunNy

2010-05-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

wakakakaka!!!
hmmmm this blogpost,
just create for fun...
what i wanna bring out here is,
don't too rely on the online translator xD

妈妈咪呀

2010-05-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

爱着
从孕育那一刻
不间断
忘却了辛酸

念着
一切起居饮食
无尽止
呵护着成长

您

那双手
为我们烹调出
各道美食
让我们不为三餐而恼

把家里
打理得井井有序
一尘不染
让我们住得自在安逸

拼生活
就算再怎么辛苦
还脸带微笑
就为了确保能过得安稳

牵着我
一路走过成长
确保我跌着时
总还有您扶持在旁

您

那对眼
总夹带着坚强
再困苦
都总不退让
独自撑着等到希望
您不晓得
您眼角的泪
看得我无比痛心

您

那双脚
伴着我们
走过许多旅程
风风雨雨
您却从不言累
坚持着
要陪我们走到最后

能怎么忘却

您叮咛的字句
您带唠叨的话语
您日渐粗糙的双手

给予的一切
给予的温暖
给予的感动

对不起

若我很不济的令您伤心
若我很不该的令您担心

但我确信不会令你觉得灰心

谢谢的字眼
总不能完全的带出我的感激
所以我只能用字句
代写出您的辛苦
不能抵赖的付出

爱你的话语
总鼓不起那欠扁的勇气说出
所以我只能在诗词
代我写出你对我
不可缺失的重要

我就像候鸟四处停靠
但你却是我最终的依靠
在您羽翼的呵护下
我才能尽情的展翅高飞

时日匆匆
岁月也许在您身上留下痕迹
却无法覆盖您一路的辛苦
而日后的旅程
就由我们
一起携手相伴到最后
这是我许下一世的承诺
也是我想守一世的诺言

谢谢您母亲
我爱您母亲

母情节快乐！！

寄生

2010-05-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

有一种寄生蜂

会把虫卵
从蜂针注入毛毛虫体内
毛毛虫会成长会结蛹
会羽化成蝴蝶
但是被寄生的毛毛虫羽化后
破茧而出的
不会是蝴蝶
是残忍的寄生蜂

我寄生在她的世界里
她寄生在我的回忆里
哪一个我才是我

我会变成蝴蝶还是寄生蜂？？

我不是不爱他
是我自私还是他自私
距离太近让我快不能呼吸
我就快要窒息

我不是不爱他
只是我不知道
我还爱不爱他

好希望我的爱情
好像柔软乱的面包
在空气中发酵
可以做出
我想要的形状和味道

多么希望我的爱情
能像钢琴的琴键
发出纯粹
神圣的声音

固执

2010-05-05T03:06:00.000+08:00

我也想

克制自己不去想起
按耐自己不去记起
告诉自己不去理会

但原来

潜移默化中留下许多回忆
曾经熟悉的还出现在脑里
每天终会有某些特定连接
将你的画面不断重复浮现

不然

你告诉我该怎么做
你希望我做些什么

直接一点让我接受被宣判死刑的理由

其实你应该懂

只不过不愿意去接受

那早已爱上的错

不满足

2010-05-04T03:32:00.001+08:00

好像每个凡人
都有着
这挥之不去的毛病

从空白
到填有一丝色彩
而我们想要的
却是比色彩更多的彩色
只要开始得到某些
我们就总想抓住永久
然而永久的定义却因人而异

友情跟爱情
这之间的界限
有时候太浅薄
就在那一跨越之间
或者是表达错误的异点
会错意表错情
剩下的就只剩下尴尬的画面
开始逃离开始躲避
而往往我们都不会相视而谈

这种不满足
却不能说是贪心
充其算是想太多
那种遐想总有办法
将我们困在封闭的圈子
怎么跨也跨不出而固步自封

同样一个定点
却因为不同的观点
而出现了许多的遐想点
可惜我们都不是神
不能百分百揣测彼此心中所想
不然这种种的意见分叉就不会发生
还能够保持着某种亲密
而不是现有的那种陌生

也许现在
说是转折或是考验
希望时间能够见证一切
既然过于的关心是多余
是应该合适的自我节制
我们都没错
错是错在各自诠释的错

多希望我能唾弃那不满足
而满足于之前的那种满足
我没越界你没发觉
回归于最初的原点
忘了所有污点

*我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找*

忽然间想你们了

2010-05-04T02:09:00.000+08:00

忽然间
想起你们了
^^
不是哪根神经线出了毛病哦
我是真的真的想起你们了

排名不分先后！！xD

Sh33Ry
姐姐，我是想你的咯
好想现在跑去NILAI聊通宵
一起互诉心事

FUIFUI
哈哈我好想你那堆书哦
每次回去一定有跟你借
还有你家两老，超可爱！！

CVS!!
哈哈工作如何？
对你真的很不好意思咯
每次找我都找错时间
都没有跟你聊到

FOON
那天晚上打给我聊了多久？
差不多一小时多
你看，我很少煲电话粥的
对你是破例的咯

YONG DI
哈哈哈旁观者清
非你莫属也
原来你是躲在角落观察的
天蝎的性格？我想唾弃之 :(

BABY MILO
有新男友咯哈哈
大家姐想念你是无忌惮的笑SIAO 哦~ xD
不要打我哈哈

HFM
跟男朋友跟甜蜜咯
不过就不好再在三更半夜打给我咯
弄到我MCC 哈哈

MCHING
怎么了？怎么状态改了
希望你没事咯 ^^
他敢欺负你我会帮你扁他的

SMJK TH
好久没回学校了
最近看到VELO 的照片
搞到我都想回去找老师们叙旧

STELLA 和 MEIMEI
从小学到现在几年了？？
好久没见了 T.T

BUDDY
哈哈才刚见面不久
不过还是谢啦
那天特地来载我去玩 xD

ICE HOCKEY SKATING GANG
我超想你们的
好想去溜冰哦
跟你们一起疯
一起在冰上SPEED
我们是很专业的！！哈哈

暂时性的
想到这样多
哈哈　我知道我很无聊
有怪莫怪　

窒息

2010-05-02T17:46:00.000+08:00

有限的空间
超载的画面
还能往哪
寻得喘息的漏点

思念在蔓延
时间在敷衍
何时开始
看不到你的侧脸

压抑的心动
败给了冲动
原来世界
只剩下窒息的痛

弱者

2010-05-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

充其
只是个弱者

总可以
完美的伪装着
却不能
诚实的面对着

隐晦的字眼
躲藏的转述
早已自欺得
面目全非

写不出的抱歉
写不完的感觉
违心而写的
全是白费

STUDY BREAK

2010-04-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

first day, very good gal..
study quite fast
almost finish 1 module

but..
this few days~
slack like hell
nothing go in my small brain
why??
i wonder~
i'm just not that suitable to become a nerd

left 1 week and 3 days more..
5 more modules to go
should really start the stupid revision~

i will try my best~

思诉

2010-04-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

很久
没记述了
脑细胞
都快死光了

最近
变呆了
因为
感觉对了

笑颜
在挂着
郁闷
同时在
酝酿着

什么时候
什么原因
认清了
堕落了

深坑的尽头
看不到了
而我也往下坠得
快麻木了

信息里
总夹带太多的不
看得累了
已经开始崩溃了

想象与真实

2010-04-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

从无方法
能完善区分
所谓的是非黑白
想象与现实的差距
有时总残酷得让人
无法喘息无法接受
进而开始懦弱的逃离
天真的以为不去理会
就不会再被伤得憔悴
不过是自其圆说的谎言
实事的变化早已戳破
费心维持的伪装
若能够单纯的守在
一丝懵懂的地带
不太去在意那些未知
也许得到的会比想象多

日出，日落

2010-04-07T02:43:00.000+08:00

KaRa0k3

2010-04-07T02:37:00.000+08:00

yohooooooo~
finish the stupid class test!!!
err.. not exactly, still left one IT class test which i have no idea with it~

but, who care!!
went to sing with candle. myen. nick and elaine~
^^
from 1-7pm~
really omg lo....

the food at neways not bad~
sang quite a lot, although i din chose any songs~

and, myen, me and candle fall asleep!!
lols.. haha.. cannot blame us..
day before, 3 of us was busy preparing for the test
hmm~
are we that 'busy'??
haha..
busy sang xin bu liao qing while study!!
xD

after that, we went puchong there for dinner!!
not bad lea that place!!
but then i forgot how i get there already.. -,-

tq nick for fetching us~ =)

International Balloon festival

2010-04-07T02:17:00.000+08:00

hmm~
this is also a random wan..
0,o

went to this festival with grandpa, candle and jenny
4 of us~
oops, and also candle's friend =)

by the time we reached the place..
it's around evening time~
and we walked around, took few photos
(sorry, i still no upload the photos yet)

for sure, we enjoyed our time..
miss candle, don't simply walk around
we really though you sesat that time!!!!
scared us~ =.=
luckily you still can contact us back~

fusion ar fusion,
i walked like cartoon from LRT station,
but you don't want to serve me!! WTH!!!
T,T

IMU's 3vent of ApriL

2010-04-07T02:01:00.000+08:00

firstly, is the Malaysian studies activity,
and i was there to support my seniors~
the story line of the drama not bad..
kinda funny!!

luckily i do not need to take this module during sem4
i don't want to act, or sing, or DANCE!!
lols........

Then, here come the IMU Got Talent FINAL~!!
congratz to cadenza and victor!!
quite enjoy the competition~
except some group.. haha..

Hiking

2010-04-07T01:53:00.000+08:00

woke up 15minutes from bed
then received a call from miss candle
asked me wanna went hiking or not
well, of couse i joined!! =)

edison, owen, me, puiyee and candle
5 of us~
follow edi's 3 net friends,
went hiking..
some where near UPM

omg!!
i need to train my stamina already!!
how could i became the weakest one among all~
T.T
err.. i think should be because i didn't took any meal before that
and it's HOT at 2 in the afternoon!!
this is really a superb weird timing~ =.=

luckily just felt unwell for a couple minutes only~
still managed to complete it~
but it really damn tiring!!
i really should do more exercise already 0.o

after that,
went dinner around puchong area~
and we nearly get lost at cheras!! lols..

tiring but enjoying~!! =)

Day wiF CouSin~!!

2010-04-07T01:42:00.000+08:00

hmm!!
as usual, it's a random plan again~
woke up, on facebook, saw cousin's status said wanted to go MV
so i replied and said i wanted to join!!
then, on our dating!! hehe

took lrt and ktm alone from my uni to MV,
not a bad experience, but still, i HATE ktm!!

met cousins, we went sushi zanmai for brunch
girl gossip for few hours!! haha..

then, walk around at MV

did a little shopping haha!!

and had fun in the fitting room wakaka..

we went sweet talk for dessert before back

mango ice, not bad

but for the strawberry ice, got a bad feedback from doidoi

dong2 and me stay at home till doi2 came back

we went to cheras just to hunt for burger!!

seriously, i miss that burger now!! hahaa.... YUMMY~

thx ah ko.. =)

second supper of that day, chicken wing!!
thx darling, baby, xq, szemien, and simling~!!
superb full.. haha

Fri3nd's Bday~

2010-04-07T01:18:00.000+08:00

0.o i did celebrated many bday suprise last month..
grandpa, shirlene, skeleton, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
haha i know that it's a bit late that i just wish you guys here~ xD

i'm in the super lazy mood to blog recently ^^

firstly, shirlene's birthday..
0.o that night i was a bit sick and tired..
and let 2 smart guy came and dragged me up from my lovely bed..
then i went to shirlene's house and enjoy the little celebration!!

hehe.. nice huh?? xD

okay, next, grandpa birthday~
at 12am, i called him and asked him to leave his house to go clement's place
then few of us run to his house and hide in shirlene's room..
suprise!! but i didn't know that he felt touch or not lols~

then , at that morning, i need to make few lies to him
went to subang that morning and then RUSH back to uni with mummy~ =.=
sorry lea, i also don't want reach so late geh.. =(

then here come mummy's bday!!!
this is the funniest wan..
i took her bag and run all the way back my room just to hide her car key
so that she cant go back subang~
and after the celebration, she made me walked back home without slipper
0.o

fun =)

2010-03-14T03:48:00.002+08:00

haha~
a random plan of the night..

clement asked whether i feel hungry or not just now around 1am..
so my hungry worm woke up since that time..
single word from carboxylic acid notes cant enter my small brain..
so i texted grandpa and asked him..
who know, he and jiejie also felt a bit hungry, so we decided went out for supper!!
^^
i texted darling, and she said i soh geh =.=

nevermind la, 4 of us went to sri petaling,
went to visit our favourite burger stall here
and sat at the soya bean stall there drank dao jiong shui and ate burger
we chit chat damn a lot~
including the process how didi get his girl friend!!

after finish our supper,
we still chit chat and did a poem,
which suggested by me!! =)
a super funny poem~ haha!!

and really omg!!
i forgot how to write many chinese words already~
sorry to my teacher who taught me chinese at school

夜风
真的很冷
天上无明月
只有微微的橙光

霓虹灯在闪烁着
请看那儿
刺耳的警笛划破宁静
夜空不再是夜空

夜猫出外觅食着
蒸气弥漫的路边摊
却不是我们的选择
只有汉堡是我们的首选

爽口的豆浆缺了油条
只好豆浆配汉堡
再哼着动人的豆浆油条
弥补这完美中的缺憾

被碾过的空杯
无声的在呻吟着
但无情的屠夫早已离去

剩下4个13组成员
在路边谈笑风生
随性的赋诗一首
结束这累趴的凌晨三点钟~

and thanks jiejie for the drink~
treat you back next time!!
=)

gik sei!!

2010-03-12T11:08:00.000+08:00

我很不想骂你
但是chu chu
你真的是笨的可以！！
填FORM也填的乱七八糟
真当我们是神啊啊啊啊啊啊！！
收消息也是最慢的一个
你最好帮我们搞定啊啊啊啊！！
不然就把你的ALGAE全送到焚烧厂焚化！！
让你没得研究！！

想死~
要怎么读完啊~！！

我！绝！定！
今天就开始闭关~
选择性上课~！！
自我隔离！！！！

顶~你~的~白~痴~妇~女
我们延迟考试关你屁事！！
最好出门小心一点
吃东西啃到
走路跌倒
喝水呛到
讲话没声音
该死的更年期AH MU！！！！！

worst practical!!

2010-03-12T01:13:00.001+08:00

T,T
today's practical really SUCKS~!!
thanks to those SMART lab assistants~!!! =.=
litmus paper suppose test on the gas released by the reactants,
but, they ask us threw it inside the test tube~
so, end up, the test FAILED and we need to RE-DO!!

damn the cacat water bath,
make me stand there and doing the free spa for my pity hand for 20 minutes!!
gosh~ i can feel the heat badly!!!
after steamed my hand, i cold it at the ICE bath for another 20 minutes~
great, my hand is really enjoy the day between hot and cold~ 0.o

i guess that the apparatus at my banch really got something wrong,
4 of us can't get the DRY aspirine powder!!
and the asprine vapour make my eye damn pain,
seriously, i really can't open my eye that time, well well,
another EXTRA memorable experience for me in lab work~

our course, suppose be the fastest group to finish all the report,
but, we ruin our own record today!! T.T
HOW CAN IT BE!!!!!!"??????
totally disappointed with myself~ ='(
ala, i admit that, i'm a bit kia su in practical work la~

MISS OOI~!!! WE MISS YOU!!
can you come back and be our MB lab assistant???
we still prefer you more~ T.T

O.V.E.R.S.L.E.P.T

2010-03-11T08:13:00.000+08:00

gosh~!!!
this week
i overslept 2 days~
tuesday, i overslept till i miss a stupid assessment from the damn old lady~
KNS betul!!!! practical then practical la~
why suddenly got a 5 marks assessment?!!!

wednesday,
err.. can't said i overslept..
i woke up 10 minutes before the class started!! 0.o
consider getting a lil improvement~
=(

BUT, stupid thing of the day was,
i KENA saman!!
first time in my life wei~
T.T

1st class test

2010-03-11T08:07:00.000+08:00

8th march
first class test of this sem,
pharmacology~
0.o it's horrible!!
i think i did finish revision~
but about those agonist and antagonist,
i still need some time to digest.. =(
during the quarantine,
my course quite relaxing~
we still can sing and make fun there..
unlike BM mates still busy revision there~
haha.. we are just too 'xiao sa'~
after that, busy rushing report with grandpa and mummy,
and we SKIPPED Dr. YLL class~ T.T
S.O.R.R.Y~

pharmaco psycho

2010-03-06T03:13:00.000+08:00

it's 3am in the morning..
what am i doing here?
blogging =.=
i suppose to study the mad subject
but i slept a lot yesterday
felt superb tired for no reason
=(

anyway,
just like what grandma said,
if we can remember all the drug's name
we really can solute ourselves!!

'noob babi always syok sendiri

RITE target

SATE'

all these are the way for us to remember those mechanism,
drugs name and etc~
0.o

some are funny,
especially when you related those to the friend surrounding~
haha..

i'm still finding,
a simple short form that i can relate to you~
=)

well..

MARCH, class test month~

i should feel grateful,
although my course is just a small class
i still can enjoy to the max

we can mogok there
just to ask prof chu postpone the class test~
especially when we mentioned about his baby algae xD
oh yea, thanks to candle, our cili padi!! haha..
too bad i wasn't there when she start arguing with prof chu..
i will record it!! =)

土拨鼠, our LYLY group
(they don't know about this, new nick name i gave to both leng lui)

not forget to mention one thing,
personally think that IMU lecturers quite stress~
they are competing to become the lame king or queen lately..
some of their lame joke really can swt you..

well, more and more friends that i get to know lately~
most of them are friend's friends..
which i also don't know which is which sometime o.0
so, sorry if i cant recognised any of you sometime xD

i'll try my best to enjoy MARCH to the max~
i'll try~ =)

值得

2010-03-04T02:20:00.000+08:00

这场爱值得否

太苦

谁懂

该怎么取舍

谁会

倔强的守候

孬

2010-03-04T02:12:00.001+08:00

对不起

孬

我把你

曝露得无疑

其实

你没有不好

我只想

找个角落

隐藏得彻底

什么时候

才能够自夸的

不再

自甘堕落

ah beng's bday

2010-03-01T03:07:00.000+08:00

hmm~
should said.. it's RANDOM
got the message from grandpa around 5pm
then just i knew about the birthday suprise for cute ah beng =)

after left youzi's place,
back home and took a short nap again before i went grandpa's house

at 8pm,
everyone is gather outside ah beng's house.. discussing and waiting~
lols..

ah beng's house really nice..
get the feeling of home~ everything is well prepared..

the cake is nice~ hmm..
i heard that is bought from pavillon one..

someone heard she singing inside while waiting xD
but she denied~ lols..

wait she finished bath, then we went to her room and gave her a suprise!!
aww.. she's cute.. with her pyjamas, and the towel haha!!
she keep screaming~ omg~!!

busy be the photographer, snap photos around..
well, zac, don't try to grab my camera and try to take my picture la~
haha.. you wont success geh~

after that,
me, zac and grandpa went fusion had our dinner..
then back, and back to pharmaco's world T.T

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY beng beng..
although today is not your official birthday..
hehe.. i promised, wont be so bad scare you always lols~
the superb nice present for you huh? xD

冰上浪漫

2010-03-01T02:58:00.000+08:00

星期六下午，热
马来西亚的天气，跟焖炉差不多
通常，在这种气候下，
真是恨不得躲进溜冰场里
享受着那片刻的凉快

虽然，昨晚跟zukii通了一同挺久的电话
也知道今天即将要发生的事
不过，心情还是有点替他紧张
毕竟，在溜冰场告白，他是首创先河~

从上DJ台致词，到该丢在卡里的浪漫物语
小的我，尽了点小忙~
当然，还有不断再不断的彩排~
他!真!的!很!紧!张!

不是盖的，我真的挺...无聊的
还真的是他老远专程到pyramid 给他打气.. 哈哈
害我空等一个小时！！
还好，这场等待是值得的~ =）
他成功了

祝福你们～！！

真的，挺羡慕你的
你爱的单纯，简单，勇敢
没有太多的枷锁
没有太多的困惑
不那么复杂的爱，最精彩~

对不起啊，
昨天晚上，线太差了
那段录影，怎么都上载不到
害你空等了~
不过，质量是好的
希望你还能收货咯~哈哈

中旅6 下

2010-02-22T12:27:00.001+08:00

16/2
逛了趟夫子庙
享受了那在雪中漫步的浪漫后

今天，心情得转向沉重
因为，我们去参观了南京大屠杀纪念馆
见证了铁一般的历史，惨无人道的过往
真的，进了那纪念馆
迎来的只是阵阵悲痛
被挖掘出的遗骸，原封不动的被展现出
心里在那刹那纠结着

纪念馆的出口处，有着一尊代表和平的神像
说真的，那些不幸逝世的，也应该得到该有的安息
所有历史里见证过的过往，既然无法磨灭，那就应当坦然面对

过后，就出发到无锡
无锡的地陪，另一位小王
讲历史讲的还不赖，听得出墨水味十足
不像南京的地陪，讲解时都把自己弄乱了，乱七八糟~

在他的带领下，我们真真实实的游览了灵山胜境

从参佛，到在佛手处拍照，他都带着我们找到最好位置
当然，还有他应尽的职责，不停地讲解！

过后，观赏了一幕九龙灌浴的演出
(其实就是讲述释迦摩尼佛的事迹)
挺不错的，配上那庄严的佛歌，真可令人心生敬畏

接下来，就是藏经阁和梵宫
这梵宫，简直就奢侈到了极点
黄金，翡翠，玉帛在这里显得毫无价值
因为一些价值连城的东西你到处都可见到
真的是人靠衣装，佛靠“金”装

梵宫的对面是藏经阁
不过还在施工当中
尚未对外开放游览
所以呢，只好在对面拍拍照留念

17/2
去了以前西施与其夫君隐世的湖畔
哪里其实没什么
就有个挺高的喷泉

最后一站，上海
倒数第二天回大马！！

到了上海，
小王有些老人痴呆的
带我们去了行程表里没写上的新天地
哈哈..不是我在亏他
是他自己说自己老年痴呆
算是格外赠送的景点吧

过后去看了一个对我来说还好的杂技表演
大部分的时间，我都在打瞌睡！！
可见有多闷~
而且我后排的那对AUNTY有很喜欢充当讲解员
吵个不停！！真是的~

晚上，又去逛了某某街
(我忘了叫什么名字）HEHE~
没事做，就不停的走.. 0.o

哦，差点忘了
逛了街后，我们去上海金钱豹餐厅
吃一顿当地来说算是最豪华的自助餐
听起来蛮吸引人的
什么鲍鱼，鱼翅等都有
不过那味道就~ 见仁见智啦~！！
但是那里的甜点是不错的
还有供应不觉得葡萄酒！哈哈
当晚喝了挺多的，但却没醉

18/2
一大早，就去游览上海明珠塔
上海的市标，超多人的！！

还好是跟团队去
我们去塔上的旋转餐厅用餐时是用特殊通道
不用跟别人挤，也不用费时排队
在高空上的旋转餐厅用餐
感觉又是另一番，挺写意的
只是那里的玻璃窗挺朦的，拍不到外边的景观

过后，在塔内还参观了上海城市发展历史陈列馆
说真的，累死我了！这陈列馆也未免太长了
得走上一个小时才能看到出口 T.T

然后，还去了塔上一处
可以见到塔下风景的地方
在２６７米的高空上
畏高的，绝对不适合来
因为，有个什么意外，脚下的玻璃一旦裂了
你绝对会是享受着那刺激绝顶的空中飞行

晚上，去逛城隍庙
一样的，你看到的，大多是就是人头
哪里展览了一段河上灯火
我怂恿我爸带全家人景区那条桥上人挤人
哈哈..结果挤出那条桥后，被我爸投诉了蛮久 0.o

19/2
今天回家咯！！
再不用每天包得像裹粽版
由于早上没有行程
我们一家便到附近的商场走走
还好今天我的心脏还不错
不然会被我自己吓死
我竟然糊涂到差点落了我的相机在SEMIR服装店！
还好那时候还早，还好我还’记得‘我的相机
不然，我铁定会列入我妈的黑名当的！！

还有！！他们竟然把我一个人堆在那间商场！！
还好我不是路痴，还好我还不笨
不然，现在我一定还在上海的街头流浪！！ T.T

今天的早午餐，是一段自助火锅
没什么东西吃，因为大多数都是菜
（不还意思，本人还是偏好吃荤） xD
所以，那里的鹅肉，就变成我的首选

最后一个行程
乘搭磁浮列车
好像是史上最快的列车
时速可达到400lm/j
不过因为天气的关系
这天它最高只能达到300km/j

到机场啦
回家啦~
YAY...
我喜欢没有功课的假期！
在机场的书店，又买了一本书
大马团的习俗，把钱花光，为国争光嘛！！
哈哈

拜拜，上海
不好说‘再见’，因为，我不晓得
是否会再见~

就这样啦！！

小王与许师傅
辛苦你们了
＝）

中旅6 上

2010-02-21T18:37:00.001+08:00

怎么说是中旅6 呢，算上澳门那两次的自由行
这次去中国旅行，应该是第六次了吧~

8天7夜杭州，苏州，南京，无锡，上海

12/2
没什么特别的事儿
唯一发生的，是我那超可爱的爸，
拿了杯红酒又不把它喝完，
结果，它就喂在我的白裤上！！
那阵红酒的‘香气’，
真的是可以让人头晕目眩 =.=
还有，我的白裤喷血，难看死了！！
(现在还很可怜的躺在一桶的漂白剂当中)
最惨的莫过于，我的G900死档了 =（

抵达的时候

见了这次的导游-小王

在去杭州的途中

看到一副迷人的夕阳景色

13/2
在杭州，去了西湖、新天地、雷峰塔、茶园、宋城

船游西湖，本是挺浪漫的一件事
但这冬季的天，太冷，冷得我直打哆嗦
还好我爬到船尾，让那高傲的太阳
给我些许格外的温暖，不让那刺骨的冷风独占鳌头

之后，我们到了茶园

那个讲解师，说真的，我挺想扁他的

不为什么，因为他长得欠扁样，还有一大堆的冷笑话

冬天的气候已经够冷了，他还自顾自表现他的幽默 =.=

当然，这次没再买茶了，我还有一大堆的茶叶没喝完T.T

这次我买了绿茶糖，很好吃！！而且只有在那间茶园有出售

赶到雷峰塔

因为是除夕的关系，那个景区提前关闭
不过我们挺幸运的，赶得上末班的游览
匆匆的到处拍，唯一的好处是，

不会有太多的人当在你的前面，减少些人肉背景

新天地
还好啦，只是另一个拍照的地方
风景美，但，风还是一样刺骨~ T.T

杭州的最后一站，宋城

我！被！吓！到！了！
没事就不该低估那里的鬼屋
看妈妈跟哥哥排队排的那么爽
弄到我的好奇心的挑起
那位服务员也真是的
既然没有人，又不要干脆点
让我直接越栏进去，非得让我跑一大圈
还没被吓死就已经累毙了
不过那件鬼屋
真的真的真的非常恐怖！！
我这么善良的都被吓到了~ T.T
自讨苦吃

逛了一会儿，看了个表演，就回酒店，放烟花！！哈哈..

老实话，比起在我家乡新年期间所放的，那晚的烟花，略逊一筹吧

只是，那晚，在放完烟花后，瑞雪飘落
这是，第一次，我亲眼撞见下雪
为这充满年味的除夕夜
增添多一些冬季味，悸动不已！！

14/2
爽爽拿了6包红包，今年，红包好少哦！！
应该向叔叔姑姑们放映一下，
让他们可怜可怜我这位落魄少女 T.T
各位，我很不介意后补红包的~！！ =）

离开杭州，就前往苏州了

途经月河古街，
当时，我很不该的表演了中国国粹，变脸~对不起啊

在苏州，当地的地陪是小沈
到了藕园，是一个挺不错的地方
是一位古代的大官，为了拨时间陪其夫人而建
所以吧，在情人节这天，看了这么一座浪漫的府邸
还是挺不错的，算是写意吧

参观好这座院子后，
中国是一个蛮奇怪的地方，他们坚决都不走回头路，
所以！！我们出去的时候是搭小船，吓死我了！！！！
我没有质疑那位阿姨技术的意思，不过，实在太可怕了
可能是我对面那排太重的关系吧，
那艘小船像是随时都会翻了般一直摇晃
就算那位阿姨唱歌唱得再好听我也只是无暇欣赏
我可不想变成第一只掉入冬天河中的旱鸭子 T.T

过后，我们去苏州的‘鸟巢’影视城对岸拍拍雪景

再去看那闻名的‘天幕’，
其实就是一段很长很长，得抬头仰望的巨大银幕
这银幕，建了跟没建没差，因为它极少开映给大众看

在中国，我最喜欢去的就是麦当劳跟肯德基！！
原因无他，因为这里有卖些大马没卖的汉堡~

15/2
还没出发前，乘着空挡跟小沈拍照
没办法，谁叫他独具慧眼，看出我的文学造诣不是盖的 xD
去了趟寒山寺，一个早在小学就出现在唐诗里过的寺名
《枫桥夜泊》
月落乌啼霜满天，江枫渔火对愁眠。
姑苏城外寒山寺，夜半钟声到客船。

只是，经过日月的洗礼，不断变化的周遭，
这诗里的意境是无法切实的在感受到了
只剩下依然香火鼎盛的壮观，信徒朝拜的热闹景象
不忘了介绍，这里有座全中国独一无二的神像，
称为‘和合二仙’，象征家人之和合~

寒山寺后，我们去逛了间丝绸厂
那些抽丝剖茧的过程，我闭上眼都能背了~
没办法，入乡随俗吧，在里边兜了一段时间后，
用过中餐就出发到南京了

抵达南京，就立马去看长江，登上那长江高楼
不是盖的，那该死的冷风真的太强，
吹得我的脸跟手都麻了，朦胧胧的一片，
看到的只是还屹立在江面上的铁桥
我确信那绝对不是一个看长江风景的好时机

过后，我们到明城墙边的餐馆用晚膳

然后就到夫子庙那儿逛逛

说到这就气人，一个团，应该互相体谅，
怎能因为你们的自私，而害到别人平白无故剪短了逛街的时间
不过，在我们准备离开夫子庙之际
晚空下起雪了！！
我爸还像个小孩般伸手把玩那雪花 =）
那画面，孩子气极了！！哈哈

滴。答

2010-02-12T00:45:00.000+08:00

滴...滴....答

怎么了是什么滑落了

原来
眼泪想我了
所以
跑出来
跟我说嗨了

怎么了为什么你哭了

是否
心在抽泣着
所以
眼眶也
感动得浅了

别怪我的弱
对上你
我总变得的莫名的懦

我不曾心疼自己的痛
却心疼你的泪你的累

我的傻愣认真
只为了
值得我停留的你
而逗留
虽然
这只是
自欺欺人的
挽留
为你心疼的泪
还是在
继续

滴...滴...答

b4 holiday~!!!

2010-02-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

hmm~
i supposed to wake up early today
at 0830
to start tidying my notes
and also cleaning my messy room!!
but,,,
don't know why..
the moment i woke up,
was already 1200pm T.T
so,
i did NOTHING besides sleep.. 0.o

went to uni
err..
breaking the rules again..
wear slippers and didn't follow the dress code..
but, who cares!!! xD

support meiyen's performance,
brought my camera along
keep snapping random photos..
had fun with ND108 seniors~
SORRY if i was over today..
haha..
a bit siao lately..

wishing everyone HAPPY CNY first~
since tomorrow i will be leaving to shanghai..
as usual, my mum is the one who busy packing..
hmm.. a bit guilty.. but i think she more prefer i sit there diam diam
so... still ok la.. hahaha

anyway, actually today i had a great day..
busy running around? hahaha
feel tired to the max lols..

actually
i should feel lucky enough
at least i still get a real holiday for a week..
no need rush for reports, class test or what..

wish everyone will have a great year.. ;)

懦

2010-02-10T03:33:00.002+08:00

怎么
乱了套了
全都
跟不上节拍了

怎么
还懒散着
进度
还是一样空着

不想继续停滞着
想要尝试突破了
但是欠缺了
那应有的精神

害怕辜负了
那期望的眼神

我的弱因为我的堕而懦

DIARHHEA

2010-02-10T03:25:00.000+08:00

i H.A.T.E you!!!!
why you so love me???
ish..........
i rather get high fever than get you
you really KA NA SAI~!!
T.T
shoooooooooooo
go away from me!!
go visit other people la~!! >.<

疯了

2010-02-10T01:58:00.000+08:00

疯了思绪混乱了
对不起
原谅我那神经质的胡闹

累了麻木不堪了
是不是
脑袋生锈所以没感觉了

该怎么说呢
习惯了所以不痛了？
还是应该说
看开了所以没差了？

该怎么去介意能如何去介意
别人的眼光太世俗太锐利
我只能说找回那自我就够了
你们的眼光还给你们吞没

若我真的爱上谁管得着
就算所有的痛是自找又怎着
只要我爽就好

若我真的犯贱谁理得着
像个傻子般径自捆绑又怎着
只要我爱就好

blue monday

2010-02-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

ARRRRRHHHHHHHH......
how come i so L.U.C.K.Y geh??
got YPN for my practical T.T
stupid practical really made me fa lan za just now
ish~!!

at least my group still finish..
but, not the FIRST group finish experiment already =(

went for elaine's birthday dinner..
not a bad gathering haha..
we got once free radio already~!!
i should upload the video asap haha..

nic3 weekend..

2010-02-08T01:23:00.000+08:00

this few days quite BUSY!!
lols i ALSO very busy lo....
soowei said my busy = playing

fri, from 1am-4pm,
i was busy finish my report..
till i forgot about my brunch.. T.T
after class, we straight away went to the working place..
and START my very first time of part time job~ LOLS~

well
honestly.. i SUPERB love this job
its just SO relaxing and i enjoy very much
light work load and nice foods are always prepared!!
yummy~!!
made me keep eating @@

and hor~
the body of those swimmers..
really omg de lo...
haha.. stella agree with me xD

aunty christine's son is cute haha..
anyway, big boy don't cry k?
be more aware next time..
don't miss any games again..

last day of working
i wonder is it i complained too much
so the small chubby boy at control room sick yesterday
and i need to replace his position
become RUNNER!!
T.T
i still miss my air-cond room and also nice foods there..
most important thing is..
the room kinda smelly which i also don't know why..
zzZzz

as a conclusion
learnt quite a lot of things this few days
at least i know what's the progress of swimming competition..
and i know that it's really hard to get the first place if you don't work hard enough..
thanks aunties for treating me so well.. and also give me the gold medal~
hehe..

and thanks meiyen too!!
bringing us to eat nice foods
i miss the jj's song piano version that you played
=)

busy day

2010-02-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

1.30pm class,
suppose have plenty of time to be prepared for the only 2 classes of today
but, i mess up..
=(

just woke up at 9am, OVERSLEPT lols..
although i should be reaching Vista B badminton court and start playing that time..
paiseh.. it's hard to make me wake up so early!!
lose few set of games..
feel sorry for my partner.. it's my fault la..
playing in a damn sleepy mode really hard for me to concentrate in the game..
well.. i owe you all err... 40times sit up??? 0.o

then, rushing to KLCC..
first time took LRT alone o.o
nearly do the noob thing..
but i still no get lost in KL haha..
PIGGY, see..
i'm a good friend right?
go so far just to meet you before you go back..
but you FORGOT to bring my present again -,-
anyway, thanks for the meal..

being late for the first clas..
i missed my POC workshop T.T
aiks..
this week
i really terrible..
SLAPPING myself~!!

'you always like to kidding one'
from a friend while sms-ing tonight..
am i?
i wonder.. then that's a good or a bad thing?
i'm random..

别怪我不认真
只想用嬉笑带过所有
只怪认真太累
我负荷不了相对的痛

见外。对不起

2010-02-03T01:34:00.002+08:00

朋友的连接我坚信
没那么弱
我没有下错赌注
我相信你
如同你相信我那般
这是个双赢的赌注
不用在意我偶尔的失落

谢谢你的关心 =）
那刻
心是暖的
感觉是真实的

有些事
言语无法表达
词语转述不了
我更相信
心照不宣的感应

就
总不习惯
那见外的对不起
反而像是
将没有距离的距离
活生生画出
那碍眼的距离

so,
nothing to sorry about..

it wasn't your fault..
i'm the one who want to see,
who want to know..
if really need to put the blame on someone,
it will still be me...
thanks for caring
i really appreciate it!! =)

1stfeb

2010-02-02T19:02:00.002+08:00

T.T
shouldn't do last minute work!!
O.M.G~!!
OT gao gao..
S.H.I.T!!

just slept 4 hours today..
made me became so blur~
i wonder, why today's physic workshop so cacat!!
made me woke up early morning just to know more about MICROSCOPE
=.= really S.I.E.N
when printing the reports out,
i set the setting wrongly,
it became LANDSCAPE form~ 0.o
aiks~
don't care..
hope Dr. YLL is kind enough~
PRAY hard!!

slept slept and slept
for both chemistry and POC class~
S.O.R.R.Y =(
but i really can't tahan T.T

donal duck,
how come you can be so damn L.U.C.K.Y???
won sony vaio!!
what the ~
J.E.A.L.O.U.S!!!
wonders that should i also join the online context more oftenly??

AND,
maybe you know, or,
maybe you don't know...
whatever, it doesn't matter..
i don't mind,
yet i don't want to care about it..
that's just a kind of feeling..
which i can't control..

looking forward
CNY is coming soon
my family will be here asap
with me again =)
s.h.a.n.g h.a.i !!!!

this week, is officially a badminton week for MB109
exercise exercise.. enjoy enjoy.. ^^

蜕变

2010-02-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

新的一个月
答应自己
该有些须改变
努力跟上
该有的节拍
别让自己停怠
是时候转变

还有
说服自己
应该
开始忘记
到不了的终点
让自己
有个
重新的蜕变

=）

sem2 1st month

2010-01-31T21:24:00.001+08:00

终于，我搬出来了
一个人住的日子
还挺不赖的
至少我还习惯
只不过得自己做家务
闷呆~

开课了
还是跟上个学期一样
还是游荡在假期的心情
这真是太。糟。了！！
是时候
试着努力读书了

went for malaysia open 2010
thanks to dear RS, i got the free invitation card
so called VIP lols~ that's kinda cool
since i just sit right behind those players seat ^^
took lots of photos during that week~
and it was damn tiring
but it's worthy, since that was ther very first time watch badminton match live!!

our gang~
MB109
all are still in one group~
and love our small group but BIG class~
lols i also don't know why we always get the big class..
but not bad also lea~
we can always youtube-ing before lecturer reach
Dr Anil is superb good.. gotta miss him a lot..
aiks.. my pharmaco.. really need o mi to fu this time already~
anyway, we still can enjoy our beloved sport - BADMINTON!!
lols.. sure wont missed out any chance if we got any free time ^^

friday night went to mid valley with mei, bee and teck..
lols~ suppose shopping for present~
but end up window shopping for myself~ 0.o faint..

last day of january
i choose to stay in my small room whole day~
haha..
and one meal per day.. LOLS~
aiks~

L.A.Z.Y to do reports~ =(
H.A.T.E.S morning class which start from 8am or 9am~

what to do..
student life~
just that i not late for class already conside got improvement~
0.o

我和你

2010-01-31T21:22:00.001+08:00

也许
你不知道
一句无心的话
就已经向我宣判
我们之间
没有之间

也许
你早已明了
只不过
你选择漠视不理
没有相连
错过相连

别问我喜不喜欢
这问题没有答案
或许我试着习惯
说服自己不喜欢
虽然我知道答案
会使自己很不惯

没有答案的回答
知道与否又有何关

5题

2010-01-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

原来
自以为是的潇洒
只是形式上的自夸

早已成为过去的过去
怎么撞见熟悉的字句
却无法再顽强的伪装

自强太累伪装太虚伪
怎样才能坦然的面对

你早已忘记喜悲
只剩我一人买醉
到底是什么作祟
让回忆变得憔悴
径自囚禁得好累

F.U.N

2010-01-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

wooooohoooooooo!!!!
today just a superb GREAT day~!!
although i slept less than 6 hours, i still skate for 6 hours more~
OMG~ was fishing during skating lea~ 0.o

went to klang to have my breakfast, bah kut teh~
lols.. ate damn a lot AGAIN~!! T.T
oh no... i just said i wanted to keep fit yesterday woh.....

MICH BITCH!! damn you ffg me~!!
i skate today just because you lea!!!!!
tuesday, you better becareful.. hiak hiak
quite fun when skate with clement, mee teck, zhi hao and ian~
but IAN, skate really not that hard!!!
zhi hao, hope your leg get well soon~
=)

but, got lots of fun today~
met vivian today, and knew many new hockey skaters too!!
zukki, shaun, brendon etc...
haha.. today's skate really fun to the max~!!
but still, feel superb tired now..
0.o

aiks~

2010-01-06T23:54:00.001+08:00

feel like wrote something that's about me, the real me~
in chinese, of course..
but, i don't know how to start,
don't know where to start
and this shyt bother me for few days~
=(
i got lots to say, but i don't know how to express it in words~
since when, the "best friend" of mine, also can't understand me well..
aiks...
might me i will start to write it when i move to my new 'world'?
=)

reuion

2010-01-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

met emma (woman), ade (lady), sze munn and sindee today
for lunch and also karaoke!!
just a few hours meeting, but it's a great meeting!!
feel glad that we still can keep contact with each other so often
although we were apart most of the time~
can't deny that.. 5 gals together, sure had making a lot of fun
and yet, 4 of us all agree that sindee is the most hamsap 1 among us~
woman and me belong to innocent group
szemunn is the normal one
err.. of course, lady and sindee.. belong to................... (ahem) hahaha...
lols.. IMU library really that 'interesting'?
guess i should find out more this sem!!! hahaha..
too bad my tou dai zai cant join us today~ damn her stupid class!!
hehe lady, i promised i will upload those photos and videos i took today on sunday~
streamyx really..... SUCKS!! lols

。。

2010-01-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

那伤口还在
疤痕始终没有散开

那心痛还在
回忆始终没有离开

那场梦还在
噩梦始终没有解开

早已
没灵魂的空壳
空洞的眼神

现在
重燃起的意志
果断的坚决

那倔强还在
没人能再轻易打败

那伪装还在
没人能再轻易撕开

那洒脱还在
没人能再轻易重来

一切来到句点，却也回到原点；
这重新的起点，是另一转折点。

我们都困在圆圈里发呆
冷眼笑看圈外世界的殆
不敢去挖掘未知的将来
却未发现自我约束的哀

happy NY 2010

2010-01-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmm..
HAPPY NEW YEAR..
to all my friends

=)

that's all..
lols.. i'm a bit mou liu 0.o

new year wish~!!
YOUZI dun bully me arrhh..
not just today only... expand expand!! haha..

and, wish i can be more independent la~ xD
lols.. err.. nothing already..

so tired these few days..
tonight should sleep earlier..

thanks buddy.. haha..
nice skate with you and jasmine today~

十二月尾声

2009-12-31T18:12:00.000+08:00

很久.....没记述
其实....写了很多诗词
不过....太悲太苦

好不适合太过适合

懂没懂不重要

选择很难
决定很难

却不得不取舍

有舍才有得
但
什么该舍什么应得

转角处的答案应不应该揭穿

那
希望失望
也许只是另一个
开始的渴望

=）

2009 的总结没有总结
这毕竟不是人生的终点

2010 的期待没有期待
这毕竟不是期待的起点

始终
有序散乱
日子还是得继续

recover lu ^^

2009-12-21T11:22:00.000+08:00

yeah~
i think i will recover soon
hate this 3 in 1
make me like a dead fish..
zzZzz
i don't want sick anymore!!!!
virus, go away frm me!!!!

气到~

2009-12-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

气气气
你们这些人
拍好了就请自动闪一边好吗？
不是只有你们要拍
麻烦你们顾顾别人的感受
不会拍就回家好好练
真的是一把火！！！
晕~

十二月的故事

2009-12-16T17:43:00.001+08:00

十二月的故事太悲惨
概括整年的感伤
结局已演变得太凄惨
总结得太过忧伤

丑小鸭变不了天鹅
一切只是童话的幻觉
癞蛤蟆变不了王子
公主仍沉睡在梦深川

忧伤成全颓废的灵魂
侵吞所有空洞的眼神
逝去的爱已找不回要不来
没人理会的爱在乎得无奈

爱过原来是你的意外
痛过只有我独自缅怀
沉重的回忆早已失去色彩
回不去的过往只剩下黑白

十二月的冬季
暴雪下得太狠
回忆覆盖得完整
看不出痛的伤痕

无聊

2009-12-16T08:09:00.000+08:00

wah......
i just got a question hereeeeeee
打呼的人不会听到自己的打呼声吗？
these few days i keep thinking about it..

今天没事这么早起床做么都不知道，
只听过早起的鸟儿有虫吃，
那早起的人呢？特别容易肚子饿是真的..

担心？算了，geh liao~
就，加油咯..... =)

OMG....
我无聊到都不知道要做什么！！

我不要当保姆

2009-12-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

我真的真的
真的真的不要当保姆！！
尤其还是当两个魔童的保姆
简直比叫我读HUMAN PHYSIO 还惨 T.T
骂又不是，打又不行
我如果教训他们，回头就变成我老妈教训我！！
='(
被小鬼气到半条命
乖的时候有太乖，淘气的时候，真的是no eye to see!!
我的威严不适合十岁以下的孩童～

肚子还在痛啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
在诗巫的最后一个星期，
我竟然要跟马桶度过！！！
可怜到～T,T

古晋之行

2009-12-13T14:33:00.000+08:00

其实，没什么好写啦~
第一天抵达后，晚上就去喝喜酒
第二天，就一直不停的逛，逛到我脚疼！！
逛？对呀，是逛，只不过是用眼睛逛，没钱 =（
第三天，做一整天的车回诗巫，途中还去了马印边界~

就是这样咯
最爽的是在回程的时候
跟表姐伸手出窗外拍照

阿姨食物中毒了
我现在也是五十步笑百步
自己也食物中毒！！
他妈妈的~
=(

kuching, here i come~

2009-12-09T07:17:00.000+08:00

wow..
thought that can't go kuching anymore this year
but mum told me a suprise~!!
thanks uncle-in-law~ =)
once get to know can go to kuching,
i started to be busy
busy packing, charge both my phone, camera battery and also my ipod nano!!
i'm excited!!
hahahaha......
kevin, i help you go to kuching cari makan first~
i know you miss kuching's food very much!! xD

new specs~

2009-12-06T09:24:00.000+08:00

wuhoo..
i change 1 new spec's frame~
white, just RM120
then i made 1 new sunglasses, RM160 oni~
make spec in sibu really nice,
once they heard that you are student,
they cut half of the frame's price~
so, now i have 3 specs, 2 sunglasses xD

my real holiday

2009-12-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

it's my HOLIDAY now~
100% holiday!!
no need to worry about my result anymore
lols the feel just damn NICE!!
haha.. i don't care about how bad is my result
i just care that i pass or not~!!

yea..
i'm lucky~
i appreciate my luck!!

anyway,
this time, really too scary
cannot so slack anymore
next sem must study hard already (try to)
old people cant afford such cik gek's thing~
will get heart attack very easy one~

haha.. this noon, when waiting for result to be released
i on facebook and check up my luck after few months~ 51%
then play viwawa big 2.5 while the time passing~!!
keep win~ haha.. a good sign~ =p

i kept refresh my imu mail box since 3pm..
really super nervous when i click on the message!!!!
OMG!!!
once i saw 'your end of sem 3 result: pass'
i really jumped and shouted!!!!!!!!
I PASS I PASS!!!
haha...
and i made my grandma damn shocked there
she thought i something wrong already xD
i was just tooooooo happy!!!!!
but hor, that ms santha so cacat lo..
why wrote there sem3 lea?
make me worry for another 1 hour until adam confirm with me once again!!
damn~ kanasai!!

whatever la....
my holiday mood is totally turn on now~ !!
yea yea yea!!

i'm appreciate for my luck now..
i still pass for my genetic although i went for the exam without any preparation..
thanks!!!!!

anyway, good luck for those friends who need to resit~
for statisitic!! lolx.. another subjects that i scare i can't pass!!

NERVOUS

2009-12-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the day
hope that tomorrow won't be a doomsday for me!!
i want PRAY and PREY for a PASS now~
tomorrow 3pm!!
aiks..
sudenly feel that the time pass super slow now~ 0.o
PLEASE~ IMU, i beg u.... let me pass!!!!!

super busy day

2009-12-02T00:53:00.001+08:00

today (1st dec) is sister's wedding day~
woke up super early then just wondering around..
0.o sien dao...
luckily i found something to do, be the camera gal =)
after that i just busy snapping photos around..

took a short nap at noon
then go to wash hair, temporary straighten my hair, and buy a pair of high heels~ 0.o
mou liu dao..
why wear dress then must also do all those stuff? zzZzz
and hor..
last night, all my aunty were so so so suprised after knew that i bought that dress~

conclusion for the day, MONEY REALLY HARD TO EARN!!

sister's wedding dinner..
i also don't know why i was so busy ~
busier than the bride..
and why all my relative want to take picture with me
just because i wear dress today!! =.=

I'M HUNGRY NOW!!
gosh~ just now i really no ate much!! damn sien....
i need some food =(

HOT~~!!!!!!!

2009-11-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

H.O.T

VERY H.O.T

SUPER H.O.T

KANASAI H.O.T

SI BEH H.O.T

S.I.B.U VERY H.O.T!!!!!

I WANT R.A.I.N

I NEED R.A.I.N

T.T

and i super boring over here aaa!!!
not enough car to use~
i wan RENT a BUS!!!!
T.T
why i so kesian alwaz kena left out 1..

3dited

2009-11-27T19:24:00.002+08:00

hiking

2009-11-27T13:16:00.002+08:00

aww... last night i posted a status at facebook,
that my grandma not that really believe i can wake up at 0530 this morning..
and, clement, jasmine and zhi hao seem not so believe also.. =.=
some more zhi hao said he 'might' can see the sun rise from west~ zzZzz...

well well, i cross my heart that i can wake up this morning,
and i did it!! xD although i still quite sleepy that time.. who care, i wake up then can already..

0600.. on the way..

sun rise~

deng~
once reach the place, i just knew that i'm not go for normal jogging today,
but is HIKING... and my aunt told me that we need to climb 12 mountains~ T.T
please,,,,,, i'm wearing my new nike sport shoes leaaaaaa~!!!!!
why don't told me early ='(
my nike looked super beautiful now.. i should take a picture later..

aiyo very not fun lo today..
i wanna took many nice picture but cannnot...
sien dao~
cause aunt said tat's not good to let her boss and her friends wait for me..
tau kan, wanna snap a really nice picture sure need some times marr.. =(
i want ask daddy come again..
who dare to urge me again this time then i sure kick him/her down the mountain!!
^^

after 1 and half hour, finally we ended this tiring activity~
and i ask aunt let me drive!! kakax.. so syok~
but then i very smart forgot to bring my licence out,
she asked me let her drive back when drove to the main road T,T
nevermind, i still have plenty chance here~ =P

then then, went for brunch and did some shopping..
well, seriously i felt hungry now again~ 0.o although just now i ate quite a lot..
sei fo.. keep eating..
exercise how often also useless already~

cha ju mian

... untitle?

2009-11-26T18:30:00.002+08:00

DAY 2 at sibu~
today slept at 2am and woke up around 8am
0.o

i also don't know why i so stupid woke up so early~
fyi said something that's quite true,
sleepy really can make someone feel moody~ LOLX......

accompany sista went to try her wedding dress..
and i was busy taking picture with dong dong~ haha..
actually no help much there. xD

she is just too boring~ haha...

laksa!!

err.. what i want to say is the weather at sibu is EXTREMELY HOT!!!
T.T
i sweating like hell today..
and, i slept anywhere if i can find the chance :$

went to cut and wash hair at saloon this afternoon..
err.. i felt kinda weird with this new look..
but aunty them said i look nicer =.=
so, duno??

gombia~

just stay at home today, accompany my grandparent~

i enjoy the time..

with my grandpa~

my seniors all get their results today,
felt happy for those who passed their exam,
and for those who didn't, don't give up k~
i can't help much, but then still wish you all the best...

OMG~
my turn to worry about my results already~
somemore i super smart lo..
already know that i don't remember my password for the student e-mail,
but i still so so so so so 'free' go to replace the ACTUAL password that i saved in my lappie~
deng~ really lucky dao.....
the problem now is i can't remember my password back T.T
&^%^&%^8 really ka na sai lo...

S.I.B.U

2009-11-25T19:26:00.001+08:00

SIBU!!!
here i am~

wakaka!!!!!

today left vista at 8am
took teksi went to the sri petaling station
because lazy to carry luggage

the KLIA transit delayed for half hour~ sien dao..

luckily i still can reach in time..

sibu sibu!!
haha.. i made 1 new fren during the flight
a gal from sarikei that study at johor~
nice to meet you!! =)

once reach,
aunty fetch me go eat kampua lu..
yummy~!!!!!!
now wait sista reaching here.. then go eat again ^^

haha.. like this xD

kampua~

eat lea..
don't care so much..
diet after i leave here la.. xD

zhou lai hun ang

pasar malam

2009-11-25T19:21:00.000+08:00

wow~
i went to pasar malam at sri petaling last night!!
haha.. not bad..

very first time i went there,
memang lucky lo...
go and back also stuck in jam~
the taxi bill very 'cheap' lo.....
hahaha...
ok.. next time we WALK there~
i'm not DA XIAO JIE please...
xD

bump into sindee and kok rong there~
haha..
many food can buy there lea.. kakax..
i very 'smart' forgot that sindee got car already,
if not boleh tumpang balik lo.. lolx..

went to the swimming pool play water after finished my meal,
syok dao~
and also chat with ah lun for hour more till 12.34am haha..

sien dao~~!!

2009-11-24T04:48:00.000+08:00

T.T 妈妈的孩子~
人家是熬夜K书
我是熬夜收拾屋子

同人 si beh 不同命咯 =（

我累趴了！！

没事不要再叫我收拾屋子了！！
我会砍人！！ 0.O

抹地等于叫我MATI嘛~
什么东东。。
我跟那个MOP有仇！！

还好客厅的地板是大理石的
我还可以选择性的抹过~ 哈哈
不过，我觉得我有抹等于没抹EH~
aiks.. 算了啦。。
至少我“曾经”抹过。。

应该没有落下东西没带吧？
明天我可没有车可以回来拿咯~

显到爆~ >.<

HOLIDAY!!

2009-11-20T12:21:00.000+08:00

YAY!! finally, it's my turn to shout it loud!!
H.O.L.I.D.A.Y!!!!!

arrr.... don't wanna to think how's my exam~
i just want to enjoy my HOLIDAY before i get my result~
really don't wish to resit~
i admit that i was quite lucky in this exam,
hopefully this good luck will follow me until the day the result released

NAH!! don't care so much lea~
i just wanna get my REAL sleeping time now
try to cure my pimples on my face before i been k.o by my dad!! lolx...

崩溃

2009-11-19T20:22:00.000+08:00

此刻的我崩溃到了极点失落到了极点

我真是没用
明知道你不能听到比较负面的消息
刚才跟你通电我还是没用的崩溃了
我真的忍了很辛苦
对不起让你担心了
对不起恐怕要让你失望了

我真得很想要坚强
但这次我真的做不到

我鄙视自己的懦弱！！！
我痛恨自己的懒散！！！

真的，我发誓，
这关过了，我会自我改过！！
我负荷不了这像过山车般的心情起伏~
我真的不想在任何人面前展现我的脆弱

考试感

2009-11-13T04:23:00.001+08:00

最近的我
该怎么形容
无昼夜之分的啃书
总不言累的的熬夜
有多少进脑
真的有点怀疑

我没有自信
但却不能放弃
没到最后
我都没有放弃的权利
尤其是
你相信我能做到
我不能认输
就算感到压力
也只因为我怕你失望

那掩饰的嬉笑
真希望能带给自己一点安慰
你赠与的外套
多希望能够带给我些许温暖

最近
特别感觉到
有你在身边是件幸福的事
唠叨也只是另一种关心

还剩三天就开始了
尽力吧加油吧
再怎么累也不差这一个星期了
努力吧用功吧
尽过力了也算对你有个交代了

考试期
又是一个忧郁的期间
很快我真的又要开始自闭了

从何时我们变成读书的机器
从何日我们变成考试的傀儡

争夺排名彰显天分
充其量只是考试的附属品
我不征求名利
也不卖弄天分
为何我却不能从这无聊的游戏中逃脱？

BirThDaY

2009-11-08T00:47:00.002+08:00

yala yala
turn into 20 years old already
no more 10++ anymore
err... still meaningless for me..

WHY SHOULD WE CELEBRATE BIRTHDAY??
lolx.. i wonder.. 0.o
this question bother me.. hahaha!!!
i'm weirdo, really don't like to celebrate it..

my sister asking me few days did i celebrate my birthday or not~
sien dao~

what if i really remove my birthday date at facebook or friendster,
how many friends still will remember when is my birthday?
hehe.. i feel like want to try this at 2010 xD

anyway, still thanks for all those birthday wishes..
thanks cat, call me at 12am sang me a birthday song
thanks jc, xiu qi, shan, and snoopy grandpa for the early suprise haha..
thanks buddy for the movie..

funny birthday greeting message from ah yong.. lolx~ don't call me ying jie..
i just older than you 2 days only please xD

and ah lun, call me and we talk more than 30 minutes!!
some more i made him sing a birthday song for me hahaha~
and my cow mummy,
she asked me not to question so much and just need to say 'thank you' to her 0.o

haha.. Brains Buddies~
finally i get all the trophy on my birthday..
yea, its hard to get 2500 score without any mistake,
although my highest score is 4500++ now~

N.E.R.D

2009-11-08T00:24:00.000+08:00

N.E.R.D, in my dictionary
a.k.a Never Ending Reading Day
=(

had been study for almost 1 week, but i still haven't done with one subject!!!
omg!! my progress super slow la!!!
how am i going to finish do all the revision???!!

aiks~
i'm still not motivated yet ='(

start from today, really need to turn into nerd mood
must try to complete my revision before i really k.o by this EOS
no retake no retake..
i must believe that i can do it!!!

MUET day

2009-11-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

day after my birthday, i still need to go to SMK seafield take my MUET =(
early in the morning, need to reach there before 7.30am!!!
well, just like the speaking test, i didn't prepare at all..
0.o this is my very first time take this test..

slept at 2.30am that morning..
nearly overslept if grandpa no wake me up
phew~ luckily..
then before i left house, i open my pencil case to take my pens..
and well well, i FOUND my MUET regustration slip
which i been looking for it few days in my house
ZHA DAO~ haha....

taking a small piece of roti telur really not enough for me...
i felt super hungry after the first test but still have 2 papers are waiting for me..
really fishing during the reading test lea..
luckily i still can grab 30 minutes to take a short nap 0.o

last listening paper,
suppose to finish it in 30 minutes,
but, due to the technical problom, we took one and half hour to complete it!!
their system really "good" enough~
i had never face this kind of situation when taking my IELTS

uncomfortable chair and uncomfortable table
make me feel worst only.. sigh~
luckily i had done it..

after the test, i went to orange to take my brunch
once go back to my lovely home, immediately take my nap again~
err... from 3-8pm =(

and at the night, we went fusion haven to take our dinner
from sunway go to sri petaling~ lolx..
siao wan hahaha......
but i enjoy my dinner there =)
2 of us eat rm55.55 tonight.. kakax..

ok.. had enough rest for today, should become nerd now..

cacat slip

2009-11-05T13:23:00.001+08:00

Arrrhhhhh!!!!
STUPID MUET REGISTRATION SLIP
can you just appear asap?!?!?!?!?! T.T
damn..

how am i going to sit for the exam without you???

yerr
want me call my mum let her shoot me huh?
DON'T WANT!!!

eee...
i should call her tomorrow..
guess that she won't scold me tomorrow gua?
0.o

i wonder,
is that 'penyataan pendaftaran calon persendirian'
same as the registration slip??

whatever,
if i can't find you,
i will MAKE one for myself!!

choi dak ngo jiok aaaaaa!!!
bluekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

生日? 谢谢 =）

2009-11-05T05:17:00.001+08:00

隔了两年没庆祝生日昨天我破例了
本来想就这样默默的滚回SUNWAY的窝
把FACEBOOK的生日月份改了
静静的度过我的生日
看来是破功了

想想其实我是个怪咖
我习惯也喜欢帮朋友庆生
但却不喜欢为自己庆生
也许是因为我的生日总恰巧是在假期期间吧
久而久之我没有了想庆生的习惯
最多也只是跟家人吃个饭而已
生日的定义对我没差
就代表我几月几号出生跟老一岁罢了

第一次朋友帮我庆生
那曾是一场惊喜一份喜悦一份感动
却也是一份遗憾一份我难以言喻的落寞
回忆总是甜的但事实却是不可磨灭的痛
我怕朋友的定义有时太脆弱了

我其实不惨
我拥有的已经很多了
庆生与否只是一种形式
有朋友的祝福已经足够了

昨天
谢谢你们
那又是另一次的喜悦与感动
我是个怪咖
不善于表达我的感受
只有透过文字
婉转记述我的悸动
希望你们见谅

真挚的友谊不需常挂嘴边
而是将这份友情放在心里
耐心呵护细心收藏
暂且不理相识日子有多长
但相信它不会被岁月吞噬
反而慢慢酝酿成长

姑且不理是否耐到岁月尽头
至少我能确保这片刻的永恒

雨夜

2009-11-03T21:48:00.001+08:00

寂静的夜晚被雨覆盖
雨滴犹如悦耳的交响乐般
为这宁静的夜带来另一番情景

从繁重的课业中腾出一刻安宁
来为这雨夜添上雨的诗篇
也抚慰片刻我的伤感

心情起伏着思绪飘荡着
莫名的落寞莫名的感怀
是否停留在回不去那年

想走向前却看不到縂点
要向后退却回不到原点

只好进退两难的待着
徘徊游荡
在孤单的雨夜